ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
- Nov 19, 2019
My whole entire existence, to be honest.
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That's kind of like what I call "rape therapy" works.Let me preface this by saying my course of hypothetical action with the wand is pretty fucked up and these few paragraphs may be triggering for some.
I would magically snap myself back to a morning in March of 2015. Then I would proceed to relive one of the true horrors of my life in order to see how receiving it differently would alter the outcome. I would transport myself back to the exact moment that a young man (whom I invited over to my apartment for coffee and bong rips before our college classes) began raping me.
I know it’s a sadistic choice for me to force myself to relive rape, knowing that I could put myself farther back in time to prevent it from even happening... but the fact of the matter is, my present self, being offered the magic wand, has already lived it and wants justice.
After finding myself in that precise moment, with no conscious knowledge of the future or the magic at play, instead of freezing up and taking the abuse, I would fight. I would incite physical violence, making sure I scratched him, getting his dna crammed under my fingernails. My intent would be to fight hard, but not hard enough to win, only enough to receive a few blows before he got his fill and carelessly left.
My blood and bruises would then serve as my proof, pure evidence of his intent. I would of course then document all of this correctly and report it through the proper channels. I would go to the hospital and get a rape kit done, stitches if I needed them, and then I would press charges. I would fight in court, and hopefully send that motherfucker to jail. At the very least I would easily have him expelled from my university.
Most importantly of all though, I would approach the love of my life with my bashed up face and bruised limbs, telling him the pure truth and he would believe me.
Invisibility would mean you was blind as light would just go through the retina lolIt would be amazing to be invisible or be able to stop time, but also yeah, I wish my life hadn't been a mess. But I would love to be invisible and sneaaaak into buildings behind political leaders and see what's up or steal some money (shady, but I need to pay for therapy), I would also find out what people say about me (would probably make me worse). I would also be able to go out at night without fear of being catcalled or worse. I could go wherever I wanted and be safe. This sounds better than stopping time actually. I would also act as a poltergeist around people who are being mean. Now they will feel crazy.
My own shrink doesn’t even think recovery is possible, he mentioned some medicine might help, but it doesn’t make you 100% better, the rest is up to you. The same bs talk of diet and exercise. We’re fighting and invisible disease that’s the problem.If I could only change one thing it would be to have perfect mental health.
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