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Im actually stunned that you managed to hold up for so much longhello everyone, I state that I don't like writing much as I am extremely shy and reserved about my life.
I'm writing from Italy, I'm a 28 year old man and I have been depressed and anxious since I went to elementary school.
I come from a family with many problems: my mother has serious mental problems and she never wanted me, I have always been a burden for her;
my father is also depressed and has long had problems with alcohol, which made him violent and aggressive.
I have no friends and I have never had a girlfriend, I have spent my whole life among doctors' surgeries, psychiatrists and psychologists, and despite the years and the money spent, I have never solved my problems.
I have worked in the past but for about 6 months I have lost my job because of the coronavirus.
I have had several suicide attempts over the years, all of which have failed.
I don't know how long I will stay, I am not a lover of forums, I prefer video games, reading, music and movies.
That's me, just returned as I realized a shit ton of things about me. Stopped smoking weed, started tripping on acid, was motivated for a short while to better myself but fell back again. Simply said, I just don't give a shit about anything anymore (in this moment). My mood still changes rapidly, I get lost in thoughts way too often and I procrastinate like hell and don't care if I fail my exams or let people hanging that rely on me. So yeah, just an average idiot who is aware ff what he does but doesn't try to fix/ stop or manage it.Hi there, actually joined last year but reached a point where I'll be more active around here .
I'm just a lazy uni student with mood swings that slipped into nihilism and apathy.
I ordered SN last year and going to get the missing parts in the next weeks. While I will try therapy first I currently prefer the other way out.
I like sci-fi series and movies, RPG's or playing non-rpg games like RPG's. Former interests I can still talk about are anime and manga.
I’m new here too, also diagnosed bpd which I think is correct but think that I also have BP and OCD neither of which is or will be recognised by ICMHT. Been crushed by severe depression for months now. Once you get the BPD diagnosis you are treated like shit and EVERYTHING is put down to it!Hello everyone, I am new to this place did lurk for a few days before joining.
I'm female 40's from the UK. Single and no children. I live alone but 'care' for my dad who lives nearby.
I have battled with MH issues for 20 years and I am definitely mis-diagnosed and that it not helping matters because my current diagnosis means it normal in the UK to not give support to people. I am diagnosed with BPD when I believe I have Bipolar which reared its head back in the late 90's. It's a long story and there is plenty of evidence I'm Bipolar and that I don't have BPD.
I frequently get suicidal when unwell and have made several attempts on my life all overdoses and once with insulin, the latter I ended up in ICU.
This year there were three overdoses in the space of 7 days in May, followed by a 4th at the beginning of June. In between 3 and 4 I was sectioned on a section 2 and spent just 4 days in hospital, told the psychiatrist what he wanted to hear to get out and back home. I was under the homebased treatment team from the beginning of May till the middle of June, then they discharged me - basically they did nothing whilst I was under them except section me!
I'm so done with fighting for mental health support and going through crisis after crisis. Dad always been a protective factor to keep me hanging on but even him is not enough now to keep me living much longer. I need a method that won't see me survive. I'm ready to leave and find peace and hope I'll be reunited with my mum who died 11 years ago.
Welcome, Funkymonks :) I hope you find what you need here. Be sure to expect caring, understanding people, each unique in their own way, and know that you may speak your mind about whatever. Religion, politics, philosophy, all the way down to general things and jokes :pHi everyone
glad to have found this site
Thanks @Inferdan long time lurker hereWelcome, Funkymonks :) I hope you find what you need here. Be sure to expect caring, understanding people, each unique in their own way, and know that you may speak your mind about whatever. Religion, politics, philosophy, all the way down to general things and jokes :p
Until we meet again. May you enjoy your stay :)
Numb and dumb is sometimes the best way to be...hi im misha, 21 year old female from Canada
im numb and dumb baby
nice to meet you all
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