[Discussion] Why was I born?

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Alone is alone not alive
Feb 11, 2020
Yes I totally get this. I guess that's part of the reason I want to ctb. Less that I want to die but more just that I should never have been born anyway. I'll never be successful enough, I'll never be happy enough, rich enough, smart enough,,, you get the point. I feel like I'm too old to start improving my life now so guess I'll have to die


I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
A couple of times, I asked myself where I'd go if I could go back in time and change things. And I keep going further and further back throughout my life history and thinking, nope, nope, nope. And finally I get to my birth and that's the ah-ha moment I'd change.
I like the concept of being able to go back in time, to try and change things i felt i screwed up. But i always think about the Butterfly Effect.
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