Thank god! Finally retired from life
- Mar 25, 2020
So, finally, I'm going to catch the bus toningt. However, I am not damn sure whether I'd realy be able to commit the act, as you know, I have few failed attempts earlier and every time I've denied access to desirable death. Still, I' m very positive and optimististic of achieving my goal. Like Robert Bruce I also do believe that Sucess is imminent and it must be followed by a long chain of failure. So If the brutal God changes his mind for awhile and unexpectedly be a little compassionate to me, I must be succeed. But the pain, suffocation, sensation, torments, darkness, survival instinct, peace, relaxation ...whatever feelings and circumstances I'll have to pass through during the last stage of my life; I want to share all of them with you. I just want to tell my Sucess story to all, who all are eagerly waiting to ctb. Is there literally no such option to share my highly motivational story? Help....