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Redt2go

Redt2go

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I've come to tell you my thoughts because I've got no one else to tell them to. So let me tell you about my day :). I went to see bohemian Rhapsody earlier it was lovely... I had a terrible stomach ache because of the cheese from the shit ton of pizza id eaten earlier. on my drive home I saw a woman's bare ass while she took a shit on the side walk... I smoked some CBD and it helped my stomach ache a bunch... I went to my room to eat 2 more slices of pizzaaaa... goodnight ss
 
Dandelion

Dandelion

Wrap you in yarn and grass, embalm you with milk
May 11, 2019
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My thoughts right now are the mom found the piss drawer meme
 
ShadowOfTheDay

ShadowOfTheDay

Hungry Ghost
Feb 14, 2019
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Isn’t it ironic how a site themed around death makes you feel more alive than all the others?
Yeah, every time I've tried conventional "therapy," or "counseling," etc., it has only left me feeling more alone, misunderstood and alien. Here, at least, I'm reminded that my problems are shared by thousands (probably millions) of other people all around the earth, and from all walks of life. You are definitely right--that is ironic.

I would have probably killed my self by now if I had never found this site.
 
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Vegrau

Wizard
Nov 27, 2018
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Why people like to lie so much? Theyre disgusting. Absolutely abominable. The lowest kind of being.
 
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suffering

Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
Aug 17, 2018
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My parents put me down some many times in my childhood, that I have internalized rudeness as something normal. It takes awhile for me to process "wait, this is not ok" and usually when I do, I act with assertiveness (as I should), but unfortunately with some delay, and therefore I come across as passive aggressive.
To keep myself in an assertive state all the time, to remain vigilant, is so exhaustive.. Not to mention all the hardships I have to face because I'm alone. Not only did they throw me into this world without my consent, but they also traumatized me, those pieces of shit.
 
Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

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We can no longer afford to live with the complexity of the present time. Is it possible to exterminate the things that can extinguish us, throughout history humans have been destroying the planet.
 
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Extremly kind <3

Extremly kind <3

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Jun 8, 2019
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I hope I have the time machine like the one in back to the future series, just to correct one decision which seemed logicak but then ruined my whole life forcing me to CTB :(
 
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Crystal Labeija

Crystal Labeija

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Jun 3, 2019
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I really hate the world. I love myself. I just don't belong in the world. I belong in a different puzzle piece.
 
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whyidon'tknow

whyidon'tknow

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I wish, so much, that one of my friends would reach out and ask me what is wrong but I know it won’t happen
 
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Mn1245

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I wish I could go back and start again from the age of 6 with all the knowledge I have now, there’s so many things I’d do differently, I have sooooo many regrets in the choices I made.
Id start over too, but from the age of 13-14. Since then I started making mistakes that ruined my life. Some I learned from but the consequences will last forever. If I could go back just 3 years, or even one year, I could change a lot for the better. It’s amazing how many things can go wrong in a short amount of time.
 
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Help_Me

Help_Me

Gene pool mistake
Oct 21, 2018
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My today's random though I'm gonna share with all amazing SS dwellers : I'm constantly having pretty unpleasant head-aches, since we moved from one office (it was an excellent one) to another (garbage pit inconvenient for work). Really small place with huge amount of noise. I know for sure I won't "survive" here for too long and I'll have to leave it. I am getting pretty nervous as I wanted to get driving license probably next year in order to buy a huge gas tank and transfer it to my countryside and finish myself with inert gas and all this stuff.. But now I have problems which can possibly leave me with no money to reach my ctb goals in future...
 
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suffering

Too p*ssy to end it, too suicidal to leave
Aug 17, 2018
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I rode in a bus today. Crowded, many people that looked sick, poor and old.
It filled me with fear.
I am relatively young, relatively smart and relatively hard working. But I have no family, no financial safety net and a very strong survival instinct, which I know would prevent me from escaping hell, even if I would decide to. Some really bad luck and some twist of fate and my life might turn to horror.
May I use this fear as motivation to work harder and achieve a comfortable life. Because I don't know how if I would be able to remain a stoic in a world of terrors.
 
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Weems

Weems

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Wouldn't it be scary if eternal recurrence was an actual thing and that we are doomed to relive every moment of our life for eternity?
shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up

It does seem somewhat plausible, though. Does the universe/multiverse go on forever? Then things would eventually repeat, right? And what could be you but...you? It's not like "you" could live some other life...
 
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JoeFailure

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shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up

It does seem somewhat plausible, though. Does the universe/multiverse go on forever? Then things would eventually repeat, right? And what could be you but...you? It's not like "you" could live some other life...
I wish I could, knowing what I know now.

But if everyone could, would I end up on the bottom like this anyways? Unless we all went with basic income, the lower economic class basically has to exist, right? Scary stuff.
 
Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

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I can no longer afford to live. I may be ruled by yearning without realizing it.
 
SinisterKid

SinisterKid

Be the change you wish to see in the world
Jun 1, 2019
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Well according the Meyers, blah de cannot remember their freakin names, personality test, I am a Adventurer, so toodle pip, I am off to climb everest, should be back by Friday.
 
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