- Jul 28, 2018
The world is a shitty place filled with shitty people. Too tired to deal with anything and nothing seems to worth the trouble.
This world never understood and never will. I stand with you.Threat of homelessness, having everything I've ever worked for getting sucked down into the toilet due to a previous relationship gone horribly wrong, being trans with fierce dysphoria and never being able to be my true self without being discriminated heavily against, unemployment, major depression, tired of having my dreams repeatedly crushed, tired of being a lie, and just tired of all the bad in this world.
Mine too I can literally say that if I go back 1 year earlier, 2 year, 5 years etc. my physical problems would be better and better and at childhood none existent, and of course the other way too, in 1 year my physical problems will be worse than they are now and even worse in 2 year, 3,4,5 etc.Hi. I suffer chronic pain, which increases over the years and has become unbearable. That is really the only reason. My life is (would be) pretty great otherwise.
I know what you mean. I slipped into one in October. Found God--and secret demonic activity everywhere! Mixed that with a stupid conspiracy worldview, spammed everyone I knew with obnoxious texts, lashed out at my "sinful" family, made an absolute ass of myself.Psychosis was the death of me.
The idea that we all die anyway gives me courage to ctb. It's wild how much that thought destroys the world, though. Your parents, your lovers, the best aesthetic experiences you've ever had...they become nothingCan’t shake the fact that there is no point to anything. Life is exhausting, and in the end, are rewarded with indefinite nothingness.
Absolutely, it’s far, far better to get it over with than put up with hardship and struggle in a meaningless life. What’s the point of living if what matters to you is out of reach?The idea that we all die anyway gives me courage to ctb. It's wild how much that thought destroys the world, though. Your parents, your lovers, the best aesthetic experiences you've ever had...they become nothing
Like you had a choice... Freedom is an illusion...Well i fuck up my life just sat back and wasted my life. All i have now it no job lots the best friend I ever had . O and back living with my folks at thr agr of 45. All i see now ahead of me is pain from crippling arthritis and liver and kidney problems from the pain pills. So all i see a head of me now is pain and darkness and i know one really cares not even my folks. Dont blame them for them not caring bin a dissappointed to them most of my life . So thats me in a nutshell LOL want a joke i am HAHA