What will be your method and why?

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wanttodie

wanttodie

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Flubromazolam to put me toseep for 24 plus hours
And amitriptyline to stop my heart

Boom done
im all so looking for a way stop my heart so I can die do you know get the splays in Canada
 
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Queer_Kenny

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When I finally decide to go, it will be full suspension hanging. It's really the only method that will work for me. I know I failed when I tried to hang myself before (once the noose slipped and released, the second time, I was found after only a few minutes) . I'm older now and it should work for me. It's worked for friends who failed and finally succeeded.
 
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406metallicblue

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CO done properly when i give up on the cocktail of benzos, alcohol and nicotine, none of this getting into a car with smoking charcoal. Either a generator in a small room or charcoal in the car.
 
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reginafilangie

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I don’t think I can make it through another weekend. I am sitting at work, talking about our schedule next week and I am glazed over, not present at all. I can’t even believe I lack the willpower to stay off this site during the work day, but for some reason I still feel like this site will magically provide an easy method to help me disappear (even though I know it’s ultimately up to me). How do people live like this long term? This is absolute torment.
I don’t have a lot of options, can’t do it at my house so it’s either hanging myself from a tree somewhere, I go purchase a genny or bbq after work, or, find some hard street drugs that may or may not do the trick. I wish I had someone here to help, I truly don’t think I can do this alone.
 
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406metallicblue

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I don’t think I can make it through another weekend. I am sitting at work, talking about our schedule next week and I am glazed over, not present at all. I can’t even believe I lack the willpower to stay off this site during the work day, but for some reason I still feel like this site will magically provide an easy method to help me disappear (even though I know it’s ultimately up to me). How do people live like this long term? This is absolute torment.
I don’t have a lot of options, can’t do it at my house so it’s either hanging myself from a tree somewhere, I go purchase a genny or bbq after work, or, find some hard street drugs that may or may not do the trick. I wish I had someone here to help, I truly don’t think I can do this alone.
I can give you some hints if you like.
 
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reginafilangie

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I can give you some hints if you like.
I would like that however, I feel as though you may be wasting your time because realistically I won’t be able to find the balls I need to follow through by tonight or tomorrow. Yesterday I sat in the parking lot of the hardware store trying to will myself to purchase what I need and couldn’t. CO seems the most reasonable considering I would have to plan to use my vehicle but I’m so terrified to screw up which is holding me back. Not that I still have hope of a good life, it’s painfully obvious that is not the case. It has to work the first time.
 
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FauxEmotions

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I’ve been lurking for a few weeks now and have decided partial hanging to be the best route for me. I’ve been “practicing” and feeling consciousness slip with even hoody strings and throwing it over the support (not anchoring it) and holding the other end in my hand. It was painful (ish) trying to find the sweet spot but once I did... damn. It was comforting to know how I sort of had control of my life in those tests. Of course being that it wasn’t anchored, I would survive. I put the string just below jawline with a slipknot, take a deep breath and slide down the wall.
 
GeorgeJL

GeorgeJL

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Gonna take Nembutal when I'm an old man because I've dealt with a health condition that has left me very undignified in the past.
 
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limone

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Full or partial? I'm thinking that or the night night. I'm a bit afraid the night night will fail.
I gonna do it in few days. I've bought 2/3" hemp rope, then boiled and greased it. It will be attached to solid hook inn the ceiling. Everything is prepared now. I gonna step up a stool, then noose my neck and kick out the stool. My choice will be full suspension.
 
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thrw_a_way1221221

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I'm currently not actively suicidal, but if the time comes, it will be the firearms method (with a shotgun). This is because a firearm is much easier for me to obtain (I live in the US, in a state with relatively lax gun laws), and also the reliability of firearms in general. The messiness is a minor concern and if/when the time comes for me, I will take measures to mitigate that and make it easier for those I leave behind.
 
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limone

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I consider full suspension hanging as 100% effective and easy to arrange. Possibly I gonna feel some pain but hopefully not too long...But it would be horrible to repeat attempts.
 
uiop

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I tried to CTB in the past by overdosing on antipsychotics, hoping to end it by way of cardiac arrest. It was painful; my arm went numb, then the numbness traveled to the chest. At one point, I couldn't feel my face. I obviously failed, and don't want make another attempt.

Now, I have two bottles of N and some Meto sitting in the cabinet. I have suicidal ideations every single day, and am ready to go through with it, but I told my friend I'll keep fighting. I sent her an "I'm sorry" text, and it breaks both our hearts. I don't know how longer I can hold out. I desperately want to drink it. It'll be so easy. I'll finally be happy.
 
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DeepMind

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For me it will certainly be a bathtub or car trunk full of argon (easy, reliable, legal, pain-free).
 
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Hotsackage

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Mine: the night-night method. With some pillows and strong tape.
Why: I'm scared other methods are painful and don't know how to do them. This one seems simple.
Can u explain what that one is
 
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Baskol1

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I will pobably die by jumping, or hanging, because these are the easiest available methods, and if correctly done the deadliest.
 
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Lets get out

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Drowning, I don't care about the pain. My plan will definitely work
 
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Baskol1

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Drowning, I don't care about the pain. My plan will definitely work
Yes, if you do it right drowning is most certainly deadly, and not even that painful. Because you will pass out.
 
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Lets get out

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Yes, if you do it right drowning is most certainly deadly, and not even that painful. Because you will pass out.
Hopefully I can doing it soon, I like the thought of floatingaround motionless and in peace
 
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calendulo

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I think I already answered to this question in another thread. Guess will be some thread about same subject.
There is a lack of imagination related about subjects, but it is a good question ever.
Pentobarbitol.
Because It should be painless, at least I think that and overall is because I hope that method works.
Besides, It'll be not necessary a rectal administracion if I use this method. hopefully.
 
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Sahil

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keeping it simple but efficient I’ve N & a bottle of metoclopramide. I will not survive 15g of pentobarbital. I thought I would have used it already but here I am. It’s getting worse & worse, birthday is coming up; I don’t think I’ll make it thru summer.
From where u got N
 

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