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HelensNepenthe

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Thanks @jake3d

Anyone in the U.S. that ordered from Loudwolf, how long did shipping take, do you have to sign for it, and what is packaging like on delivery? I remember someone commented saying there were labels with "hazardous materials" on the outside (not sure where they got their SN from) but anything like that could be difficult to explain.
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littlelady856

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So, I've been wondering... What if instead of drinking SN, I just injected 20g of it dissolved in water directly in my bloodstream? That would prevent vomiting, make metoclopramide and cimetidine unnecessary, and also would probably make it work faster. Plus, I'm pale and I can easily find a large vein on my arm and I'm not afraid of needles, so why not? Has anyone else thought about this? Do any of you know if it would work? Thanks in advance!
This would be a bad idea.
Imagine putting salt on an open wound- it would burn like hell.
Injecting SN would feel the same
 
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This would be a bad idea.
Imagine putting salt on an open wound- it would burn like hell.
Injecting SN would feel the same
But wouldn't injecting a solution of SN be similar to a normal saline solution injected in severely dehydrated people? It would be released directly at the blood without hitting any pain receptors (as far as I'm concerned) and, if the high concentration is a problem, it still would be evenly distributed by the blood in matter of minutes, right? Please correct me if I'm wrong, I'm just speculating.
 
littlelady856

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But wouldn't injecting a solution of SN be similar to a normal saline solution injected in severely dehydrated people? It would be released directly at the blood without hitting any pain receptors (as far as I'm concerned) and, if the high concentration is a problem, it still would be evenly distributed by the blood in matter of minutes, right? Please correct me if I'm wrong, I'm just speculating.
A saline solution is like 0.8% salt.
For 15 g of SN, in 100 ml of water, that would be like 50 % salt. - it would be a lot more concentrated.
You’d also have to have an IV machine.
 
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A saline solution is like 0.8% salt.
For 15 g of SN, in 100 ml of water, that would be like 50 % salt. - it would be a lot more concentrated.
You’d also have to have an IV machine.
Guess there's no easy, cheap and peaceful way to die, huh? Well, injecting SN really sounded too good in my mind to be right... Thanks for the answer.
 
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I wonder why people don't even mention it. Sounds very simple and faster than doing it the usual way.
Likely because it is a large quantity so you'll need a big syringe and injecting a salt is going to burn. Either way, I suspect that if you try to IV it it will take a lot less to kill you, so that is one possibility worth exploring. The problem... Where the hell are you going to find volunteers? :pfff:

Does anyone know if SN will react with the following meds - Propranolol, Lithium, Seroquel, Divalproex. Thank you
Meto may interact with the antipsychotics. SN is not likely to interact with any of these. The antidote for it is methylene blue.
Would it help to take everyday painkillers like ibuprofen for headaches with SN and antiemetics? What do you people think?
Yes. Someone has done this. As far as we know, they passed fairly peacefully.
 
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Meto may interact with the antipsychotics. SN is not likely to interact with any of these. The antidote for it is methylene blue.
Do you think if I do not take all my antipsychotic medications for a week that I should be ok to take the meto? Or just scrap the meto all together..
 
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Do you think if I do not take all my antipsychotic medications for a week that I should be ok to take the meto? Or just scrap the meto all together..
Or use domperidone instead of meto and keep taking a low dose of your antipsychotics.
 
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Ah, I actually already ordered the Loudwolf SN since my family was going to be away for a couple days. The shipping was so fast it arrived before they even left, figures lol.. Luckily the packaging was just an ordinary bubble mailer envelope with no warning labels. Haven't opened it yet but I assume the bottle looks the same as yours, guess I'll find out in a few days.

Curious, why did you block out the CAS number? I was a bit thrown off myself because it says "food grade" on the Amazon listing but the pictures of the bottle label it as reagent grade, showing a high purity and there's a "Tox" symbol as well? I'm hesitant now but I don't know if I can risk attempting to order more SN from somewhere else.

