[Discussion] Why was I born?

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justanotherhuman6

justanotherhuman6

Alone is alone not alive
Feb 11, 2020
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England
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Yes I totally get this. I guess that's part of the reason I want to ctb. Less that I want to die but more just that I should never have been born anyway. I'll never be successful enough, I'll never be happy enough, rich enough, smart enough,,, you get the point. I feel like I'm too old to start improving my life now so guess I'll have to die
 
GiveUp

GiveUp

Suicidal Spinster
Feb 18, 2020
70
172
A couple of times, I asked myself where I'd go if I could go back in time and change things. And I keep going further and further back throughout my life history and thinking, nope, nope, nope. And finally I get to my birth and that's the ah-ha moment I'd change.
 
one4all

one4all

I'll put pennies on your eyes and it will go away.
Feb 3, 2020
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A couple of times, I asked myself where I'd go if I could go back in time and change things. And I keep going further and further back throughout my life history and thinking, nope, nope, nope. And finally I get to my birth and that's the ah-ha moment I'd change.
I like the concept of being able to go back in time, to try and change things i felt i screwed up. But i always think about the Butterfly Effect.
 
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