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Carina

Carina

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I kinda find myself coming here, checking the color, the bottom, the logo, then the forum lol. Guess it's because i check it at work, and on a huge like readable-to-all monitor/tv at home lol
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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I kinda find myself coming here, checking the color, the bottom, the logo, then the forum lol. Guess it's because i check it at work, and on a huge like readable-to-all monitor/tv at home lol
What're you looking for when you check these things though? Is it like an OCD thing?
 
Carina

Carina

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What're you looking for when you check these things though? Is it like an OCD thing?
to see if it's changed yet lol

granted I'm ocd... and technically paranoid.... but neither are bad unless depressed. and the ocd gets REALLY bad if depressed. like touching tree leaves when walking down street and having to turn around if missing one, hour+ getting to bed because something didn't get done right bad.... but that's so rare that i can count those times on my fingers for my entire life when i was in those states.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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to see if it's changed yet lol

granted I'm ocd... and technically paranoid.... but neither are bad unless depressed. and the ocd gets REALLY bad if depressed. like touching tree leaves when walking down street and having to turn around if missing one, hour+ getting to bed because something didn't get done right bad.... but that's so rare that i can count those times on my fingers for my entire life when i was in those states.
I hear ya with the OCD. Thankfully I'm only OCD with certain shit.
fucking hell
weird but- im ok hehe
just ok! and thats is actually mf OK!
Okay is a good thing. You can't expect to be happy all the time. But it's still better then being in the shitter!
 
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K-O

K-O

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to see if it's changed yet lol

granted I'm ocd... and technically paranoid.... but neither are bad unless depressed. and the ocd gets REALLY bad if depressed. like touching tree leaves when walking down street and having to turn around if missing one, hour+ getting to bed because something didn't get done right bad.... but that's so rare that i can count those times on my fingers for my entire life when i was in those states.
nice to meat u :happy:
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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any luck with jobs at all?
Some luck yes, still waiting it out though. Alot is riding on this decision now and I'm trying to take it seriously.

On the other hand my ex has been berating me and calling me names all day too. I love her, I miss her, but I need to focus now if she doesn't wana gimme a chance anymore.

I honestly don't know what my future looks like at this point. An I honestly couldn't care either way. I'm ready to live or die accordingly.