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ICD-DEAD

Member
Feb 4, 2020
5
8
Location: Germany
Age: In my mid twenties
Method: Status quo partial hanging but I am pretty scared of the pain and a possible failure;
preferable method would be N , just falling asleep peacefully
Feel free to contact me if you feel in a similiar way
 
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RationalGirl

Member
Dec 30, 2019
99
79
Hello to the beautiful people of SS.....

I'm in Northern California.
I'm serious about CTB-ing very soon. I hear a new life calling !
I have a very good plan/method all figured out, but want to do it with a partner.

Serious peeps only pleeez.... :sunglasses:

Looking forward to your PM a.s.a.p. so we can nail this.... :sunglasses:

thanks and see you soon....
-RG
 
Ryuk

Ryuk

Member
Feb 25, 2020
19
29
Looking for someone in London,UK with SN. Preferably female as i am also female. Hoping to CTB beginning of April.
 
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s1mplem3

Specialist
Mar 4, 2020
352
425
M/30/NY - looking for a partner.
I have a place to stay and SN, I don't mind to share. Only couple weeks left, if you're interested - please let me know.
 
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CatchingTheBusK

New Member
Mar 13, 2020
1
0
Location:Melbourne Australia
I haven't thought of any methods but I'd like someone to guide me and help me catch the bus. I am 20 years in age.
Maybe exit bag method would be good?
I'd be willing to ctb in less than a week.
Please PM me if you are interested.
 
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InkieGhost

New Member
Mar 13, 2020
4
2
Location: Missouri
Method: any tf thing quick and reliable, I don't have access to a gun, though
Info: f/18, I don't have a car, but I do live in a wooded area if you'd like to meet up. Or I can pay for gas and we could go somewhere else.
I ain't got nothing left to lose so, pm me.
 
Cheshirecatx

Cheshirecatx

Curiouser and Curiouser
May 10, 2019
70
78
Location: London/South East UK
Method: SN, Full or CO maybe N but cannot get this myself. (I’m not majorly fussed.)
Info: Female, 18, willing to travel been considering this for a while and think the company would be nice. PM me if you’d like. I’m ready to ctb any day now.
 
OvertheRainbeaux

OvertheRainbeaux

stuck down a rabbit hole of misery
Jan 1, 2020
41
509
Location: United States, in Massachusetts
Method: I’m still unsure I have a few in mind
Extra: I’m a 22 year old, gay, feminine male. I just want to put that out there so whoever is interested knows exactly the kind of person I am. Pm me.
 
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unta

New Member
Mar 7, 2020
2
3
Location: Finland
Method: Something rather painless
Info: I’m female, willing to travel also but it would be nice to meet someone from Finland/Sweden. Msg me for more, I’m willing to chat.
 
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idonk

Veteran
Jan 3, 2020
126
149
41m from Toronto Canada. i dont really care about gender. i attempted to ctb (partial hanging) in feb. looking for a friend to discuss ways to CTB
 
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Ready2020

Broken, exhausted and invisible
Mar 14, 2020
13
19
Male/uk/48
Been looking at partial suspension but would like something extra to be a little less scary. Open to other methods, i just dont want to go alone....
Pm only if really serious and ready please.
 
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MoonSugar

Fly me to the moon
Feb 15, 2020
5
7
Location: US, Florida
Method: Hanging
Date: Before the end of 2020
Age: 28 M
Extra information:
Hoping to find like-minded individual. I really don't want to ctb alone. We can get to know one another and possibly discuss further details. Still looking. Age and gender don't matter to me.
 
MsPotts

MsPotts

I want a dirt nap.
Jan 26, 2020
39
232
Female 26
North Carolina
Overdose hopefully

Somewhere in the mountains, with a view. Can travel.
 
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NotMuchLongerPlease

Member
Feb 1, 2020
27
20
Posting again- I am a female looking for a ctb partner. I have Sn but am open to other options. The sooner the better at this point. I am in the Midwest but can travel. Please Pm me!!
 
Paul88

Paul88

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Feb 23, 2020
191
277
I am looking for a suicide chat partner. I would like to chat with someone who is planning to ctb very soon.

Our conversations don't have to be depressing at all. I love to talk about anything, make bad jokes, and what not..

I am a young Male adult. I don't want to die alone :(
 
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s1mplem3

Specialist
Mar 4, 2020
352
425
M/30/NY - need a partner.
Going to CTB this month. Have own place and SN. Please let me know if interested.
 
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aukguy

Member
Mar 3, 2020
50
121
London/Herts here - I really need to end it all asap. Thinking of doing it tonight (Monday) or sometime Tuesday or Wednesday. I have rope and hanging is a possible method (tried partial already) but if someone has SN or similar then that would be idea.

In terms of time/place I'm easy but needs to be private enough to finish the job effectively. Hope to hear from someone via PM if interested.
 
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RationalGirl

Member
Dec 30, 2019
99
79
Hello to the beautiful people of SS.....

