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Utterlyuseless

Member
Mar 19, 2020
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U.K. west mids
Can’t travel severe social anxieties
Would prefer if someone come to me I would like assistance through whole thing
CO method or hang are my options
Need to within this year
Just meeting with someone purely for the intention to ctb
 
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Lifeiswildsuperwild

Mood swinger
Jan 21, 2020
59
107
After this virus stuff clears up-

Southern California M 23
Method: SN
I have enough Metos for 2 extra people.
Dying alone just sucks.
After this virus stuff clears up-

Southern California M 23
Method: SN
I have enough Metos for 2 extra people.
Dying alone just sucks.
 
Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
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I'm looking for a CTB partner, Male or Female GSOH :haha: for CTB only.

Location: UK, South East London
Date: April/May 2020 (Flexible)
Age: 49
Sex: Male

Additional Information,
I have enough medication for two people, but you will need to bring SN.

Method: SN or Shot in the Head, I have been given the option.
1, Hotel Room, Twin Beds in the City of London.
2, 48 hours before, begin Metoclopramide regime (10mg every eight hours)
3, Fast from morning of final day.
4, Final Metoclopramide dose of 30mg 1 hour before.
5, Ranitidine x4 75mg pills 50 minutes before.
6, 100mg Propranolol 30 min before.
7. 25mg SN dissolved n 50ml water.

Thanks
JG

Edit: Why can't English girls have more of a French outlook on life/death, read next partner message below, :haha: :haha: :haha:
 
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alicediaseis

Member
Mar 22, 2020
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Location : France (Paris would be better), I have hardly the strength to travel
Date : after the 21/06/2020, if possible shortly after
Age : 23
Sex : Woman

Method : CO

I've been depressed for several years and now I'm not. I'm happy and I know it won't last. As we say in french I want to "finir en beauté". So ideally I would like to party (I can provide LSD and lots of drugs to make it more fun) and have sex until the CO kill us. I'm a lesbian but I can fuck male people no pb.

Love you all,

Alice
 
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RationalGirl

Member
Dec 30, 2019
99
79
Hello to the beautiful people of SS.....

I'm in Northern California.
I'm serious about CTB-ing as soon as possible.
I have a very good plan/method all figured out, but want to do it with a partner.

Serious peeps only pleeez.... :sunglasses:

Looking forward to your PM a.s.a.p. so we can nail this.... :sunglasses:

thanks and see you soon....
-RG
 
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Realityisawful

Member
Apr 25, 2019
56
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In Philly.



I’m autistic, have PTSD, and untreated fibromyalgia due to lack of health care. I’m essentially too disabled to find work.



I realized that many of my life goals - education, career, relationships - are unrealistic and I will have to lower my expectations. I’m not emotionally stable enough to deal with it, and the past year my physical condition has become unbearable. I did a job interview earlier this week for a data entry job, so I could try raising money, so I could buy all of the materials myself. I made a complete fool out of myself. My anxiety got the best of me. I couldn't complete sentences, I didn't understand some things people were asking me. The interviewer actually laughed at me. Of course I left them my number and never got a call back. It brought up the worst traumatic experiences that I dealt with in the past. It confirmed that I can't work. And I can't get on disability, either...I tried several times in the past couple of years and took my case to court. Combined with my chronic pain, I can't work, which means I have no money, which means I can't buy the materials , which means I'm trapped in this hell. I'm really losing my mind.



Method: SN, Stan's guide preparation: https://sanctionedsuicide.com/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/



I believe that if you’re truly suicidal, you can blow all of your funds. I would appreciate it if someone was generous enough to spend money on essentially my own euthanasia, so to speak.



Message me if you’re local. Please, I’m desperate and losing it. I'd really appreciate if someone suicidal would help me out here.

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mpnf

Suffering in any form is the worst.
Oct 3, 2019
72
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Anyone that lives in Spain here close to Madrid ..absolutely ready to ctb through sn method that would like to not to die alone either ?
Preferably for april/may after we are not confined in our homes and can have free circulation.

PM me if you feel like dying alone sucks.
 
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s1mplem3

Specialist
Mar 4, 2020
352
426
M/30/NY - looking for a partner.
I have a place to stay and SN. Let me know if interested, don't want to die alone.
 
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FinalDestination

New Member
Mar 10, 2020
2
4
Hi all,

Im not sure if anyone will even see this but here goes. I’m someone whose pretty decided on ctb. Hoping to connect with someone in a similar position. I’m not in a rush rn but I’d say ideally til the end of this year ( once all this mass panic subsides). In terms of method, I’m not too versed on it all, though I’d personally want to avoid hanging- I want something that is for sure, hopefully this is something we could work out. I’d be open to talk until then if that’s also what you would want but it’s not imperative if don’t.

A little more info, I’m 20, female and from London/uk. If anyone is interested, let’s talk!
 
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ceasetobreathe03

In a year, you'll forget I'm gone
Dec 20, 2019
342
616
F/18/Canada

I really did prefer the method of CO2. Seeing as it isn't of access to me and I don't know how to get it, I'm willing to do any method. I'm fine with hanging but I will do that alone for sure if I'm unable to find a partner

At this point, I don't really care what the method is. As long as it's the most promising compared to most other methods; even if no method is promising. I would prefer a partner in Ontario as this would be the easiest for meeting up (plus with all of this COVID-19 stuff). I would like to build a friendship; I want to ctb with someone I built a good connection with for my last moments. Eventually call and talk over the phone, and obviously meet up :) Thanks!
 
