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★†DaughterOfEve†★

★†DaughterOfEve†★

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Hi how do I get in touch with "A" please help. I'm in severe pain. I need a reliable supplier & one that will deliver to me.
 
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★†DaughterOfEve†★

★†DaughterOfEve†★

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Can anyone confirm as of late what is going on with A? Even if it’s PM I’d like some reassurance if possible that he’s still up and running. I ordered in mid October. Thank you
Hi can you help me get in touch with A? I'm in severe pain, I really want to access some "N" I've tried purchasing the peaceful pill ehandbook from exit international & they will not sell it to me. :(
 
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ArtVandelay

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Hi can you help me get in touch with A? I'm in severe pain, I really want to access some "N" I've tried purchasing the peaceful pill ehandbook from exit international & they will not sell it to me. :(
In the resources thread there are a couple links for older editions of the PPeH. A's contact info is in chapter 18, assuming he still uses the same email address.

Just curious, why wouldn't they sell it to you?
 
★†DaughterOfEve†★

★†DaughterOfEve†★

Another pharma destroyed life :(
Nov 24, 2019
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Dublin, Ireland.
In the resources thread there are a couple links for older editions of the PPeH. A's contact info is in chapter 18, assuming he still uses the same email address.

Just curious, why wouldn't they sell it to you?
Thank you very much. Yes I found his info, hopefully he is still using the same email address.

About them not selling me the book ill pm you if that's ok.
 
★†DaughterOfEve†★

★†DaughterOfEve†★

Another pharma destroyed life :(
Nov 24, 2019
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Dublin, Ireland.
In the resources thread there are a couple links for older editions of the PPeH. A's contact info is in chapter 18, assuming he still uses the same email address.

Just curious, why wouldn't they sell it to you?
Of course
Edit: Although I think you need a minimum of 10 posts or something like that in order to send and receive PMs. It's not letting me PM you either. :meh:
Ah yes that's why I can't pm you. Ok no worries & awww it sucks i know.

Anyway Exit International won't sell it to me & they kept refunding me every time I tried to buy it because I don't meet their terms of sale, which is I have to be 50 years of age or older, have a terminal illness & not have a psychiatric illness. I used to have one "depression" but I'm suffering with more than that now. I'm totally brain damaged from years of antidepressant use & especially from going on a liquid form. Im now in complete & utter physical agony. :( They said i could come back to them in 6 months once I talked about my decision with my family because they were also worried about my family getting onto them & being angry with them which would be damaging to them & prevent other people from accessing the information. I tried explaining that my family does know & respects my decision but they never responded back so they must have had closed the conversation. They use the term ticket with a number when they respond to you or when you buy something. On their website you can check the status of a ticket so I checked the status of mine back from September when I first tried to buy the book & it said resolved so they probably didn't even get my other messages. I opened a new ticket with them earlier today.

They will sell it to someone younger but only if they have a terminal illness so when I opened the new ticket i tried telling them again that I had discussed it with my family etc but also that I was recently diagnosed with cancer. So I wonder what they will say this time. I've also tried posing as an older person with a different name but then i fucked that up when someone responded to me because I put my own name at the end of the email. I don't know if they have noticed yet or not. I suppose I don't need the book from them afterall though as the information is here.
Ah yes that's why I can't pm you. Ok no worries & awww it sucks i know.

Anyway Exit International won't sell it to me & they kept refunding me every time I tried to buy it because I don't meet their terms of sale, which is I have to be 50 years of age or older, have a terminal illness & not have a psychiatric illness. I used to have one "depression" but I'm suffering with more than that now. I'm totally brain damaged from years of antidepressant use & especially from going on a liquid form. Im now in complete & utter physical agony. :( They said i could come back to them in 6 months once I talked about my decision with my family because they were also worried about my family getting onto them & being angry with them which would be damaging to them & prevent other people from accessing the information. I tried explaining that my family does know & respects my decision but they never responded back so they must have had closed the conversation. They use the term ticket with a number when they respond to you or when you buy something. On their website you can check the status of a ticket so I checked the status of mine back from September when I first tried to buy the book & it said resolved so they probably didn't even get my other messages. I opened a new ticket with them earlier today.

