My main reason for being suicidal is the disgusting, vile, mean and negligent nature of humanity

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Promortalistic4Life

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For me humans = demons. I got hurt by these malicious creatures over and over and over and over and over and over again. There are no good souls left on this barbarous world, and everyone is just trying to take somehow advantage of an another. How can people ignore this?
They can also be incredibly mean, even though you haven't done a thing to them. Why, oh why are you doing this?!?!? I know they're all demons, but my mind can't let go of this question. Often when I'm posting something to Reddit, people downvote me to hell and reply with obnoxious comments, which often results in me crying.
Sometimes I ask some of my "friends" a question via WhatsApp, and they can'T even take 10 fucking seconds out of their goddamn self-absorbed lifes to answer that question.

Misanthropy will eventually put me in the grave, that's for sure. I simply cannot ignore these maggots that are all around me. Oh how I wish a a gloabl cataclysm, armageddon, a divine punishment would erase every single on of them for all the wickedness they commited, once and for fucking all.
 
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For me humans = demons. I got hurt by these malicious creatures over and over and over and over and over and over again. There are no good souls left on this barbarous world, and everyone is just trying to take somehow advantage of an another. How can people ignore this?
They can also be incredibly mean, even though you haven't done a thing to them. Why, oh why are you doing this?!?!? I know they're all demons, but my mind can't let go of this question. Often when I'm posting something to Reddit, people downvote me to hell and reply with obnoxious comments, which often results in me crying.
Sometimes I ask some of my "friends" a question via WhatsApp, and they can'T even take 10 fucking seconds out of their goddamn self-absorbed lifes to answer that question.

Misanthropy will eventually put me in the grave, that's for sure. I simply cannot ignore these maggots that are all around me. Oh how I wish a a gloabl cataclysm, armageddon, a divine punishment would erase every single on of them for all the wickedness they commited, once and for fucking all.
It won't get better. Looking at other intelligent beings on earth, most of them are some of the most vile creatures you can think of. Dolphins are brutal sadists and chimps even wage wars over resources. I think intelligence and evil are intertwined, since arguably only intelligent things can be evil, as they understand the consequences of their evil deeds.
 
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When you realize that 5G is militarized by the gov and that they give certain people mild radiation poisoning (covid) and that you are witnessing the beginning of the the silent holocaust...all intricately planned.
 
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coldeyes

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Ahem. Things are bad here
 
Poptart

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I kinda disagree. And I think this may be attributed to gender, actually.

Growing up in an abusive home, I never considered the world was bad. I thought I was bad.

Then again Im fortunate enough to have had some wonderful people intervene in my childhood and try to save me. This gave me evidence that some people are good.

If I CTB itll be completely because of an internal hatred of myself, not the world.

Anyways, I read somewhere that women tend to blame themselves while men blame external forces. I think its an interesting theory.
 
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If a snake eats a frog in order to survive it is regarded as natural. If I step on a frog and crush the life out of it because I enjoy seeing pain and suffering it is seen as evil. The frog is dead either way.
So where, oh where, does evil come from?
 
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If a snake eats a frog in order to survive it is regarded as natural. If I step on a frog and crush the life out of it because I enjoy seeing pain and suffering it is seen as evil. The frog is dead either way.
So where, oh where, does evil come from?
i think that 'evil' manifests itself when some other dude sees you steeping on that frog and feels entitled to do the same and then it snow balls into a movement of frog killers.. all of a sudden youre their leader when you actually stepped on him accidentally .. ribbit..
btw- just saw the hitchhikers on your avatar! cheerz! x
 
Lunarhour

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i think that 'evil' manifests itself when some other dude sees you steeping on that frog and feels entitled to do the same and then it snow balls into a movement of frog killers.. all of a sudden youre their leader when you actually stepped on him accidentally .. ribbit..
btw- just saw the hitchhikers on your avatar! cheerz! x
Or Parrot killers...ANOTHER ORDER of PARROT SouFFLE' sweated in bacon juice and dipped in golden butta' mizz K-O?
 
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Mr2005

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I love humanity when it's there.
 
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Bleu Nuit

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Is this a new recovery program ? I generally never post in the recovery section but this new approach seems interesting. Armageddon as a way to solve all problems.
 
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I feel like my misanthropy is the result of how much I tried to appeal to other people. I all but begged and pleaded for people to love me, to see me and care about me. I'm an attention seeker at my very core, and I thrive on praise. I was raised to please.

