[Resource] SN megathread

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Roger

Roger

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I wonder if the experience of feral pig control offers any insight ? There is a product on the market which contains 7 mg SN and is supposed to be sufficient to kill an average male adult hog, which is apparently 200 lb. body weight.

I’ve see a brief comment elsewhere that pigs have a naturally low concentration of methaemoglobin reductase, which I suppose must render them particularly susceptible to SN.

Nevertheless, it’s interesting to see that 7 gm SN figure cropping up again.

Immediate edit. I have deleted a link that I made to the commercial product. Not fair to associate it with this site. Easily found via Google for anybody interested
 
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jake3d

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Does the body build up a resistance to SN? I was thinking of taking small amounts and gradually increasing every few days.
Someone on here did just that a few months back and it appears that you do build up a tolerance.
 
Roger

Roger

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Does the body build up a resistance to SN? I was thinking of taking small amounts . . .
Why would you want to develop tolerance ?
As a two-month Google Expert, I understand that the body fights to convert methaemoglobin back to normal haemoglobin, courtesy of the m- reductase enzyme. The doses suggested for killing ourselves are what are considered necessary to overwhelm the enzyme response.
Are you perhaps wondering whether it is possible to accumulate a fatal dose in your body of SN over a period, by taking regular smaller doses ?
I am not qualified to answer that, but intuition tells me no - the enzyme will just keep doing it’s job, putting you back to square one each time.

Oh, and edit - don’t treat 5 gm SN as a “small” dose just to see what happens, as you suggest. Fatalities have occurred in healthy adults after ingesting 1 gm. Admittedly that is an extreme case, but IIRC 5gm was the recommended Exit dose once upon a not-too-long time ago.
 
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Dystopia

Dystopia

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Jul 22, 2019
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I don't have that many pills and am rationing them so I'll have enough left over in case something unexpected happens where I would have to cancel my attempt and try again another time. Even for my last dose I think I'll probably only go with 20mg. I'm usually kind of sensitive to meds which I guess is why I felt some doubt.

Good luck with your test, I hope it goes just as well.
I tested 10mg of Meto about 30 mins ago; had very very mild nausea to begin with; feel very slightly weaker or achy and it also feels like I have a mild symptom of restless leg syndrome “Unpleasant crawling or creeping sensation in the feet”

Makes me wonder if I should try a 30mg dose next week just to see if if the side effects are much worse. At least I know the pills work anyway 10mg doesn’t seem too uncomfortable and maybe the side effects will dissipate with the regimen
 
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@Dystopia , are the side effects you mentioned known as normal for meto?
 
Dystopia

Dystopia

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@Dystopia , are the side effects you mentioned known as normal for meto?
Most of them are, it really depends on the individual. I don’t think the restless leg syndrome effects are as common but apparently they can happen from Meto.

It’s been a while now and it’s eased off quite a bit. My legs are quite achy when I stand up though, none of the side effects have put me off wanting to do the regimen though
 
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Vegrau

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Most of them are, it really depends on the individual. I don’t think the restless leg syndrome effects are as common but apparently they can happen from Meto.

It’s been a while now and it’s eased off quite a bit. My legs are quite achy when I stand up though, none of the side effects have put me off wanting to do the regimen though
Just you know meto have cumulative properties. The more you take the stronger and faster it will take effect. The first time I took meto my body was aching and had a headache lasted around 1 and a half day for me.
 
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Dystopia

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Just you know meto have cumulative properties. The more you take the stronger and faster it will take effect. The first time I took meto my body was aching and had a headache lasted around 1 and a half day for me.
Did you find the side effects went away or lessened after multiple doses or did they get worse?
 
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Vegrau

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Did you find the side effects went away or lessened after multiple doses or did they get worse?
Well I did take another dose. First dose is 10mg and second one is 10mg as well. It didnt work out. Feel tired, headache and achy all the time. I stopped taking it after second dose. You can try it. If it still continue I must advice you to slow it down.
 
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Codieb1

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Jun 18, 2019
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No, don't do this. I have seen articles on people who have been exposed to small amounts of SN accidentally and it sounded like they had a rough time. 5g will make you need to go to the hospital, but may not be enough to kill you. Either go all out with 15+g or not at all.
Why would you want to develop tolerance ?
As a two-month Google Expert, I understand that the body fights to convert methaemoglobin back to normal haemoglobin, courtesy of the m- reductase enzyme. The doses suggested for killing ourselves are what are considered necessary to overwhelm the enzyme response.
Are you perhaps wondering whether it is possible to accumulate a fatal dose in your body of SN over a period, by taking regular smaller doses ?
I am not qualified to answer that, but intuition tells me no - the enzyme will just keep doing it’s job, putting you back to square one each time.

Oh, and edit - don’t treat 5 gm SN as a “small” dose just to see what happens, as you suggest. Fatalities have occurred in healthy adults after ingesting 1 gm. Admittedly that is an extreme case, but IIRC 5gm was the recommended Exit dose once upon a not-too-long time ago.
Okay so the idea of tolerance is that I wanted to know which part I start tolerating. If I can build up a tolerance against vomiting and painful aftereffects, it'll make the final, large dose much easier. But if it's just the fatal part I start tolerating, that's no good, obviously.
And yeah 5g is too much, bad example. Obviously i'd start with a much lower amount and work up and see what happens. If this is strongly adviced against, I suppose I'll stick to the regime. I've already found out I can handle meto with very little issue
 
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Crystal Labeija

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My meto is taking forever and my deadline is approaching. I'm considering duck-taping my mouth and my arms after I ingest the solution. I don't care about 3-6 minutes of pain. It's better than 3-6 years of suffering.
 