They will sell it to someone younger but only if they have a terminal illness so when I opened the new ticket i tried telling them again that I had discussed it with my family etc but also that I was recently diagnosed with cancer. So I wonder what they will say this time. I've also tried posing as an older person with a different name but then i fucked that up when someone responded to me because I put my own name at the end of my email back to their reply. I don't know if they have noticed yet or not. I suppose I don't need the book from them afterall though as the information is here.
 
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ArtVandelay

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@★†DaughterOfEve†★ Wow I had no idea they were so picky. Based on the amount of money they are charging, I would think they'd be happy for anyone to buy their book. I can understand why they might want to protect themselves from legal action brought against them by family members though.

Hope you find peace soon, in one form or another.
 
★†DaughterOfEve†★

★†DaughterOfEve†★

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Dublin, Ireland.
@★†DaughterOfEve†★ Wow I had no idea they were so picky. Based on the amount of money they are charging, I would think they'd be happy for anyone to buy their book. I can understand why they might want to protect themselves from legal action brought against them by family members though.

Hope you find peace soon, in one form or another.
Yeah they are very picky unfortunately :( it says in the book that it's not for anyone who is depressed only the elderly & terminally ill which is really unfair. My pain is so bad. Yes I also understand about them protecting themselves but my family are not going to take legal action against them.

Thank you, so do I. I'm barely going to survive through Christmas. I've tried contacting A through both of the emails that are listed in the ppeh here but I got a email back saying the email address with mvz couldn't be found or is unable to receive mail. So is the other email for him without mvz ok?

@develish I hope you see this. I can't seem to reply to you on my own page for some reason. Anyway things are not good no. I'm in severe pain & really want to go asleep forever.
 
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So what about A asking for telephone numbers recently? Why would he need a telephone number??
 
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a.n.kirillov

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I have no problem giving him my telephone number . But I am not still sure if police show up in my door before I can use N
That's the problem. I don't want any legal trouble. You could also just bury it somewhere, but you'll have to face up to shady cops with their scare tactics.
 
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How did they get raided? And how dangerous is it now to order N from A? How the hell are people supposed to order that stuff now?


Does anybody have the newest edition of the PPeH(Peaceful Pill e handbook) November 2019? Maybe it mentions how to avoid getting caught.
 
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How did they get raided? And how dangerous is it now to order N from A? How the hell are people supposed to order that stuff now?


Does anybody have the newest edition of the PPeH(Peaceful Pill e handbook) November 2019? Maybe it mentions how to avoid getting caught.
I got n from a in october. Stored it in the fridge. 10 days later 3 policemen came to my home, very insisting. Said they had prove of me having n. Intimidating, threatening they would immediately get a house search warrant and at last I broke down and gave the product to them. I should never have done that. Should have put it away in a safer place, should have drunk it before they came ... I live in Belgium. I contacted a again, but he doesn't answer. I have now contact with d (he is in the latest edition of the PPH), but I have big doubts about him.
 
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I got n from a in october. Stored it in the fridge. 10 days later 3 policemen came to my home, very insisting. Said they had prove of me having n. Intimidating, threatening they would immediately get a house search warrant and at last I broke down and gave the product to them. I should never have done that. Should have put it away in a safer place, should have drunk it before they came ... I live in Belgium. I contacted a again, but he doesn't answer. I have now contact with d (he is in the latest edition of the PPH), but I have big doubts about him.
I'm sorry to hear that. SN may be a safer way out, though not as fully reliable than N. I've made that choice because of the police risk for N.
 
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I got n from a in october. Stored it in the fridge. 10 days later 3 policemen came to my home, very insisting. Said they had prove of me having n. Intimidating, threatening they would immediately get a house search warrant and at last I broke down and gave the product to them. I should never have done that. Should have put it away in a safer place, should have drunk it before they came ... I live in Belgium. I contacted a again, but he doesn't answer. I have now contact with d (he is in the latest edition of the PPH), but I have big doubts about him.
Thank you for the answer.
Can you keep us updated?
Did you use bitcoin when you ordered N from A?
Why do you have doubts about D?
 
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I'm sorry to hear that. SN may be a safer way out, though not as fully reliable than N. I've made that choice because of the police risk for N.
I now ordered SN on eBay, hope it's the real stuff. It's also getting harder to get it. But it scares me, there aren't many stories about how peaceful your end would be. Also have He-tanks. Still doubting about the best way to go.
 
