[Resource] SN attempts: failures / successes - detailed methods and experiences information [google docs]

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You sure about Taran? The member is still active in the forum.
Ugh. I thought this was suspicious bcuz he wanted to post for himself then postponed then decided to have it reported via a pm the next day thru a friend. i looked for a little while to see if there was any activity and there wasn’t but yes, profile last seen last night??? Well was @Ksab trolled or part of the plan? Is someone else viewing his profile from his phone? If it’s a joke, it’s sickening and if ksab was unknowing and believed he was gone, than that’s a horrible thing to do. If he called for help or found and was saved then say so. But then he could easily come up with a story of being saved. And hes back. Who knows what to believe anymore? This really plays on people’s emotions.
There are so many stories out there now to copy that anyone can fake their death and their recovery on here. Well i will be deleting that one because it’s truly not fair to list it with the doubt that had been casted. Sad.
I and i think all of us, understand the thoughts to ctb, feel the need to, want to or have to, but not being able to go thru with it is also very understandable and not judged. Finding friends and an outlet here are a safe haven to be commended not abused.
 
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Ugh. I thought this was suspicious bcuz he wanted to post for himself then postponed then decided to have it reported via a pm the next day thru a friend. i looked for a little while to see if there was any activity and there wasn’t but yes, profile last seen last night??? Well was @Ksab trolled or part of the plan? Is someone else viewing his profile from his phone? If it’s a joke, it’s sickening and if ksab was unknowing and believed he was gone, than that’s a horrible thing to do. If he called for help or found and was saved then say so. But then he could easily come up with a story of being saved. And hes back. Who knows what to believe anymore? This really plays on people’s emotions.
There are so many stories out there now to copy that anyone can fake their death and their recovery on here. Well i will be deleting that one because it’s truly not fair to list it with the doubt that had been casted. Sad.
I and i think all of us, understand the thoughts to ctb, feel the need to, want to or have to, but not being able to go thru with it is also very understandable and not judged. Finding friends and an outlet here are a safe haven to be commended not abused.
Well there are posts from Tarans account last week after the CTB attempt also. Who knows what's going on. I was just noting what i observed.
And for Ksab.. i have no idea what his post in the thread was all about. Last seen viewing this thread several minutes ago.

 
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Well there are posts from Tarans account last week after the CTB attempt also. Who knows what's going on. I was just noting what i observed.
And for Ksab.. i have no idea what his post in the thread was all about. Last seen viewing this thread several minutes ago.

Yes the next day or 2 days later ksab posted that Taran had messaged him and ctb’d. In the same thread as Tarans. Giving much detail Just later after Taran said his plan was disrupted
And ksab is viewing prolly bcuz i tagged him.
 
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Saw this discussion and added a comment to taran's goodbye thread.
 
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Yes the next day or 2 days later ksab posted that Taran had messaged him and ctb’d. In the same thread as Tarans. Giving much detail Just later after Taran said his plan was disrupted
And ksab is viewing prolly bcuz i tagged him.
Yes i figured the tag caused that. When i saw you name Taran in your post, it made me start thinking. Because i was sure i saw him post that A button to ctb thread. So i checked when that was done in comparison to what was going on in the Thank you all !! Sn tommorow thread.
Well anyways.. again this is what i noticed. :wink:

 
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Add this please
 
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So many who are only here a week or a month. They join to share their stories before hand. I’m sure many joined in a haste to ctb and found courage to stay. No one knows.

RIP

 
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Ugh. I thought this was suspicious bcuz he wanted to post for himself then postponed then decided to have it reported via a pm the next day thru a friend. i looked for a little while to see if there was any activity and there wasn’t but yes, profile last seen last night??? Well was @Ksab trolled or part of the plan? Is someone else viewing his profile from his phone? If it’s a joke, it’s sickening and if ksab was unknowing and believed he was gone, than that’s a horrible thing to do. If he called for help or found and was saved then say so. But then he could easily come up with a story of being saved. And hes back. Who knows what to believe anymore? This really plays on people’s emotions.
There are so many stories out there now to copy that anyone can fake their death and their recovery on here. Well i will be deleting that one because it’s truly not fair to list it with the doubt that had been casted. Sad.
I and i think all of us, understand the thoughts to ctb, feel the need to, want to or have to, but not being able to go thru with it is also very understandable and not judged. Finding friends and an outlet here are a safe haven to be commended not abused.
I really didn't knew if he's alive or gone, and I was part of the plan....and I'm not a troll. :aw:
As for what happened, I'll try to confirm it.
 
