Started self-harming again...

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lovemelovemenot

lovemelovemenot

what's the use...?
Jun 22, 2019
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It's been about 3 years since the last time, but I broke that streak tonight. I went to a corner store across the street from my home and bought razors along with bandage wrap (sure earned me a funny look from the cashiere). I couldn't take all the thoughts. It's overwhelming. I just want to die. I've been planning with SN, but I was trying to wait a bit for certain reasons. Now I'm honestly not sure how much longer I'll be able to hold out...

I'm tired. And I'm ready to be done with it all.
 
Hasssssuùuu

Hasssssuùuu

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sorry to hear :(. usually we need such an outlet to i guess, let out "how" we feel. and some people resort to recreational activities, others resort to cutting. ur not alone.

hope you find peace.
 
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BridgeJumper1994

BridgeJumper1994

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I feel you, Ive always been a cutter, and with every relapse its getting worse. I am so disfigured. My whole body from stomach to ankles is covered in scar tissue. Its the only way I can forget about the mental pain, by bringing about a physical one...
 
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