Picking yourself up after failure

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Anonymoussn

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May 12, 2020
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So I'm drunk as fuck right now. I've been trying to do this for a while. I've previously taken three overdoses (on prescription pills) before I frequented this forum and realised that is a stupid idea. Tonight I spent over an hour trying to hang myself using the partial suspension method. I tied two neck ties together, with one end around my neck and the other around the frame of my bed and then tried both kneeling and leaning forward, and laying on my bed and forcing my weight over the edge. Neither worked. I am only trying this now because I didnt have the balls before I had alcohol in my system. But now I know for sure it's impossible for me. It just makes me choke and makes me want to get the fuck out of that position. I'm not even here to ask a question just here to vent at how shitty and hard all of this is :( Best of luck everyone
 
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Hopeindeath!

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Dec 7, 2019
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I'm sorry for what you are going through.:hug:
 
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Sadkitty

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May 16, 2020
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So I'm drunk as fuck right now. I've been trying to do this for a while. I've previously taken three overdoses (on prescription pills) before I frequented this forum and realised that is a stupid idea. Tonight I spent over an hour trying to hang myself using the partial suspension method. I tied two neck ties together, with one end around my neck and the other around the frame of my bed and then tried both kneeling and leaning forward, and laying on my bed and forcing my weight over the edge. Neither worked. I am only trying this now because I didnt have the balls before I had alcohol in my system. But now I know for sure it's impossible for me. It just makes me choke and makes me want to get the fuck out of that position. I'm not even here to ask a question just here to vent at how shitty and hard all of this is :( Best of luck everyone
I couldn't do it either :(
 
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Meowkin

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May 6, 2020
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I feel you. Partial didn't work for me either.