What if SN doesn't work? Another disappointment atop the rest.

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dumdumdedum

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Have I invested too much into daydreaming about this?
 
TimeToBiteTheDust

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Yeah. Why wouldnt it work ?
 
NeCkDeEp

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I think that it only wouldn't work if you will try SN somewhere where people will be able to see you, if you try SN somewhere alone in a room without seeing anyone then the chance of succeeding seems quite high even if you'd vomit.
It seems to me one of the most easy and less painful methods tbh
 
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I think that time after taking it is the key.
 
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dumdumdedum

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what if it is yet another shibboleth i am chasing, like so many before it, and it doesn't deliver me from my suffering
 
L0ne1ygh0st

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As somebody that SN 'didn't work' for, I can honestly say the only reason it didn't work is because of my own error. I will be trying again because if I had taken more care then I'm almost certain it would have. Have a read through Stans guide and follow the regimen, he seems to know what he is talking about.
 
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jgm63

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Take a look at :

Also, the following is about N rather than SN, but explains the pros/cons of stat dose vs 48 hour anti-emetic regime - see “Notes” section... (the anti-emetic regime is the same for N and SN) :
 
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Very small trap
I really don't understand posts of this kind. It has already been pointed out that there is no reason it shouldn't work if done properly, but let us assume that it could fail. So what do you expect to be told? Seneca tells of a slave who killed himself by shoving a public toilet sponge down his throat. Here we have SN and an endless litany of what if it doesn't work. Maybe SS should have a disclaimer that says: This community does not provide a die or money back guarantee.

And revealing word-choice: We have peaceful and reliable methods here thanks to people who did research rather than daydreaming. Suicide is not a fantasy, it is a serious enterprise.
 
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jgm63

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I really don't understand posts of this kind. It has already been pointed out that there is no reason it shouldn't work if done properly, but let us assume that it could fail. So what do you expect to be told? Seneca tells of a slave who killed himself by shoving a public toilet sponge down his throat. Here we have SN and an endless litany of what if it doesn't work. Maybe SS should have a disclaimer that says: This community does not provide a die or money back guarantee.

And revealing word-choice: We have peaceful and reliable methods here thanks to people who did research rather than daydreaming. Suicide is not a fantasy, it is a series enterprise.
:)) LOL... "I *DEMAND* A REFUND !!!!!"
 
L0ne1ygh0st

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@L0ne1ygh0st, what went wrong?
I decided not to take the anti emetics because I was on Quetiapine. I vomited, but I still passed out and when I was found I was blue so I don't know if the vomiting actually would have prevented it from working. But I did it at home and my boyfriend came home and found me. If I had followed an antiemetic regimen and gone somewhere where I couldn't be found Im almost certain I wouldnt be here now. I have came off of the quetiapine, the SN is ready and now I'm just waiting for the right time.
 
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heylightiforgot

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I decided not to take the anti emetics because I was on Quetiapine. I vomited, but I still passed out and when I was found I was blue so I don't know if the vomiting actually would have prevented it from working. But I did it at home and my boyfriend came home and found me. If I had followed an antiemetic regimen and gone somewhere where I couldn't be found Im almost certain I wouldnt be here now. I have came off of the quetiapine, the SN is ready and now I'm just waiting for the right time.
Was it peaceful despite the vomiting?
 
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Honestly, it wasn't that bad. My heart was racing and my head heart but that could've just been nerves. Oh and my throat hurt a bit from being sick. But other than that it was really peaceful.
Are you feeling ok?
 
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Honestly, it wasn't that bad. My heart was racing and my head heart but that could've just been nerves. Oh and my throat hurt a bit from being sick. But other than that it was really peaceful.
Did you feel any pain? Like abdominal pain?
 
Meant2Die

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Honestly, it wasn't that bad. My heart was racing and my head heart but that could've just been nerves. Oh and my throat hurt a bit from being sick. But other than that it was really peaceful.
Well we know that a headache and increased heart rate are side effects of oxygen deprivation due to this method. Some light burning of the throat is experienced as well after drinking. So overall seems like a pretty "normal" Sn experience, other than the ending :( I'm sorry you vomited and have to do it again, thank you for sharing though.
 
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I decided not to take the anti emetics because I was on Quetiapine. I vomited, but I still passed out and when I was found I was blue so I don't know if the vomiting actually would have prevented it from working. But I did it at home and my boyfriend came home and found me. If I had followed an antiemetic regimen and gone somewhere where I couldn't be found Im almost certain I wouldnt be here now. I have came off of the quetiapine, the SN is ready and now I'm just waiting for the right time.
can u recollect how long u remained unconscious?
 
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