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RationalGirl

Member
Dec 30, 2019
99
79
Hello to the beautiful people of SS.....

I'm in Northern California.
I'm serious about CTB-ing very soon. I hear a new life calling !
I have a very good plan/method all figured out, but want to do it with a partner.

Serious peeps only pleeez.... :sunglasses:

Looking forward to your PM a.s.a.p. so we can nail this.... :sunglasses:

thanks and see you soon....
-RG
 
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Piningformore

Member
Mar 15, 2020
5
24
Hey there,

I'm ready to CTB but I know I can't do it alone. I'm M/22/Alberta, Canada. I don't have any preferred method or any method prepared. I've dabbled with an exit bag and low suspension hanging but other than jumping in front of a train I'm either blind to my other options or they're simply not within my means or my locale. I get a large lump sum of $1600 at the beginning of each month which I will use to fund whatever need be funded. I wish to CTB very shortly after the beginning of May or any month after that, if I can find someone with the conviction to CTB soon enough than ideally we would go next month(April).

Good luck to everyone else here looking for a partner, may we all find peace
 
LosinIt20

LosinIt20

What’s the point in living if you can’t be alive
Mar 8, 2020
36
156
I hope I post this correctly I don’t want to get banned.
Female, 27, NY. Method sn, looking to CTB 4/1. Anyone interested in partnering pm me.
 
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10DECO777

New Member
Mar 24, 2020
3
2
Location: UK, England, Hertfordshire.

Method: Painless, quick, open to ideas.

Other: 29YO/M

I can’t really travel far, I don’t have my own place to do this and I don’t have money or for anything to use. Please send me a msg if someone near me wants someone to go with
 
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I’mDone

Member
Mar 22, 2020
36
30
I’m 52yo/M, London based but can travel.

Preferred method inert gas or SN but very open to other ideas. Must be quick & relatively painless.

It would be nice to have a partner. I’d much prefer to chat beforehand, to make a connection so at least my final moments are not lonely and isolated.
 
The Mute Viking

The Mute Viking

ᴀ ᴛᴏʀᴛᴜʀᴇᴅ ᴘᴏᴇᴛ
Oct 10, 2018
62
107
Location: Norway/Can travel to Canada.
Method: Always prefered hanging, but at this point will take anything to end the pain.
Extra: 20-30 Female: Be okei with extremely weird, shy, fucked up girls. Sex is out of question. Looking to meet someone close enough t o kms.
Extra etra: lonely loser female who no one can love or like for long. lets die friend.
 
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Ripperoni

Member
Mar 5, 2020
8
1
22M
Location: Toronto - looking to CTB soon
Preferable methods : SN, CO, partial
I don’t have the means to find SN but it’s pref method.
If you have extra and want a partner I’m all ears
I'm also ready for CO if SN is too difficult.
 
ScottPilgram

ScottPilgram

Trash Punk, 20
Feb 2, 2019
100
512
20 afab, nonbinary he/they. US Indiana. You provide the method and I have a car. Preferrably someone near me.
 
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RationalGirl

Member
Dec 30, 2019
99
79
Hello to the beautiful people of SS.....

I'm in Northern California. A 34 year old female.
I'm serious about CTB-ing very soon.
I have a very good plan/method all figured out, but want to do it with a partner.

Serious people only please.

Looking forward to your PM. Please message me asap if interested

Thank you!
 
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m00nl1ght

Member
Mar 26, 2020
11
19
Hi, I´m new here... :)
Location: Northern Germany (could travel a bit)
Method: Prefer CO or other poisoning, I´m quite open to other methods
About Me: 20 y/o female, prefer other female

Would like to do it on/ shortly after my birthday which is in the end of april

Message me if you want to CTB together
 
Vault of Memories

Vault of Memories

A temporary being in a temporary world
Mar 24, 2020
14
16
Location: Virginia
26 M
Open to any kind of method, just don’t want the risk of being found during the process. Hoping to do within the next couple weeks minimum.

please feel free to message me if interested in meeting up.
 
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RationalGirl

Member
Dec 30, 2019
99
79
Hello,

I'm in Northern California. A 34 year old female.
I'm serious about CTB-ing as soon as possible.
I am open to any good method.

Please message me if you are serious

I'm really looking forward to your PM.

Thank you so much!
 
Lady black

Lady black

34 male, central europe
Oct 22, 2018
657
1,667
34 male, austria
looking for female, cause I wish I was vorn as a female and I feel not comfortable with other males.
Method: hanging prefered but let´s discuss what you like to do
time: asap
Cause of Corona borders are closed and flights are cancelled, so I can´t travel outside my country, but can travel inside
 
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s1mplem3

Specialist
Mar 4, 2020
352
426
Male, 30, NY state - looking for a partner.
I have SN and own place. Please PM if interested.
 
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Abused and Suicidal

Member
Mar 24, 2020
8
8
Location: Bangkok, Thailand (I'm able to travel)
Method: Jumping (Negotiable)
Information: I don't care about gender, age etc. but no backing out.
 
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RationalGirl

Member
Dec 30, 2019
99
79
Hello Wonderous SS friends.....

Northern California, female, 34

Excellent jumping location figured out : 500 feet+ 100% guaranteed

( or firearm - already have one, or any 100% sure thing - open to ideas )

Serious about CTB ASAP but want partner.
I'll cover your expenses if needed !!

Prefer female partner, but male fine also.....
PM me if serious.....

thank you ! -RG
 
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