Everyday you are closer to death
- Nov 7, 2019
Had to tell my dad and sister that I was going to use ir to ctb. I broke myself. They started to cry. I couldn't hide I started to shake. I'm so fucked up than before. I'm going to see a psychiatrist next week... I feel so bad. So so bad.. I was thinking on ctb this weekend. Maybe it's a sign. I don't know. This is a nightmare. I don't know if I'll ctb. Now i dont have sn anymore. I think i will go to recovery section.