Not sure if anyone else here remembers the source where Loudwolf is proven ineffective?
 
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I think i've seen enough people that vouch for Loudwolf and the CAS number checks out ok, also it being labeled as reagent grade and toxic means it is the right stuff.
 
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I think it must pass through the stomach
 
NostalgiaOnFire

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Where do I get metoclopramide in the US without a prescription?

I'm a nursing student but I'm sure as shit not stealing it from clinical, because knowing my luck I wouldn't die and then catch a charge or something.
 
NostalgiaOnFire

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Alldaychemist. It goes by the name 'Perinorm'.
Thank you. I wish it were on Amazon, as husband would be a lot less likely to notice it.

Do you or anybody else know where I could get benzos or something else to knock me out that isn't contraindicated with SN? I'd like to be asleep by the time to oxygen deprivation sets in.
 
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Benzos are generally prescription-only, you may be able to get research chemical ones from various weird websites.

Any of your favorite sleeping pills should work for this though, and may actually potentiate the antiemetic effect of meto.

Either way, sleeping pills are completely optional for this method as it produces hypoxia at the bloodstream level, without interfering with your breathing. When your brain runs low on oxygen, you will feel dizzy (like you're very drunk), then black out and faint with little in the way of pain. This has been confirmed by people taking sub-lethal doses.
 
NostalgiaOnFire

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Wanted to place an offer out there.

I have several drug guides from nursing school so if anybody wants to ask me a question that I can look up about pharmacology and medication interactions, please feel free.

I am in NO WAY wanting to aid in the suicide of another person, as I want everybody else to do anything they can to live, but I'd rather help somebody make a good choice for them in their method of CTB than have somebody in pain in their last moments.
Benzos are generally prescription-only, you may be able to get research chemical ones from various weird websites.

Any of your favorite sleeping pills should work for this though, and may actually potentiate the antiemetic effect of meto.

Either way, sleeping pills are completely optional for this method as it produces hypoxia at the bloodstream level, without interfering with your breathing. When your brain runs low on oxygen, you will feel dizzy (like you're very drunk), then black out and faint with little in the way of pain. This has been confirmed by people taking sub-lethal doses.
Most OTC sleep aides are basically just benadryl & I am tolerant to that. Ugh, why can't it be simple and easy to CTB!? Damn.
 
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What i can tell you guys is that when it comes to ebay, a certain vendor from Poland can be trusted, just that their shipping is a little bit slow. I can only give exact info privately, but they have a chemicals-only store so this should be easy to figure out.
Please PM me the vendor, thank you.
 
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Does anyone know how long you would be ill for if you survived sodium nitrite poisoning
 
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I have all 3 pages up on separate tabs to buy the three things I need... I'm just wondering what kind of cover up excuses people have used to get past being questioned by family and such.
 
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Does anyone know how long you would be ill for if you survived sodium nitrite poisoning
If you don't take enough to overwhelm your body's enzymes, you will be back to normal after a day or two.
 
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Ah, I actually already ordered the Loudwolf SN since my family was going to be away for a couple days. The shipping was so fast it arrived before they even left, figures lol.. Luckily the packaging was just an ordinary bubble mailer envelope with no warning labels. Haven't opened it yet but I assume the bottle looks the same as yours, guess I'll find out in a few days.

Curious, why did you block out the CAS number? I was a bit thrown off myself because it says "food grade" on the Amazon listing but the pictures of the bottle label it as reagent grade, showing a high purity and there's a "Tox" symbol as well? I'm hesitant now but I don't know if I can risk attempting to order more SN from somewhere else.

Not sure if anyone else here remembers the source where Loudwolf is proven ineffective?
If you need more verification photos I can send them through DMs. Also I censor any numbers because I don’t want to risk the package being figured out who I am. It’s paranoia.