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I now ordered SN on eBay, hope it's the real stuff. It's also getting harder to get it. But it scares me, there aren't many stories about how peaceful your end would be. Also have He-tanks. Still doubting about the best way to go.
I have the feeling that the majority of SS members who tried it succeeded. At least we have the Shawn S. example.
 
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I got n from a in october. Stored it in the fridge. 10 days later 3 policemen came to my home, very insisting. Said they had prove of me having n. Intimidating, threatening they would immediately get a house search warrant and at last I broke down and gave the product to them. I should never have done that. Should have put it away in a safer place, should have drunk it before they came ... I live in Belgium. I contacted a again, but he doesn't answer. I have now contact with d (he is in the latest edition of the PPH), but I have big doubts about him.
I highly suspect these threats were valid. When I went to the police station, because they wanted to ask me about a suspicious delivery to my address, regarding a letter with 1 gram of cocaine - they also made the same threats. They asked me if they could come into my house and search for illegal drugs. I declined of course, because I knew my rights. Then their tone changed and started to make threats. They said they could get a search warrant right now, with one call if I didn't consent to a raid. And I knew they were bluffing. Nothing happened, nobody ever came to my house. I can just repeat it: don't assist the police in their investigation and don't let them into your house without a search warrant. You have every right to refuse and you should make use of that right.
 
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Thank you for the answer.
Can you keep us updated?
Did you use bitcoin when you ordered N from A?
Why do you have doubts about D?
not btc, but WU.
Can't find evidence for D not being a scammer.
Read a lot of threads were people say he is definitely a scammer.
Lost already a lot of money, so I'm very careful now.
I highly suspect these threats were valid. When I went to the police station, because they wanted to ask me about a suspicious delivery to my address, regarding a letter with 1 gram of cocaine - they also made the same threats. They asked me if they could come into my house and search for illegal drugs. I declined of course, because I knew my rights. Then their tone changed and started to make threats. They said they could get a search warrant right now, with one call if I didn't consent to a raid. And I knew they were bluffing. Nothing happened, nobody ever came to my house. I can just repeat it: don't assist the police in their investigation and don't let them into your house without a search warrant. You have every right to refuse and you should make use of that right.
Yes, I know now ... I should never have let them come in to my home without a warrant. Makes me very sad that I had it for 10 days in my home, and now I have to start all over again. And a doesn't answer my new request.
 
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I got n from a in october. Stored it in the fridge. 10 days later 3 policemen came to my home, very insisting. Said they had prove of me having n. Intimidating, threatening they would immediately get a house search warrant and at last I broke down and gave the product to them. I should never have done that. Should have put it away in a safer place, should have drunk it before they came ... I live in Belgium. I contacted a again, but he doesn't answer. I have now contact with d (he is in the latest edition of the PPH), but I have big doubts about him.
I don't meant to be negative but I'd hat to see you get scammed. Just because this person is in the ppeh doesn't mean he's reliable. Their's been people in the past that were in the ppeh and they turned out to be scamming people. Its already risky enough trying to obtain this but that a lot of money gone to waste. I don't know who this new guy is but I already have doubts about him. Sometimes they start out good then they start cutting the quality and then they just collect money and disappear. You've already been through enough.
 
★†DaughterOfEve†★

★†DaughterOfEve†★

Another pharma destroyed life :(
Nov 24, 2019
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Dublin, Ireland.
I got n from a in october. Stored it in the fridge. 10 days later 3 policemen came to my home, very insisting. Said they had prove of me having n. Intimidating, threatening they would immediately get a house search warrant and at last I broke down and gave the product to them. I should never have done that. Should have put it away in a safer place, should have drunk it before they came ... I live in Belgium. I contacted a again, but he doesn't answer. I have now contact with d (he is in the latest edition of the PPH), but I have big doubts about him.
Oh no. :( :,( How did they know you had N?
 
Meant2Die

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don't know. They said 'they knew' that I had it, that it was delivered to me.
Did you have it shipped to your name and address? If not , how did you get around that? We know that PO BOXs are not private b/c you have to provide your real ID to open one for example.
 
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I now ordered SN on eBay, hope it's the real stuff. It's also getting harder to get it. But it scares me, there aren't many stories about how peaceful your end would be. Also have He-tanks. Still doubting about the best way to go.
I am also going to do the same thing because I can not risk going to jail . I am not ure how peacful the SN method is but it seems that it is the only solution now . Our damn gpvernement do not even let us to die in peace
 
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