[Venting] Well that just proves it

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WhiskeyLulabuy

WhiskeyLulabuy

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Jan 23, 2020
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Woke up this morning and no effort from my with what so ever for Valentine’s day
So iv left her card out and present, left dinner in the slow cooker, tided up

now getting ready to CTB by any means possible
Got SN there’s also a train station and pier that will drop me into the North Sea

if anyone in the south east of the has any other ideas on how to CTB????

TIA
 
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The nerd

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Dec 21, 2019
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There has to be more to this story....maybe they have a surprise dinner or something, it’s only 6:30 am here...go back to bed, sleep a little longer on this. Feels very knee jerk.
 
MsMaudlin

MsMaudlin

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Dec 8, 2019
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Perhaps your valentines is coming in the post or getting delivered?
Seems a very spontaneous reaction.

Please talk to us ❤
 
waterbottleman

waterbottleman

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Woke up this morning and no effort from my with what so ever for Valentine’s day
So iv left her card out and present, left dinner in the slow cooker, tided up

now getting ready to CTB by any means possible
Got SN there’s also a train station and pier that will drop me into the North Sea

if anyone in the south east of the has any other ideas on how to CTB????

TIA
Its the morning, have some patience.

Perhaps your loved one is going to surprise you and you’ll have a wonderful night with her =)
 
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thrw_a_way1221221

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I'm sorry that things suck for you and as others have said, please think over your decision thoroughly before doing anything on impulse as that can lead to failure and/or other unwanted consequences.
 
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RoseyBird

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Jan 20, 2020
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It is indeed still early. Maybe she has something planned for after work?

Please don’t impulse ctb. It increases the odds of things going wrong. I can totally understand wanting to ctb because you spouse sucks, but plan it out properly.
 
BearNoMore

BearNoMore

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Feb 9, 2020
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I’m there with you. I haven’t even heard a single word from the woman I love after I sent her the most loving message and photos.

Try to stay strong and be patient. Even if she’s working late, maybe she’ll see you afterward or express something or make a gesture then. It’s still very early as others have said and maybe she just needs time to provide you some warmth.

Honestly my similar situation has me ready to CTB. I won’t lie. But you aren’t alone and I’m trying to hold out and wait to see if my girlfriend (ex) gets back to me or shows some love. Please do the same and let’s be strong together and try to not make any hasty emotional decisions?
 
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Iloveyouall

Iloveyouall

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Feb 12, 2020
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Maybe a surprise gift for when she comes back from work ?
 
Dead beat dad

Dead beat dad

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Woke up this morning and no effort from my with what so ever for Valentine’s day
So iv left her card out and present, left dinner in the slow cooker, tided up

now getting ready to CTB by any means possible
Got SN there’s also a train station and pier that will drop me into the North Sea

if anyone in the south east of the has any other ideas on how to CTB????

TIA
Token love day is bummer brother . Putting today to one side, what's the level of effort she puts in to the romance on the other 364 days of the year?
I realise there is certainly going to be more to your reasons to ctb than just a crappy valentines day but don't let this be the thing that breaks you.
Good luck brother
 
Soul

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@WhiskeyLulabuy, please talk with us. If you're not even decided on the method, you aren't ready and are likely to do something that will make your situation way worse.

Can you tell us more about why this date is so important to you? Is letting your wife know how bad you feel part of what you want to do? Can you tell her directly instead of harming yourself?

Please be careful x
 
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suicidemonkey

suicidemonkey

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Woke up this morning and no effort from my with what so ever for Valentine’s day
So iv left her card out and present, left dinner in the slow cooker, tided up

now getting ready to CTB by any means possible
Got SN there’s also a train station and pier that will drop me into the North Sea

if anyone in the south east of the has any other ideas on how to CTB????

TIA
Trust me, this is so relatable. No effort from my partner either. I knew I wasn't going to see her today, so I posted online, all I get was a like, not an I love you too or a post or anything.

I can't do this anymore. I'm planning my CTB now.
 
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UpandDownPrincess

UpandDownPrincess

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Dec 31, 2019
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Please take a moment, and take a breath.

It's awful for you; I can feel that through your words. This silly day has a way of amplifying everything we're feeling, good or bad. But it's just a day.

Please don't make any rash moves today. Such responses are more likely to fail, more likely to cause pain and injury, and more likely to be misunderstood.

We're here. We can all hold each other up today. We're listening.

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Iloveyouall

Iloveyouall

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Feb 12, 2020
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Woke up this morning and no effort from my with what so ever for Valentine’s day
So iv left her card out and present, left dinner in the slow cooker, tided up

now getting ready to CTB by any means possible
Got SN there’s also a train station and pier that will drop me into the North Sea

if anyone in the south east of the has any other ideas on how to CTB????

TIA
Are you still with us ?