I'm in Northern California.
I'm serious about CTB-ing very soon. I hear a new life calling !
I have a very good plan/method all figured out, but want to do it with a partner.

Serious peeps only pleeez.... :sunglasses:

Looking forward to your PM a.s.a.p. so we can nail this.... :sunglasses:

thanks and see you soon....
-RG
 
ohhgeeitsme

ohhgeeitsme

Member
Feb 5, 2020
99
227
Reposting: 33. Female. Louisiana
I cannot drive, so travel is out of the question. I am open to methods, except SN (I cannot take dopamine blockers without torturous symptoms). My most preferred method would be someone simply shooting me in the head, buuut I know that's a long shot (pun intended). Maybe drug overdose, gas, open to further suggestions. I've already tried partial hanging four times, so getting tired of that one. Although, If someone could help me with it, I'd be okay with that too. I thought I had a good partner, but I'm pretty sure that fell through. I was going to try hanging again tomorrow. New location provides new spot more likely to be successful. But I just want one true connection before I die, someone who understands this and to be there for each other in the end. Please, only respond if you are serious and ready.
 
All an illusion

All an illusion

Member
Jul 13, 2019
63
241
M/42/NYC - I've attempted once and failed but not by much. Not sure if i'm ready to try again but would like to speak with like minded people....either way if there's anyone who would like to speak and try and make sense of all of this nonsense please feel free to message me. :heart:
 
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aukguy

Member
Mar 3, 2020
50
121
Finally managed to order my SN which should be delivered on Saturday. Looking for someone to be with my on Whatsapp or phone in those last minutes. Open to meeting as well, will have accomodation.
 
Jumper Geo

Jumper Geo

Life's a bitch and then you die.
Feb 23, 2020
524
627
Hello everyone,

I'm looking for a CTB partner

Location: UK, South East London
Date: 1st April/May 2020 (Flexible)
Age: 49
Sex: Male

Additional Information,

I have SN, 50g plus meds.

Male or Female GSOH: :smiling: but for CTB only. PM me for further information.

Thanks
JG
 
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Realityisawful

Member
Apr 25, 2019
56
77
Repost:


In Philly.



I’m autistic, have PTSD, and untreated fibromyalgia due to lack of health care. I’m essentially too disabled to find work.



I realized that many of my life goals - education, career, relationships - are unrealistic and I will have to lower my expectations. I’m not emotionally stable enough to deal with it, and the past year my physical condition has become unbearable.



Method: SN, Stan's guide preparation: https://sanctionedsuicide.com/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/



I believe that if you’re truly suicidal, you can blow all of your funds. I would appreciate it if someone was generous enough to spend money on essentially my own euthanasia, so to speak.



Message me if you’re local. Please, I’m desperate.
 
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Ajb994

New Member
Mar 16, 2020
1
2
Male
26
South East UK (willing to travel)
Not sure on method, but open to ideas. SN seems preferable but not sure how to get hold of dopamine blockers.
Have tried OD's 4 times with little success and many weeks in hospital each time.
Planning to ctb in April/May
 
Ryuk

Ryuk

Member
Feb 25, 2020
19
29
Reposting

Female, looking for partner in London, UK. Preferred method: SN
Want to CTB April
 
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s1mplem3

Specialist
Mar 4, 2020
352
425
M/30/NY - looking for a partner.
I want to CTB this month, but I'm scared to be alone. I have own place and SN. Please let me know if interested.
 
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RationalGirl

Member
Dec 30, 2019
99
79
Hello to the beautiful people of SS.....

I'm in Northern California.
I'm serious about CTB-ing as soon as possible.
I have a very good plan/method all figured out, but want to do it with a partner.

Serious peeps only pleeez.... :sunglasses:

Looking forward to your PM a.s.a.p. so we can nail this.... :sunglasses:

thanks and see you soon....
-RG
 
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Realityisawful

Member
Apr 25, 2019
56
77
Repost:


In Philly.



I’m autistic, have PTSD, and untreated fibromyalgia due to lack of health care. I’m essentially too disabled to find work.



I realized that many of my life goals - education, career, relationships - are unrealistic and I will have to lower my expectations. I’m not emotionally stable enough to deal with it, and the past year my physical condition has become unbearable.



Method: SN, Stan's guide preparation: https://sanctionedsuicide.com/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/



I believe that if you’re truly suicidal, you can blow all of your funds. I would appreciate it if someone was generous enough to spend money on essentially my own euthanasia, so to speak.



Message me if you’re local. Please, I’m desperate.
 
ExitStageLeft

ExitStageLeft

Member
Mar 7, 2020
65
88
Is there *anyone* in Saint Louis or the surrounding regions who is ready to go?
 
Kvotheloner

Kvotheloner

Member
Aug 11, 2019
50
141
32/m/northern pa
Looking to ctb sometime in April, I'm open to date.
Using cocktail similar to N, but I think it would be satisfying to jump with someone. If not, finding some peaceful spot to take n/sn works.

gl out there fam