If you can't fix what's broken you'll go insane.
- Nov 7, 2019
When I think about ctb I find relief and sometimes I smile. Knowing that this will be over brings me comfort. Is it normal or am I very crazy?!
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I think just like that. you to the limit that I wait mentally and physically, because I already know that I have a quick answer. eat there surviving.It's like a fail safe. Like, no matter what happens, you have this secret eject button that can get you out of any and every situation. Having a safety net like that can be good, and easy to start obsessing over. You really have to be ready to go if you want to operate like that though, otherwise you're just setting yourself up for more failure.
I have no current plan, method, or date. I'm just going to give in when I've had enough. I've failed forcing it so now I have to wait for it to come to me. I'll know when that time comes, so its comforting in the sense that if things get increasingly worse...I do have a way to stop it indefinitely.
In my book, this is totally normal, you’re gonna finally get peace by CTBing and that brings you joy and comfort. Live your best life! (I wish I was the same tbh, I worry about my problems more than CTBing)
if you change your mind we will be here, to hear your stories, regrets. be well and hugsThat’s my situation right now. My family has noticed a change in my behavior and thinks I’m getting better. They don’t realize I’m so happy and excited because the day I ctb is getting closer.
Less happiness and more comfort , idk if it's just me but I just like t o pretend that I won't be alone in the end and that I won't be suffering anymore
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