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LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, exist until September 2020, PM me
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Struggling today with ctb thoughts. Woke up this morning in the mood. I'm hoping it goes away soon
There are 2 ways to get these thoughts away
:pfff:
 
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LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, exist until September 2020, PM me
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How is everyone today ? :hug:
Explanation :
What I am planning does not violate the law in force in my country and is legal


I plan to document my ctb with SN and will therefore not be alone. An observer will write for me in the forum, even if I can no longer myself.

Everything is prepared, there are only a few days left.

Today I get the message that the observer has been in a clinic since today and is unavailable.

I could puke
 
Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

Arcanist
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Struggling today with ctb thoughts. Woke up this morning in the mood. I'm hoping it goes away soon
That's pretty much how the day has been for me so far. It sucks feeling like this.

There are 2 ways to get these thoughts away
:pfff:
What 2 ways are those? A lighter and a big fat joint? :pfff:
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Angelic
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Explanation :
What I am planning does not violate the law in force in my country and is legal


I plan to document my ctb with SN and will therefore not be alone. An observer will write for me in the forum, even if I can no longer myself.

Everything is prepared, there are only a few days left.

Today I get the message that the observer has been in a clinic since today and is unavailable.

I could puke


Sorry your plans were temporarily interrupted. :hug: Selfishly ... I'm happy you are still with us. :heart:
 
Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
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faraway_beach

Seawater and stardust
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The Wonder Wheel park was not able to open all summer, but at least on weekends they had a pizza stand and a souvenir stand. I would go by almost every weekend and pick up a small souvenir, as it was my only way to support the site. I was hoping to go again tomorrow, but they posted that the souvenirs and pizza were finished for the summer, and they're looking forward to their 100th season of operation in their 101st year of existence. I'm not going to make it. I hope I last long enough to vote. Everything just looks so bleak.
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
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Hi guys... sorry I got tired & went to be before I saw your message. I'm ok ... other than still wanting to die. Got my first good nights sleep in over a week.
How is everyone today ? :hug:
No need to apologize, I've been doing okay. Glad to hear you finally got some rest!

Explanation :
What I am planning does not violate the law in force in my country and is legal


I plan to document my ctb with SN and will therefore not be alone. An observer will write for me in the forum, even if I can no longer myself.

Everything is prepared, there are only a few days left.

Today I get the message that the observer has been in a clinic since today and is unavailable.

I could puke
I'd hold out for them if you can. Many of us don't get the luxury of having company in our final moments.
 
not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Angelic
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No need to apologize, I've been doing okay. Glad to hear you finally got some rest!

Those days don't happen often so it's nice when they do.
Even on days off usually something is going on so I can't get a good nights sleep. :aw:



I'd hold out for them if you can. Many of us don't get the luxury of having company in our final moments.
I have to agree ... if it is possible. Wish that was possible in the U.S.
 
LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, exist until September 2020, PM me
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I think we all miss you. :heart::hug::heart::hug: I don't know if I will be able to say goodbye. I have failed a few times. I don't want to make a goodbye post, if I can't go through with it. :aw:
You are here in the forum much longer than me. Some think that means that you are a scared cat.

If you've been at it for so long and have already made a few attempts, then you know very well that this is not true. Every attempt needs the courage and determination to ctb. And it takes a lot more courage to go on living after trying. If it doesn't work, it's no shame, we weren't hosting a competition here.

It doesn't matter how often you fall. The only important thing is that you get up again.

You can and will say goodbye to us, I know that.

Make me proud old boy


Oh wow, sounds like a party almost lol. Sure as hell beats dying alone, scared, and in pain.
I know and think that I am a very happy boy to be allowed to die like this


I'm not making a goodbye thread either because I don't believe it's goodbye. It's more like I'll see you on the other side.
I try to remember that and will use it that way if you allow me
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
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You are here in the forum much longer than me. Some think that means that you are a scared cat.

If you've been at it for so long and have already made a few attempts, then you know very well that this is not true. Every attempt needs the courage and determination to ctb. And it takes a lot more courage to go on living after trying. If it doesn't work, it's no shame, we weren't hosting a competition here.

It doesn't matter how often you fall. The only important thing is that you get up again.

You can and will say goodbye to us, I know that.

Make me proud old boy



I know and think that I am a very happy boy to be allowed to die like this



I try to remember that and will use it that way if you allow me
By all means it's your party! I hate to see you go because I do enjoy your posts here. But that's the nature of this place and indeed life itself.

I'm here to lend an ear and support for you in whatever you do decide.
 
Underscore

Underscore

Nothing is forgotten.
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I just had a surreal and somewhat unpleasant experience.
A giant house spider the size of a golf ball just ran up my bed, over my chest and tried to sit on my face.
I'm not afraid of spiders but I nearly went to brown alert.

Southern_house_spider_Sam_Heck.jpg

What's worse, is the little fecker will wait until I put the lights out to come and play on my head.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
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I just had a surreal and somewhat unpleasant experience.
A giant house spider the size of a golf ball just ran up my bed, over my chest and tried to sit on my face.
I'm not afraid of spiders but I nearly went to brown alert.


What's worse, is the little fecker will wait until I put the lights out to come and play on my head.
Quick burn the house down!
 
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