Owning SN provides me with so much comfort.

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Soulstax

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Jan 12, 2020
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Thanks to this community, I now have control of my life, and it's so comforting to know that it's now under my control whether I want to end the suffering or not. Been wanting to jump, but I went to the mountain lookout and quickly realized that wouldn't be an option. Was feeling so trapped. Now I feel free and satisfied about being able to ctb when I am ready (which is very soon).
 
CynicalHopelessness

CynicalHopelessness

I reject my humanity
Jan 9, 2020
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Feeling in control of your own life is important, even in that way. It's good to hear it gives you a bit of a peace having an road open :heart:
 
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S1mpleme

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Dec 27, 2019
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Thanks to this community, I now have control of my life, and it's so comforting to know that it's now under my control whether I want to end the suffering or not. Been wanting to jump, but I went to the mountain lookout and quickly realized that wouldn't be an option. Was feeling so trapped. Now I feel free and satisfied about being able to ctb when I am ready (which is very soon).
I understand your feelings, but be careful and don't tell anyone, you may lose that freedom.
 
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xixxexixxxoxx1379

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Apr 20, 2019
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Glad to know you are feeling comfort. This is how I want to feel! I should get mine too.
 
RedFive

RedFive

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Jan 12, 2020
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Feeling in control of your own life is important, even in that way. It's good to hear it gives you a bit of a peace having an road open :heart:
Likewise, mine arrived last week. Opened the package and starred at it for a few minutes before putting in a cupboard.

Was weird, I went to work the next day with a smile on my face.