But I recently realized that they're all fucking garbage. Every single person wants you dead for one reason or another, whether they want to admit it or not. Anyone would throw you to the dogs if it meant saving their own ass. We're all stupid little primates with God complexes, we've gotten too big for our goddamn britches and now the world is crumbling around us, and soon we'll be reduced to the skittish, fumbling animals we are meant to be.

(Sorry, I have no idea where this edgelord braindump came from. It just kinda spilled out.)
 
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Ita a shame.. the people that move up in the world and are accepted by society tend to be selfish and will step on everyone to get higher on the ladder.. whilst the pure at heart are left to suffer. I am currently testing my 'friends' on snapchat by posting subtle signs of distress, like lyrics of a song idicating suicidal contemplation and stuff. Its been 3 nights, and they have all seen my stories. No message. Not even a little 'hey you ok?'. Nothing.
I feel like my misanthropy is the result of how much I tried to appeal to other people. I all but begged and pleaded for people to love me, to see me and care about me. I'm an attention seeker at my very core, and I thrive on praise. I was raised to please.

But I recently realized that they're all fucking garbage. Every single person wants you dead for one reason or another, whether they want to admit it or not. Anyone would throw you to the dogs if it meant saving their own ass. We're all stupid little primates with God complexes, we've gotten too big for our goddamn britches and now the world is crumbling around us, and soon we'll be reduced to the skittish, fumbling animals we are meant to be.

(Sorry, I have no idea where this edgelord braindump came from. It just kinda spilled out.)
Very well said. Humanity is fucked up, and yeah people certainly would throw you to the dogs to save their own ass. And those that would sacrifice themselves? Little to no honor would be given.
 
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Mr2005

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I feel like my misanthropy is the result of how much I tried to appeal to other people. I all but begged and pleaded for people to love me, to see me and care about me. I'm an attention seeker at my very core, and I thrive on praise. I was raised to please.

But I recently realized that they're all fucking garbage. Every single person wants you dead for one reason or another, whether they want to admit it or not. Anyone would throw you to the dogs if it meant saving their own ass. We're all stupid little primates with God complexes, we've gotten too big for our goddamn britches and now the world is crumbling around us, and soon we'll be reduced to the skittish, fumbling animals we are meant to be.

(Sorry, I have no idea where this edgelord braindump came from. It just kinda spilled out.)
Stop trying to please people. Just be yourself. You'll find those that still like you you like back. If you don't like them in the first place who cares?
 
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When you realize that 5G is militarized by the gov and that they give certain people mild radiation poisoning (covid) and that you are witnessing the beginning of the the silent holocaust...all intricately planned.
Wtf..
 
Close_to_freedom

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It won't get better. Looking at other intelligent beings on earth, most of them are some of the most vile creatures you can think of. Dolphins are brutal sadists and chimps even wage wars over resources. I think intelligence and evil are intertwined, since arguably only intelligent things can be evil, as they understand the consequences of their evil deeds.
Dolphins use their whiplike penises to rape dolphins and even humans.
When you realize that 5G is militarized by the gov and that they give certain people mild radiation poisoning (covid) and that you are witnessing the beginning of the the silent holocaust...all intricately planned.
Schizophrenic?
 
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My misanthropy comes partly from having my eyes opened regarding animal agriculture. As soon as I was made aware of how humans treat 'food' animals, I wanted nothing more to do with it. Tens to hundreds of billions of animal lives violently ended because of tastebuds. And the devastating health, social and environmental consequences of the industry. But if you try to speak out and make others aware of it too, you get naught but selfish hostility and cognitive dissonance.

There are many other reasons I dislike my own species, but this one is most emotive to me. I do not turn away from the cruelty and horror I've witnessed and despise everyone that does so. It is cowardice and selfish and wrong. Humans have no right to abuse other species. With our intelligence we know better and can do better, but we choose not to.

I swallow my feelings for the sake of avoiding futile arguments, but the empathy, grief and pain for other species is always there.
 
GravityUtilizer

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Dissatisfaction is the universal trait, one-upmanship the universal practice.
 
IWTD

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It won't get better. Looking at other intelligent beings on earth, most of them are some of the most vile creatures you can think of. Dolphins are brutal sadists and chimps even wage wars over resources. I think intelligence and evil are intertwined, since arguably only intelligent things can be evil, as they understand the consequences of their evil deeds.
Wow, that is a great point.
 
Mr2005

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The most evil are the most intelligent but it doesn't mean most intelligent people are evil. It only takes a few if the rest are stupid. Another thing. Does this really belong in recovery?
 
IWTD

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The most evil are the most intelligent but it doesn't mean most intelligent people are evil. It only takes a few if the rest are stupid. Another thing. Does this really belong in recovery?
Another good point, (about being in recovery.)
 
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