- Apr 16, 2020
I'm relatively young so it's most likely that I'm ignorant, naive, and lazy but living is too difficult for me. I don't want to suffer depression anymore and live in this cruel world. I don't want to face the responsibilities that come with being alive. I can't help but look up to people my age that have their life together, even if it's as small as getting a fast food job. Literally no experience on my resume and when I try to get a job to find some, I'm rejected. It's so embarrassing and makes me want to cry. There's so much injustice and cruelty in this world and I didn't realize until now that it goes unpunished. I'm so stupid and naive. I don't deserve to suffer like this and my family deserve so much better than me. Life is hard and it all feels so futile.