Your Favorite Song(s) About CTB?

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Sometimes the fall kills you. Sometimes you fly.
Mar 8, 2020
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"I Feel So" - Boxcar Racer

It's not really about CTB but it sums up a lot of the reasons why I chose that path

I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger
I wish I could feel no pain
I wish I was young
I wish I was shy
I wish I was honest
I wish I was you not I

I feel so mad
I feel so angry
I feel so callous
So lost, confused again
I feel so cheap
So used, unfaithful
Let's start over
Let's start over
 
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calendulo

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Jun 13, 2019
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I do not know if will be my favorite, but it is a good song.
I could to die hearing this song......or maybe I should....

 
enjolras

enjolras

Saw the angel shine through the jellyfish
Feb 13, 2020
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A full cycle of stop (depression) and go (reviving out of it)


Austere start, empty, daunting, almost ugly. Then the soaring from 1:50, gives me shivers. The voice and emotion are piercing
 
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Bahbah Blacksheep

Bahbah Blacksheep

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Dec 23, 2019
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These come to mind
Lyrics are in the description
 
enjolras

enjolras

Saw the angel shine through the jellyfish
Feb 13, 2020
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Diversion of words. About securing the convictions badly, on decision, on method, on application

 
Inferdan

Inferdan

'Til death tears me apart
Nov 3, 2019
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Idk if this counts, but here it is anyways...


 
PillowSia

PillowSia

~Patchwork~
Mar 2, 2020
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It's a little lame, I normally listen to metal/rock, techno, and bit music, but I have like... sometimes I'm a little sad and I need to get it out alone while I have time so I can go back to faking? So I have a bunch of really sappy sad songs that kind of coax me into getting it all out before anyone catches me. She doesn't SPECIFICALLY mention CTB, but she does say things like 'fall into a never ending sleep' and 'sometimes I think I should just end the pain.' So it's pretty obvious what its about without explicitly saying it.



Although I do highly recommend Giving In by Adema. I am not sure if its 100% about CTB, (I'm pretty sure its just about drinking/doping to a point of possibly dying because you don't care anymore), but it certainly has that feeling to it. It was the very first 'non oldies' song I ever heard and I what made me fall in love with the genre of rock and metal lol.


 
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Mr. ‘K so?

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Mar 4, 2020
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Act of Depression by Underoath

I had dreams for weeks hearing those screams
 
Hhhhhh

Hhhhhh

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Jan 30, 2020
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this song always gives me strong suicide vibes. Hard to top komm susser tbh though
 
Yomyom

Yomyom

What the deuce!?
Feb 5, 2020
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Not the best song of Florence, but everything that she sing is amazing
 
TStorm

TStorm

Fading Light
Mar 18, 2020
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I like the song that is the OP's pfp, "I'm getting on the bus to the afterlife, bye-bye!" or whatever it is translated to in English. I'm a weeb so here is one I like.
 
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Echoko

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Apr 30, 2019
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Ghost - Badflower
I tried it like before and this time I made a deep cut
I thought about my friends and the way I didn't give enough
And I should have told my mother 'mom, I love you' like a good son
But this life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one

I Can't Carry This Anymore - Anson Seabra
Mama said gonna be all right
But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
Mama said that the sun gonna shine
But mama don't know what it's like to want to die

PTSD - dying in designer
My boys hit the bar, didn't get a text
Hate my fucking self, still love my ex
Locked in this room, feeling too depressed
If I end it all, could I finally rest?
Why’s everyone afraid to die?