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I really didn't knew if he's alive or gone, and I was part of the plan....and I'm not a troll. :aw:
As for what happened, I'll try to confirm it.
What i wrote was “Well was @Ksab trolled or part of the plan? Is someone else viewing his profile from his phone? If it’s a joke, it’s sickening and if ksab was unknowing and believed he was gone, than that’s a horrible thing to do”
I asked if you were trolled by Taran, did not say you were a troll. And i said if Taran trolled you and you were led to believe that he had taken SN and was ctbing and you were the last person he talked to, and he told you to update the forum, but it was a joke, then that was horrible to do to you.
 
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What i wrote was “Well was @Ksab trolled or part of the plan? Is someone else viewing his profile from his phone? If it’s a joke, it’s sickening and if ksab was unknowing and believed he was gone, than that’s a horrible thing to do” I asked if you were trolled by Taran, did not say you were a troll. And i said if Taran trolled you and you were led to believe that he had taken SN and was ctbing and you were the last person he talked to, and he told you to update the forum, but it was a joke, then that was horrible to do to you.
Sorry I did not read that well :aw:.
I've become too stupid recently.
 
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Non Fatals


 
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Are the docs of the OP message the most updated ones always ?

@Egddios : supposed success. Can’t find her nickname if alphabetically sorted (on tablet, the files are hard to consult)

 
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@welshie84

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If i may make a suggestion. If a member posts an attempt in this thread. Maybe include if it is confirmed, unconfirmed, fatal or non fatal also. It might help other members to sort thru the posts for what info they are researching.
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Fatal (unconfirmed)

Thanks for updating that.. but any info that it was fatal? I'm sorry for being a jerk.
 
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@teddybear1403

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If i may make a suggestion. If a member posts an attempt in this thread. Maybe include if it is confirmed, unconfirmed, fatal or non fatal also. It might help other members to sort thru the posts for what info they are researching.


Thanks for updating that.. but any info that it was fatal? I'm sorry for being a jerk.
What do you mean? Can only assume if it was fatal or unfatal based on the OP not returning to the forum after posting. By fatal and un i thought you were asking to report the assumed outcome and then report of it could be confirmed or not. Unfatal obviously would be a failed attempt reported by the OP. Maybe I’m not understanding what you’re asking for?
 
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What do you mean? Can only assume if it was fatal or unfatal based on the OP not returning to the forum after posting. By fatal and un i thought you were asking to report the assumed outcome and then report of it could be confirmed or not. Unfatal obviously would be a failed attempt reported by the OP. Maybe I’m not understanding what you’re asking for?
I'm sorry. When i saw Fatal (unconfirmed) that confused me because i looked at the thread and didn't see anything to back up it was confirmed as fatal. I'm not looking for anything.. this is not my thread. But assuming some one CTB because the OP never reported it failed doesn't seem like a good guideline for it was confirmed or not. Was it actually Fatal? Maybe they just didn't want to come back to the forum to say anything.
I'm sorry i brought this up. I was just trying to get things sorted out more for other users. Either fatal, non fatal, confirmed or not confirmed. I'm letting this thread go on it's course now.
 
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People shouldnt try to risk being found. If they want to succeed, they need to make sure that 100% they won't be found too soon. Whatever it takes, do NOT be found.
Peace xoxo
Where should i go motel or hotel? And when i use the water can i use the water from then sink or bottled water?
 
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Looking at that post it sounds like the OP can't get SN and is thinking about night-night or jumping.
 
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Looking at that post it sounds like the OP can't get SN and is thinking about night-night or jumping.
Its passed the time frame and i can’t edit it. You are correct. My mistake. I’m going blurry .
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Where should i go motel or hotel? And when i use the water can i use the water from then sink or bottled water?
this is the wrong thread to post that question. Please use the SN method megathread in the resource compilation section. This is the SN fatal/non fatal attempt with SN thread.
 
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@Chronic pain was listed earlier but no link was provided. Link provided here
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In regards to SN, I don't quite understand how one's heart rate can go up to 180-200 bpm and one would not feel that feeling of 'air hunger' or straining to breathe. To me, both go hand in hand.
 
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