[Discussion] What would your Dream Death be?

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MeltingHeart

MeltingHeart

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Obviously sad as this guy didnt want to ctb, but sounds like he didnt suffer-still sad though. Anyway- I wouldnt mind just having a nneck and shoulder massage & then mysteriously & suddenly passing away later on-after a nice day at the spa.

 
*KNAZ*

*KNAZ*

The only way out is through
Oct 23, 2019
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After a party, had a really good night with friends & dancing & tasty drinks & food- then retire-but can still hear good mellow music playing in the background- then smoke some opium and them overdose-im not a druggy by the way-but once smoked O and it was the most amazing feeling in the world-two times tried H too (notinjected) & that was also so so good-I can sure see why it could be addictive. But i managed to try it those few times and never seek out again.
I'll try anything once, twice if I like it" Mae West
Heroin or fentanyl OD sounds wonderful.
 
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Notf1xable

Time is a drug. Too much of it kills you.-Terry P
Oct 19, 2019
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My own personal hell
I was really sick when I was under five and I wish that the doctors and my family would have let me die.
After the separation, I had a breakdown and almost offed myself (not sure it would have been successful). I was going to set myself on fire, I found out I was being poisoned and I wish they would have succeeded instead of slowly doing it. There was enough in my system to mess me up to a degree. If either of those would have happened preferably the first one, because I never would have had this life. Plus I missed out on a big part of childhood pretty much growing up in a hospital.
 
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*KNAZ*

*KNAZ*

The only way out is through
Oct 23, 2019
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Heroin or fentanyl OD sounds wonderful.
Forgot to say it’s also a very 19th century romantic/poetic way to die. Never did try heroin because I knew it would be my downfall. And here I am.
I think mine would be to build a shelter in the mountains, lay down and take something like SN. Deep enough into the mountains, the body wouldn't be found. I would love to be an organ donor but the idea of a friend finding my body, or the people who live above me being traumatized is horrific.
I have this craving to find a niche in a rock in the mountains and make that my place to CTB. I’ve also taken to exploring old mines when I’m out camping solo. They can have fumes that snuff you out quickly. Haven’t been that lucky yet. Most old mines have been blasted to seal off the interesting parts of them. I keep looking.
 
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kerokeroka

kerokeroka

Kerokeroka:5020 我正在学习中文, 我虽然不擅长..
Oct 4, 2019
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I would want to shoot myself with a hunting rifle while alone. thats it. Nothing special
I got inspired after watching video 1444 before it got taken down, seems like a quick way to go honestly. And not too bad of a way to die if i do say so myself.
I would feel sorry for anybody picking up after my corpse and anybody who had to clean the mess ive made.
 
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*KNAZ*

*KNAZ*

The only way out is through
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God
I would want to shoot myself with a hunting rifle while alone. thats it. Nothing special
I got inspired after watching video 1444 before it got taken down, seems like a quick way to go honestly. And not too bad of a way to die if i do say so myself.
I would feel sorry for anybody picking up after my corpse and anybody who had to clean the mess ive made.
how I wish after reading all of our posts that we could have a giant meet up and signal a UFO to come take us all to our true hearts’ homes. I have never felt like I belonged here. As a child I would wander the woods trying to find the doorway back “home”. This world is not my home.
 
FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

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have party with some people who could at least pretend to be friends. stay up watching movies, talking 'til so tired can't keep eyes open. fall asleep & never wake.
 
purplemoon

purplemoon

I Have the Light Inside, Surrounded by Darkness
My dream death would be falling asleep peacefully surrounded by quiet & stillness into a comfortable coma in my bed all snuggled up after eating dark chocolate truffles & cake... singing “What a Beautiful Name” in church the day before...

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Quax

Quax

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Nov 16, 2019
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Death of my dreams......when I’m old.... surrounded by my family, kids, grandchildren, all my loved ones..... but this isn’t gonna happen.... I can’t go the long and winding path becoming old and wise..... SN is ok for me.
 
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Shivani

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Oct 29, 2019
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What if you could choose how you die without having to worry about anything. You get to choose exactly how it plays out and how you die. How would you imagine your "Dream Death"? This means it doesn’t have to be suicide. I picture mine I'm walking out late at night, and then out of nowhere, a black car comes by and open fires with an assault rifle, killing me. So simple terms, a drive by shooting. What about you?
To die with my SO
 
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Mizzmini45

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Dec 1, 2019
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having a really romantic, fun, and sweet evening with someone who really loved me and i loved them(wish I really knew what it felt like to be geninuely unselifishly loved before I die and I could give it back in return) not about sex or anything. then we die together in our sleep
 
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BridgeJumper1994

BridgeJumper1994

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Apr 7, 2019
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Some cuddling under warm blankets in front of a funny tv show with cups of warm fruit tea, then pushed off Gorlitz railway bridge headfirst with my hands tied behind my back and my mouth taped shut *dreamy face*
 
L0ne1ygh0st

L0ne1ygh0st

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Oct 1, 2019
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I'd go to the top of a hill I used to sit on and look at the stars, with a bottle of something strong to take the edge off, headphones in listening to some good music and then just take one actual peaceful pill and go to sleep. Nothing heroic, nothing destructive, just peace
 
MissNietzsche

MissNietzsche

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Aug 1, 2019
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Being put in a chamber of N2 when I become an old lady..possibly simultaneously with the man that I grew old with. Preferably, as close to 100 years old as possible. I would want to be on the verge of death anyway (and the same for my future husband ofc), but I wouldn’t want to suffer the pain...yeah, that sounds as ideal as death comes..
 
Moonicide

Moonicide

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I'd like to disappear peacefully, so there's no aftermath. No one has to clean up my body, and no one is in pain.
I've always wished I could travel back in time to my mother when she was growing up. I'd try to help her live a better life and also make sure I wasn't born.
 
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ValideSultana

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Dec 2, 2019
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A benzodiazepine to make me sleepy, then about 3/4 - 1hr later, take Nembutal. I just want to fall asleep.
I’ve also thought hypoxia would be a nice way to go.
I also wish family and friends didn’t know I existed, as they believe ending life deliberately is selfish, which I vehemently disagree with. They also believe in hell ...which I don’t believe exists!
 
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