The Official 2020 Everything But The Kitchen Sink Post

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Carina

Carina

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I think I partially discovered the source to headaches.... I"m allergic to something in this drink I have.... but I love the drink.... dammit.
 
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Underscore

Underscore

Moebius Potato
Jul 31, 2018
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Mine just keeps telling me over and over again how much of a piece of shit I am. While hinting that there may still be a chance, then ignoring me tell the next day. Rinse, and repeat. I keep taking it though because for 1 I deserve it and for 2 I still have hope.
That is a common behaviour I've seen before. Hot, cold and needy of attention? Forgive me if I'm wrong though. When faced with that before, eventually I've just walked away and dealt with the heartache with beer and country music. I know it's not that easy though.
I still have an ounce of hope that things will work out and I feel like I deserve it too for making her pay for everything while I paid for nothing when we would eat out. She also states how jealous she is of me, but there's nothing to be jealous about.
I don't think either of you deserve to be treated badly. Whatever the ups and downs, I can't see any excuse for playing with someone's feelings.
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
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That is a common behaviour I've seen before. Hot, cold and needy of attention? Forgive me if I'm wrong though. When faced with that before, eventually I've just walked away and dealt with the heartache with beer and country music. I know it's not that easy though.

I don't think either of you deserve to be treated badly. Whatever the ups and downs, I can't see any excuse for playing with someone's feelings.
My life might look good because my mom and grandma got me a car and I graduated college, but it's not and that's what my favorite person fails to understand. I just hope she didn't block me, but it looks like she did and now I feel like my world is falling apart. I'm sick and tired of this life
 
Nyxx33

Nyxx33

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May 8, 2020
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I don't think either of you deserve to be treated badly. Whatever the ups and downs, I can't see any excuse for playing with someone's feelings.
Yea.. treated badly and playing with feelings. Like being cheated on not just once but twice .
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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350 more and I'm the top poster of all time here. It's only a thing to me because I'm a gamer and game developer. I love high scores.

So many people think I do it for some sort of bullshit influence. But that's not the case, it's more OCD with numbers then anything. I'm not better or worse then anyone else.

That and my life is boring as fuck right now.
 
Carina

Carina

Angelic
Dec 22, 2019
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Speaking of games.... Hitman 2 the new games annoys me when doing a kill everyone when that's not the point on hardest and some random jerkoff shows up like 'omg why did you do this?' and it goes pear shaped, but you take like 1-5 hits before death, and 1-2 hits before you know who is shooting you through a wall...
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
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Looked out my window, and what did I see?!
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They set that shit up outside your place? I'd think I was tripping or something.
Speaking of games.... Hitman 2 the new games annoys me when doing a kill everyone when that's not the point on hardest and some random jerkoff shows up like 'omg why did you do this?' and it goes pear shaped, but you take like 1-5 hits before death, and 1-2 hits before you know who is shooting you through a wall...
That's a fucking dope ass game though. But yea it has its moments sometimes.
 
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faraway_beach

Seawater and stardust
Dec 30, 2019
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They set that shit up outside your place? I'd think I was tripping or something.
I live across the street from the amusement park. The framework of the wheel is always there, it's 100 years old this year. I'm excited because they're finally putting up the passenger cars that get removed for the winter. This is NYC, it's been a long lockdown, I'm really looking forward to riding this again!
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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I live across the street from the amusement park. The framework of the wheel is always there, it's 100 years old this year. I'm excited because they're finally putting up the passenger cars that get removed for the winter. This is NYC, it's been a long lockdown, I'm really looking forward to riding this again!
That's gota be kinda cool, just step outside and ride shit lol
 
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Compodulator

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Nov 8, 2018
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Jeez! I should've recorded that, but the woman is also crazy enough to literally bite me for it.

This girl I very distantly work with who apparently has a massive shoe fetish, except instead of having a girl-boner for sexy people wearing sexy shoes, dedicating like 10% of her girl-boner to the human, 90% to the shoes, she apparently has a HARDCORE shoe fetish: just shoes. She would fuck a shoe. She might've fucked at least one shoe already. Judging by her excited, squirrel-like screeching, she would fuck this shoe.

Today is an exciting day: we got a "bonus" in company credits. I can "buy" something fancy. This girl wants to buy this shoe, and presumably fuck it.

She scares me.
 
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faraway_beach

Seawater and stardust
Dec 30, 2019
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Jeez! I should've recorded that, but the woman is also crazy enough to literally bite me for it.

This girl I very distantly work with who apparently has a massive shoe fetish, except instead of having a girl-boner for sexy people wearing sexy shoes, dedicating like 10% of her girl-boner to the human, 90% to the shoes, she apparently has a HARDCORE shoe fetish: just shoes. She would fuck a shoe. She might've fucked at least one shoe already. Judging by her excited, squirrel-like screeching, she would fuck this shoe.

Today is an exciting day: we got a "bonus" in company credits. I can "buy" something fancy. This girl wants to buy this shoe, and presumably fuck it.

She scares me.
Sounds like a fairly harmless fetish, unless your foot is in the shoe at the time.
 
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Compodulator

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Sounds like a fairly harmless fetish, unless your foot is in the shoe at the time.
I mean, yeah, it's just her screeching that made me physically uncomfortable. She stepped way into my work station and didn't let me work for a bit as she screeched over this particular pair of shoes.
Kinda annoying.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
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I mean, yeah, it's just her screeching that made me physically uncomfortable. She stepped way into my work station and didn't let me work for a bit as she screeched over this particular pair of shoes.
Kinda annoying.
Sell them for a premium and go buy yourself a similar pair of shoes. Then when she sees those you can sell those as well and keep the cycle going :pfff:
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

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Scrolling back through this thread at times. Brings so much memories back. So many good people are gone.

These kinda threads have really died off in general. I've always enjoyed them though when they're more active.