- Apr 20, 2020
There's an old railway bridge not far from where I live. It's near a quiet part of the river , nobody is ever around there especially not at night. Drowning has always been the method I thought I'd go with purely out of convenience but Co is my preferred method. I know the majority of people on here advise against drowning but in my head it just takes one jump and then that's it , no turning back . It's so peaceful there ,I think that's why I'm drawn to it and almost obsessing over it but I know I should wait and plan for the Co method. I'm not an impulsive person I think I'm just getting really tired now and I want to go .