[Help] Sodium Nitrite?

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Mooseanonsky

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I've been doing a little more research on it after reading about it in the PPH. Is it really a peaceful way to die? It's a lot easier to obtain compared to cyanide and sodium azide but it was also rated not as reliable. And from what I've looked up, it sounds like kind of a painful to go. Is this a good method, or should I explore other options?

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Mooseanonsky

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I don't think I have any other options... I guess I'm just gonna have to endure the pain. It'll be better than living anyway. Although I'm not sure how to obtain any anti emetics seeing how I can't go to a doctor and online pharmacies are out of the question because I don't have bitcoins and neither do I trust them with my bank account info. I wonder if I'll be fine without them... Then again I don't wanna risk screwing this up and I end up living with severe pain. Sigh.
 

ion900

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it will be terrible to die this way. you would probably feel less pain ripping all your nails out. do you guys think it would be more or less painful than breaking your femur?
 

ion900

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cool, why does it scare you, just cuz? or the possibility of blowing face off or somehow surviving and being worse off? There is also the possibility you throw up the sodium nitrite or something
 
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Sonnenblume

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There are these things called anti-emetics, they'll prevent vomiting. If you're gonna take cyanide, you definitely need one. Reglan is the best. Probably better to take an anti-emetic with any kind of overdose. I'd be afraid of surviving or of accidentally hurting someone else with the gun.
 

ion900

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30 minutes of potential physical agony > 30+ years of almost guaranteed mental agony.
try introducing stressful things into your life. it will force you to become an optimist if you do accomplish. working out in a gym, streetgame, other challenges r good for this
 
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I don't think I have any other options... I guess I'm just gonna have to endure the pain. It'll be better than living anyway. Although I'm not sure how to obtain any anti emetics seeing how I can't go to a doctor and online pharmacies are out of the question because I don't have bitcoins and neither do I trust them with my bank account info. I wonder if I'll be fine without them... Then again I don't wanna risk screwing this up and I end up living with severe pain. Sigh.
Listen. If you don't take anti-emetics beforehand it is pretty much 100% certain you will throw up and survive. And if you survive sodium nitrite poisoning, you may well spend the rest of your life in a hospital with multiple organ failures, blindness, and any level of brain damage. At least get an over-the-counter anti-emetic like emetrol, though that may not accomplish anything. As for the pain, others in this community have suggested taking incarvillea sinenis, which apparently has been found in some studies to have analgesic properties comparable to morphine. And I've just learnt of something called kratom, which is legal in some but not all states.
 

OfficerK

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So, I might go through with this within a week or two and I would like to get some feedback on my setup.

I intend to use olanzapine as my anti-emetic. I'm not entirely sure what dosage I should take - is 4x10mg as with metoclopramide good enough?

As for painkillers I am currently only in possession of basic OTC stuff like paracetamol and ibuprofen. I might be able to get oxycontin, but I don't know for sure yet. Is paracetamol good enough to get through the process?

I'm about 193 cm tall and I weigh 90 kg (6'4, 200lb). The PPH recommends that I take 10g mixed with water. However, considering my size I feel like I should probably go with 15g or even more.

I'm still not 100% on this method. It's possible that i'll try to order some N from AV, even though I highly doubt that it would make it through my country's customs.
 

everwhatever

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My friend the chemist killed himself so, I guess he knew what shit will kill him less painfully

And look, it really doesn't look so terrible

Symptoms are proportional to the fraction of methemoglobin. A normal methemoglobin fraction is about 1% (range, 0-3%). Symptoms associated with higher levels of methemoglobin are as follows:

  • 3-15% - Slight discoloration (eg, pale, gray, blue) of the skin
  • 15-20% - Cyanosis, though patients may be relatively asymptomatic
  • 25-50% - Headache, dyspnea, lightheadedness (even syncope), weakness, confusion, palpitations, chest pain
  • 50-70% - Abnormal cardiac rhythms; altered mental status, delirium, seizures, coma; profound acidosis
  • >70% - Usually, death
I don't like chest pain and seizures but I think it's tolerable
 

Sonnenblume

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So, I might go through with this within a week or two and I would like to get some feedback on my setup.

I intend to use olanzapine as my anti-emetic. I'm not entirely sure what dosage I should take - is 4x10mg as with metoclopramide good enough?

As for painkillers I am currently only in possession of basic OTC stuff like paracetamol and ibuprofen. I might be able to get oxycontin, but I don't know for sure yet. Is paracetamol good enough to get through the process?

I'm about 193 cm tall and I weigh 90 kg (6'4, 200lb). The PPH recommends that I take 10g mixed with water. However, considering my size I feel like I should probably go with 15g or even more.

I'm still not 100% on this method. It's possible that i'll try to order some N from AV, even though I highly doubt that it would make it through my country's customs.
I don't know if you anti-emetic (brand name, Zofran) is strong enough. I'd suggest taking it in combo with another, Motilium. You can get it from alldaychemist.com, no script required. Here's info on anti-emetic regimen https://en.wikibooks.org/wiki/Suicide/Toxification/Antiemetic_regimen . I'm taking 30g just in case. It's most likely not going to be super pleasant, but in such large doses it's probably not intolerable.
 

Sonnenblume

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My friend the chemist killed himself so, I guess he knew what shit will kill him less painfully

And look, it really doesn't look so terrible

Symptoms are proportional to the fraction of methemoglobin. A normal methemoglobin fraction is about 1% (range, 0-3%). Symptoms associated with higher levels of methemoglobin are as follows:

  • 3-15% - Slight discoloration (eg, pale, gray, blue) of the skin
  • 15-20% - Cyanosis, though patients may be relatively asymptomatic
  • 25-50% - Headache, dyspnea, lightheadedness (even syncope), weakness, confusion, palpitations, chest pain
  • 50-70% - Abnormal cardiac rhythms; altered mental status, delirium, seizures, coma; profound acidosis
  • >70% - Usually, death
I don't like chest pain and seizures but I think it's tolerable
Your chemist friend killed himself with sodium nitrite? I'm a little surprised, I'd think a chemist would have better means...