- Jun 23, 2020
I often wonder what it’s like to have “loved ones” haha I have a family who hates me and the feeling is mutual. I have a few “friends” (most internet friends) they tell me they love me care about me etc but I don’t feel loved. I don’t even know what it’s like to be loved. Sometimes I think I’m stupid for even wondering about it. In the end it doesn’t even matter. I see it around me all the time people with families and friends and social life die then what happens? You’d think life would stop for them people will go crazy etc but nah everyone just moves on and goes about their lives. It’s crazy. My sister lost her daughter I thought it will change her but no less than 2 months later she wears makeup goes out laugh eat and carry on. It’s insane. It doesn’t even fucking matter after all.