[Resource] Megathread N from C + Alternative N Sources

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Heady_Cerebrum

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We are derailing this thread. What we need are test results to proove C legit.
I think one issue with this particular request is the assumption that there is only one source for N, or other barbiturates, on the DNM. The DNM is a like saying auction/buy-now sites on the dark net, and there is more than one and more than one seller of barbiturates. I've personally seen N sold by one and secobarbital by another.

I greatly expect for barbiturates to become popular on the street again in the future. It isn't hard to synthesize barbiturates and there is more than one clandestine lab in China. I strongly believe the only reason why they haven't regained popularity is due to how difficult they are to get, since they were more of less taken off the market ages ago (saving very specific uses that are heavily monitored by most health authorities). It only takes an order from a large enough drug kingpin to reintroduce it to the general populace and people will like it and want more.
 
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Just got an email from C in which he claims he won't sell on 3M anymore because of the exit scams in the past. Now he has his own Darknet site where he sells WITHOUT escrow. If you want to know the site, please don't PM me. You'll find his email address on 3M.
 
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I don't know whether there are any 3rd party escrow services where you can do illegal stuff and that are trustworthy. I mean if he decides to scam he will ruin his reputation of two years + in a short amount of time. Which would make sense if he was planning to exit himself. Let's see
 
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Ugh... he better not scam! This is my one shot of finally getting N! I don’t wanna have to resort to turning blue and vomiting with SN :(
 
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Well I got the link for C's darknet website (after emailing him), but Nembutal is not listed as one of the products he sells on this new private market of his. I'm puzzled. :notsure:
 
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kamakura

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The Chinese N seller (C?) is selling powder or liquid?
 
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kamakura

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so who can tell me how to find this C? seems being specific about contact/identity is banned here?
 
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Well I got the link for C's darknet website (after emailing him), but Nembutal is not listed as one of the products he sells on this new private market of his. I'm puzzled. :notsure:
That doesn't make any sense. I just checked his account on Empire, and the product is still online. Are you sure you talked to the right person? Why would you even want to buy it from a private market that belongs to the vendor? You could get scammed very easily if you do that. Like, this is only an option if you have built some kind of trust with the vendor.
 
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kamakura

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I contacted someone on the internet claiming to sell N. Then he is asking for $50 for a 2g sample, paid either into a bank account or alipay. Sounding like a scam?
 
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That doesn't make any sense. I just checked his account on Empire, and the product is still online. Are you sure you talked to the right person? Why would you even want to buy it from a private market that belongs to the vendor? You could get scammed very easily if you do that. Like, this is only an option if you have built some kind of trust with the vendor.
Does he still sell N on EM? Some people are saying he’s not
 
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He claimed he doesn't want to sell on EM anymore because of exit scams. That's all I can tell you. The reason N isn't listed right now is, according to him, that they are behind in manufacturing and it will take up to two weeks until it's going to be listed again.

So before you order on EM, I would suggest just emailing him about whether or not he will continue selling there (and reporting back here if possible).


What we need here is people detailing a) whether they got scammed and b) test results.
 
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kamakura

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Does it look like a scam?
 
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I can confirm C is still in business. He said N will be available again in a few days. I urge the people in this forum not to spread wrong information in regards to C and his business.

The reason N isn't listed right now is, according to him, that they are behind in manufacturing and it will take up to two weeks until it's going to be listed again
N is listed. I don't know what you're talking about.
 
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I can confirm C is still in business. He said N will be available again in a few days. I urge the people in this forum not to spread wrong information in regards to C and his business.



N is listed. I don't know what you're talking about.
It's listed on EM, but on his vendor site he removed it.
Well I got the link for C's darknet website (after emailing him), but Nembutal is not listed as one of the products he sells on this new private market of his. I'm puzzled. :notsure:
This is the post I replied to. At least to me he claimed he won't sell on EM anymore. Maybe he changed his mind? Doesn't matter well know in a few days.
 
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N is listed. I don't know what you're talking about.
Just checked last night prior to bed and his page hasn’t updated indicating he isn’t selling on EM either. Only thing mentioned was how packages may be delayed due to the coronavirus. Where has this information come from that he isn’t selling on EM?

It’s distasteful for users to spread misinformation. This is where scamming comes from and people go onto sites attacking people’s innocence.
 
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If you had read carefully what I wrote you would have gathered that he sent me a private message in which he stated he won't sell on EM anymore.

He cancelled orders on EM a few days ago. But why don't you just message him yourself instead? Instead if accusing people of spreading 'misinformation'.
 
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Well, I did and he waid, he has N ready in a few days.
 
a.n.kirillov

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Okay then why don't we all just keep it quiet and then talk to each other again in a few days.
 
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terry_a_davis

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I contacted someone on the internet claiming to sell N. Then he is asking for $50 for a 2g sample, paid either into a bank account or alipay. Sounding like a scam?
99.9% scam if it's a clearnet internet website. C on EM is the only known source online.
 
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kamakura

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just trying to end my life in the most peaceful way (sleep and go),,such a pain in the arse
 
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Please read the thread from the beginning and you will be able gather the necessary information.
 
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overandout

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It’s not listed on c website, is anyone else seeing it listed elsewhere? Or know any updated news from c?
 
littlelady856

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should you use your real name and home address or a PO Box while ordering N?
 
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jgm63

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should you use your real name and home address or a PO Box while ordering N?
Some thoughts here :

And if anything were to ever happen, then keep in mind the following :
Practice the "right to remain silent".
Rehearse in your mind what you would say, eg "I'm exercising my right to silence. I do not wish to say anything or sign anything, etc, without a lawyer or solicitor to represent me".
Don't allow anyone to search your home without a warrant.
Don't "invite" law enforcement in.
Don't assume law enforcement are "friendly" or are "your friends".
There's no such thing as a "friendly chat" with law enforcement.
Don't just "cave in". Know your rights. Do some research.
In other words, keep a cool head, don't be bullied, don't panic.
Mentally rehearse what you will say and do.

Note : I'm not a legal expert and can't give any guarantees that the above advice is sound.
I'm simply stating what I have read in various places....
 
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