- Mar 1, 2020
Feeling like I just want to die at this point. I tried obviously unsuccessfully not to long ago. My original date was set for September and some days I really want to stick with that. Other days like today I just want to say fuck it. There’s People I live with that have been home more recently since we really aren’t supposed to be going anywhere and I know finding me would probably fuck them up a lot but that can’t be the reason I stay. I really really just can’t take this anymore.