- Jul 9, 2019
I'm having a hard time deciding on a location. Part of me wants it to be someplace special. But I worry about making a mess at someplace nice, and ruining that place for other people because of it. Then I think of being completely practical, and doing it someplace with the least amount of impact. Like nearby the corner's office, but in a spot without a lot of significance to others, like the woods off the corner's parking lot. Then there's even a filming location a couple hours away were one of my favorite movies was filmed, and deaths of characters in certain spots. But, I'm not one to look for attention, and that might bring just that. Also, I don't want to ruin it for other people. Though some people, given that it's a horror movie, might dig it. Then there's disappearing. Going someplace very deep in the wood undetected, and just vanishing. But I worry the family I care about some will be hurt not knowing what happened to me, and also I don't want to be investigated. Like my digital footprint gone over looking for clues. I'll get rid of all my devices, and destroy all my hard-drives. But if I'm a missing person they might get my browser history from my ISP. Does my family need to know what kind of porn I like?? I don't know. I guess it doesn't matter to me when I'm gone. But I don't want to be "gone over" once I'm gone. I just want to be forgotten as soon as possible. What factors do you guys use to decide?