The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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If there's one thing I can say about the sink vs the lounge. This place is more relaxed. Everyone at the lounge would prefer a false sense of happiness. But here you can just be yourself. Whether your sad or happy or whatever.
 
Carina

Carina

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really? didn't realize there was such a difference

granted not there a lot either
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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really? didn't realize there was such a difference

granted not there a lot either
Yea there is still a huge divide. It's rather interesting, just because there is "lounge" in the title. Both threads are inherently the same at heart.
 
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Yea there is still a huge divide. It's rather interesting, just because there is "lounge" in the title. Both threads are inherently the same at heart.
The lounge seems to have been declared "superior" by being a sticky, though. At least that's how I see it. I think that's a big thing that lead to the Sink's demise.
That, and... a thing that is not allowed to be said, apparently.
I mean, I get the gist of why this kind of things are not to be discussed, but I don't understand what happened still.
 
Carina

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The lounge seems to have been declared "superior" by being a sticky, though. At least that's how I see it. I think that's a big thing that lead to the Sink's demise.
That, and... a thing that is not allowed to be said, apparently.
I mean, I get the gist of why this kind of things are not to be discussed, but I don't understand what happened still.
Yeah, as is the way things are though.

Really though shy of hiding a name, not sure why they never stickied this one.
 
cryptic__egg

cryptic__egg

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This is a long thread and I'm still not entirely sure what it's used for
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Yeah, as is the way things are though.

Really though shy of hiding a name, not sure why they never stickied this one.
Yea I dunno either, the holiday one was stickied.

The lounge seems to have been declared "superior" by being a sticky, though. At least that's how I see it. I think that's a big thing that lead to the Sink's demise.
That, and... a thing that is not allowed to be said, apparently.
I mean, I get the gist of why this kind of things are not to be discussed, but I don't understand what happened still.
Yea that's a whole can of worms I'd rather not touch lol.

Chat but for postmaxxers, seems legit
Pretty much yep.
 
cryptic__egg

cryptic__egg

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tfw limitation on discussing sensitive topics is preventing me from researching the SS lore FNAF style.
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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So many people have been writing some huge thesis and philosophy nowadays. Like it legitimizes their point of contention. It's especially amusing to me when the question only warrants a quick but targeted answer.
 
cryptic__egg

cryptic__egg

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Agreed more is not better. Many people online have mastered the art of rambling (I do it myself tbh) and use it as if a really long point structured like a philosophy essay is stronger than that same point in 1 short paragraph.
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Agreed more is not better. Many people online have mastered the art of rambling (I do it myself tbh) and use it as if a really long point structured like a philosophy essay is stronger than that same point in 1 short paragraph.
I can do both, but it's about picking the right one for the right situation.
 
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cryptic__egg

cryptic__egg

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Yeah, it's cool if you've written a lot because it's full of insightful points and lots of information in a situation where people clearly wanted a detailed response, but some people are really out here writing their entire thesis filled with fluff in a single post online in response to a 2 sentence comment.
 
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faraway_beach

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Dec 30, 2019
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I am panicking! I finally pulled myself together just enough to start putting together income tax forms for myself and my dead father. I also have to fill out an income affidavit for the housing development. It uses info from the tax forms, which is why it comes last. Now I see that I had only 120 days to report his death and apply for succession rights! It's two months past that! If they say I must leave, I'll be CTB'ing in a hurry! I had thought I'd be able to wait until covid lifted and I could do something pleasant for myself, such as ride the amusements, before CTB.

It's after 6PM here, so I can't even phone anyone to see if there's an extension on that deadline just as there is an extension on filing taxes. Now I have to spend the night fretting about a phone call I'll have to make in the morning.
 
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Kinda funny, I'm only alive for 2 reasons. It's really a weird feeling when you realize that.
Kinda same here. I'm alive for my father till he passes away and because I'm gambling my entire life on if this one brain surgery is successful.
What's your story?
 
Carina

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Kinda same here. I'm alive for my father till he passes away and because I'm gambling my entire life on if this one brain surgery is successful.
What's your story?
How to phrase it carefully.... um... 'things' of importance to me
 
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faraway_beach

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I think I have a reprieve. I am so discombobulated I don't trust my reading comprehension, so I will try to post an image of the email I received.
affidavit reply.jpg


It doesn't say I'm too late, it doesn't say I have to vacate, so I think I have a reprieve.

The kind of panicking I was doing is exhausting. Last night I was standing in my kitchen sharpening knives! After I received this, it took me all afternoon to catch my breath.
 
Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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I had a wild dream lastnight. I was being evicted and I gathered together a bunch of people I miss to spend my last day with me.

They didn't know it yet but I was basically saying goodbye to everyone. After spending some time together I told them I had to go. I left and went somewhere secluded then started eating SN straight out of the bottle.

I've had SN related dreams before but they were kinda intense and scary. This one was calming and I actually enjoyed the way it tasted.

I've got to stop spending so much time in my head :))
 
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faraway_beach

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I'm trying to get my physical health in a little better shape, and hope that will help my mental health. I just found out that my MMJ registration expired, so I contacted the pain management specialist. His staff said he'll get on it, and I should hear back from them when he puts the renewal through.
 
foreverbroken28

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(Just letting out what I can't say to him, directly.)

~ ~ ~

The thought of my heart stopping is scary but the idea of living without you is what makes my heart stop.

I love you so much. You are the most beautiful man on this planet.

To know that you are out there and that we are not in each other's lives, at least not even friends is killing me are far beyond what I'm able to take.

I'm sorry to you. I wish I was normal. I love you. If I was normal, I would have never messed up our friendship.

I'm not normal and my emotions are not normal and I love you with every fiber of my being.

I am sorry for everything I've ever done to offend you. I love you so so much, beautiful sweetheart.

I love you to death. ♡