I did the same thing when I ordered Sodium Azide and posted about it on here.
 
xBazzL

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If you don't take enough to overwhelm your body's enzymes, you will be back to normal after a day or two.
I want to take 15 grams on my day off Im just worried if it fails and I'm not well enough to go to work after my days off and lose my job I don't intend on surviving but if i did survive I wouldn't want to lose my job Iv not long started so can't really have sick days
 
NostalgiaOnFire

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Can somebody help me.

I really need somebody to help lay everything out for me.

I am 165lbs & need to get the items to make this work. I am smart, but having a really hard time concentrating due to ADHD and mental illness.
 
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I want to take 15 grams on my day off Im just worried if it fails and I'm not well enough to go to work after my days off and lose my job I don't intend on surviving but if i did survive I wouldn't want to lose my job Iv not long started so can't really have sick days
Are you really ready to ctb? It doesn’t sound like you are. Just be sure it is what you want first. Plenty of time to think about it. Good luck with whatever decision you make.
 
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Ah, I actually already ordered the Loudwolf SN since my family was going to be away for a couple days. The shipping was so fast it arrived before they even left, figures lol.. Luckily the packaging was just an ordinary bubble mailer envelope with no warning labels. Haven't opened it yet but I assume the bottle looks the same as yours, guess I'll find out in a few days.

Curious, why did you block out the CAS number? I was a bit thrown off myself because it says "food grade" on the Amazon listing but the pictures of the bottle label it as reagent grade, showing a high purity and there's a "Tox" symbol as well? I'm hesitant now but I don't know if I can risk attempting to order more SN from somewhere else.

Not sure if anyone else here remembers the source where Loudwolf is proven ineffective?
Oh good I picked one at random but it was a bestseller. Pure.
 
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I want to take 15 grams on my day off Im just worried if it fails and I'm not well enough to go to work after my days off and lose my job I don't intend on surviving but if i did survive I wouldn't want to lose my job Iv not long started so can't really have sick days
You will be taking 3 times the minimum documented lethal dose (according to wikipedia, medical journals say there have been deaths with even less). There are only two possible outcomes:

If the substance you got is pure and you do not change your mind and call an ambulance while you're still conscious, you will die.
If the substance you got has more regular table salt in it than SN you'll pass out for a few hours, wake up sick, have blue lips for the next day or so, but you'll be pretty much alive.
 
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I want to take 15 grams on my day off Im just worried if it fails and I'm not well enough to go to work after my days off and lose my job I don't intend on surviving but if i did survive I wouldn't want to lose my job Iv not long started so can't really have sick days
Is that your Rottweiler in your Avatar ?
 
xBazzL

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Are you really ready to ctb? It doesn’t sound like you are. Just be sure it is what you want first. Plenty of time to think about it. Good luck with whatever decision you make.
Yes I'm ready to ctb just if it failed and I was too ill to go back to work after my days off I would likely lose my job seeing as I haven't been working there long and then I would be in a worse position I wouldn't be able to afford to buy the items needed to ctb and could potentially lose where I am living as it's a shared accommodation if I have no money to pay the rent I'd be kicked out but yes I am 100% certain I want to ctb Iv been completely sure for a while now
You will be taking 3 times the minimum documented lethal dose (according to wikipedia, medical journals say there have been deaths with even less). There are only two possible outcomes:

If the substance you got is pure and you do not change your mind and call an ambulance while you're still conscious, you will die.
If the substance you got has more regular table salt in it than SN you'll pass out for a few hours, wake up sick, have blue lips for the next day or so, but you'll be pretty much alive.
Okay thanks @jake3d I shall order the things I need asap thank you
Is that your Rottweiler in your Avatar ?
She was my brothers but I'd walk her whenever possible buy her treats and stuff help with vet bills and what not but unfortunately we had to put her down she had epilepsy and we tried everything for her but it kept getting worse and worse, what made you ask that?
 
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I bought a drugs available in my country today. Antiemetic substances are caffeine and moxastine teoclas. What do you think guys? Is weed antiemetic?
 

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