Megathread getting n from a

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Kingkelly

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I'm not going to go into details because I'm still a little paranoid, but basically they asked me questions and then they left. It wasn't too bad, but they told my family about what was in the package and now I don’t know how to face them.
What country are you in?
 
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Yes.

Apparently several packages were sent out. They intercepted a couple and I received one of them.

USA.
Did you use BTC? Did the wallet require ID?

If you live with your family, they could have caught you through transactions history.
 
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Dagon

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Did you use BTC? Did the wallet require ID?

If you live with your family, they could have caught you through transactions history.
Moneygram. It was because the package was delivered to my address. Not the brightest, I know, but there weren't much viable options.
 
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SerenitySeeker

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Moneygram. It was because the package was delivered to my address. Not the brightest, I know, but there weren't much viable options.
No need to beat yourself up about that. That’s the only option for most people.
But they got your address somehow.
They got the address by it coming through customs with the information to where it was to be delivered.
 
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I'm not going to go into details because I'm still a little paranoid, but basically they asked me questions and then they left. It wasn't too bad, but they told my family about what was in the package and now I don’t know how to face them.
Face them honestly..Its the only way. Not everyone has a fantastic home life, I know; I would like to believe they are only concerned for you and possibly frightened at the thought of losing you. If true: tell them this was something you were "thinking about" and had NO IMMEDIATE plans of acting on. In my very deepest heart I believe everything, no matter how fcked up, happens for a reason; that reason may not present itself right away, but there will be a lightbulb moment
 
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Kingkelly

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I'm not going to go into details because I'm still a little paranoid, but basically they asked me questions and then they left. It wasn't too bad, but they told my family about what was in the package and now I don’t know how to face them.
Moneygram. It was because the package was delivered to my address. Not the brightest, I know, but there weren't much viable options.
When did u order it
 
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There is along time that I did not follow thi topic because I had another botched surgery and not only it did not fix anything . I am almost blind as a result of that surgery . I can not read posts due my vision condition . Could anybody receently get N from A?
 
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I ordered N from A and he said he needs the MTCN number from my receipt. Is that the same as the reference number? I don't see an MTCN number.
 
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Could someone PM me the chapters on N from the PPH? I know there's a link in the resources page but for some reason I can't open any of the files. It would be greatly appreciated, thank you in advance :)
 
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Kingkelly

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There is along time that I did not follow thi topic because I had another botched surgery and not only it did not fix anything . I am almost blind as a result of that surgery . I can not read posts due my vision condition . Could anybody receently get N from A?
This is why im killing myself I've been botched badly my eyes and face are destroyed. I can't live looking like this why did we do this
 
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Could someone PM me the chapters on N from the PPH? I know there's a link in the resources page but for some reason I can't open any of the files. It would be greatly appreciated, thank you in advance :)
That problably won't help because you'll still need Adobe Acrobat Reader to open the files.
You can download it for free here: https://get.adobe.com/nl/reader/
I ordered N from A and he said he needs the MTCN number from my receipt. Is that the same as the reference number? I don't see an MTCN number.
Yes. It a 10 digit number.
It stands for 'Money Transfer Control Number'.
 
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Dazedandconfused32

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Can the N that is purchased from A be self administered via injection?
 
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No. You would have to inject 200ml of liquid.
You'd be asleep long before you'd reach the lethal dose.
Okay thank you for the reply. Is the chances really that high if someone doesn’t take an emetic that they’ll throw it up? I just don’t have the energy to figure out how to buy bitcoins and the emetics available on the chemist website require them or a check. I don’t even write checks and never ordered them. I’m just tired and don’t want so much work. I’m all for being thorough and careful, just exhausted.
 
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Okay thank you for the reply. Is the chances really that high if someone doesn’t take an emetic that they’ll throw it up? I just don’t have the energy to figure out how to buy bitcoins and the emetics available on the chemist website require them or a check. I don’t even write checks and never ordered them. I’m just tired and don’t want so much work. I’m all for being thorough and careful, just exhausted.
There are not enough concrete numbers to answer that question because all the assisted suicides with N. in Switzerland & The Netherlands are performed with an antiemetic. The Peaceful Pill Handbook advises using an antiemetic too.

I’ve read a couple of stories/posts from people that claimed they failed because they didn’t use an antiemetic but that’s really just hear-say. We’re on the internet after all.

Personally, I would definitely recommend an antiemetic. The taste is horrible and your stomach reacts on it as if it is poison.
 
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There are not enough concrete numbers to answer that question because all the assisted suicides with N. in Switzerland & The Netherlands are performed with an antiemetic. The Peaceful Pill Handbook advises using an antiemetic too.

I’ve read a couple of stories/posts from people that claimed they failed because they didn’t use an antiemetic but that’s really just hear-say. We’re on the internet after all.

Personally, I would definitely recommend an antiemetic. The taste is horrible and your stomach reacts on it as if it is poison.
Yeah... I know you’re right. Just creating more work for me and I’m so tired. Always so tired. Who knew planning ones death would take so much thought out planning.
 
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There are not enough concrete numbers to answer that question because all the assisted suicides with N. in Switzerland & The Netherlands are performed with an antiemetic. The Peaceful Pill Handbook advises using an antiemetic too.

I’ve read a couple of stories/posts from people that claimed they failed because they didn’t use an antiemetic but that’s really just hear-say. We’re on the internet after all.

Personally, I would definitely recommend an antiemetic. The taste is horrible and your stomach reacts on it as if it is poison.
I find it confusing that ppeh says 100ml is enough . Surely they must know ! why make yourself drink 200ml! that may be a reason to vomit for me trying to drink that amount ! especially if 100ml does the job . the ppeh doesn’t mention failures with it .any one else think this too ?
 
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blue skies

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That problably won't help because you'll still need Adobe Acrobat Reader to open the files.
You can download it for free here: https://get.adobe.com/nl/reader/
Thank you but it still doesn't work :/ I can open PDF files just fine but whenever I try to open this file it says "error downloading". If you have a screenshot of the pages that would be great. Or even just A's contact info :)
 
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Kingkelly

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[UOTE="Jengator, post: 445512, member: 10803"]
Several weeks ago and yes I'm in USA
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So you haven't received it yet? Worried about visits from police
 
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