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Codieb1

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My meto is taking forever and my deadline is approaching. I'm considering duck-taping my mouth and my arms after I ingest the solution. I don't care about 3-6 minutes of pain. It's better than 3-6 years of suffering.
if you tape your mouth shut you'll just choke/drown yourself to death on vomit, defeating the point of SN in the first place. And it'll be pretty horrible. If you vomit, you're better off just taking some more
 
Crystal Labeija

Crystal Labeija

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if you tape your mouth shut you'll just choke/drown yourself to death on vomit, defeating the point of SN in the first place. And it'll be pretty horrible. If you vomit, you're better off just taking some more
Defeat the point of? The whole point is an assured method to vomit. SN, given its price and availability, is pretty reliable as a vomit inducer. I don't care if I die from choking. I care about dying, even if painful. A few minutes of pain are a small price to pay for ending years of agony. I alone can't overturn 3 billion years of evolution.

It's easier than any other method I can think of. Regardless, choking on my vomit doesn't scare me, especially if it happens when I'm unconscious. The most recent PPH says that unconsciousness occurs at around 15 minutes.
 
onlyinsleep

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As dumb as I'm being, this method makes doing stuff on a whim tough. Is eating really that big a deal if you have antiemtics+acid reducer? I can't eat for 48 hours? Or drink?
 
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If you need more verification photos I can send them through DMs. Also I censor any numbers because I don’t want to risk the package being figured out who I am. It’s paranoia.

I did the same thing when I ordered Sodium Azide and posted about it on here.
@HelensNepenthe, can you PM me pls.
 
littlelady856

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I’m on SSRIs for depression. I wonder if these would affect zofran, a serotonin antagonist for nausea.
What do you guys think?
 
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iinner

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Thank for all the information. I already have sn pure and everything prepared, I hope it works out.
 
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Tequilamockingbird

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The bottle I ordered from Amazon is 500 grams. How much and I much water and how do I measure? I need to get this taken care of this weekend. Thank you
 
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Codieb1

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Defeat the point of? The whole point is an assured method to vomit. SN, given its price and availability, is pretty reliable as a vomit inducer. I don't care if I die from choking. I care about dying, even if painful. A few minutes of pain are a small price to pay for ending years of agony. I alone can't overturn 3 billion years of evolution.

It's easier than any other method I can think of. Regardless, choking on my vomit doesn't scare me, especially if it happens when I'm unconscious. The most recent PPH says that unconsciousness occurs at around 15 minutes.
You definitely aren't "supposed to" die from SN via vomiting... There's plenty of other ways to drown yourself, or cause vomiting if that's your goal. Without meto, you're going to throw up long before you pass out
 
ThriveOrDie

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I have not seen any such information. Can you share a link so I can see for myself please?

I take DMSO in small amounts diluted with water to help absorb supplements better. I can't imagine being able to keep down 100 mL of pure DMSO along with a large dose of SN. I'm pretty sure the taste alone would make you vomit. I think the SN works well enough on it's own.
 
ThatsEnoughForMe

ThatsEnoughForMe

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Guys i found "metpamid" Can i use it instead of Reglan or Primperon? OTC and 1$

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Smashingairwaves

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I am unable to find any meto to purchase, can I use cyclizine instead?

edit: I also have generic Ondansetron, which is apparently Zofran. Can I use both of these, or just one of these instead of Meto?
 
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Renewal

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Poster "Renewal" has given you the answer. I suppose the description on the box, "Metoklopramid HCl 10 mg is something of a giveaway.

OTC and $1 ? That's in Turkey ?
Here in EU it's prescription only, like everything else besides air will soon be. But the price seems about right. I have a script and it's €1.50 for 50 10mg pills.
 
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ThatsEnoughForMe

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Poster "Renewal" has given you the answer. I suppose the description on the box, "Metoklopramid HCl 10 mg is something of a giveaway.

OTC and $1 ? That's in Turkey ?
Yes getting antiemetics is really easy in turkey. You can buy SN online also. 100gr. SN 3$
 
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Ruffian

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I know this has probably been covered here, but right now I’m too angry at life to even function. Does anyone know the conversion of 15 mg SN to teaspoons. I had a scale for nootropics, but I got rid of it in a bout of paranoia. I don’t want to buy another one. Also, I see a lot of people on here who knew people who died by SN. How many just took the stat dose of meto at 60 mg? I don’t think I could go through with 3 days of knowing death was imminent. I don’t give a shit about EPS either. I can deal with twitching and RSL. I never understand the fears about it. What’s another 30 minutes of unpleasantness stacked onto years of misery? I’ll be dead for eternity, seems like a fair trade. Also, the digestive pain and vomiting, any input on that? THAT scares me. I have a weak stomach, and get bloating and other IBS shit (literally.) I’m planning on premeasures because of the body’s natural response to death, but just the thought of that pain is scary to me. I’m afraid I’d end up calling 911. I talk a good game, but I can really be a pussy. I also hate the idea of leaving a huge cleanup job. I’m running out of money for a hotel, but I know places where I could sit in my car for 45 minutes without anyone caring. Cops in my neighborhood see me sitting and just spacing out all the time. I doubt they would notice I was blue from a distance. There’s parking lots by the train tracks, my favorite haunts. Dream of doing it by train or jumping, but as stated earlier, I’m a big puss about a lot of things. Plus the trauma to the conductor - can’t do it.
 
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