[Story] I'm leaving this universe in a few hours, and hopefully I won't return.

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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Ain't it all just ridiculous?
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What are the measurements you're using for SN and water -- how much of each? Asking for your benefit as some people don't get it right.

If you're using teaspoons or tablespoons, are they for eating or measuring? Same with measuring cups for the water.

Will you have fasted for a minimum of four hours before taking the SN?
 
Shinbu

Shinbu

Shiki
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What are the measurements you're using for SN and water? Asking for your benefit as some people don't get it right. If you're using teaspoons or tablespoons, are they for eating or measuring? Same with measuring cups for the water.

Will you have fasted for a minimum of four hours before taking the SN?
Yes I have fasted more than 8 hours. I'm using 25 grams of SN, and 50 ML of water, and I'm using a kitchen scale rather than using measuring spoons.
 
GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Ain't it all just ridiculous?
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Yes I have fasted more than 8 hours. I'm using 25 grams of SN, and I'm using a kitchen scale rather than using measuring spoons.
50 ml of water?
 
Circles

Circles

There's a difference between existing and living.
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Dang, I’m sorry you’ve reached this point. Our interaction was brief but I want to Thank You for the support you’ve shared with me lately despite your own pain. May the other side treat you more kindly and wash all your worries away. I wish I had more words that could help you, whatever happens peace be with you @Shinbu. ❤
 
Shinbu

Shinbu

Shiki
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Not going to lie. I have never felt this peaceful in my mind. Unfortunately I'm not a wizard, and I can't wipe the memories of those who loved me, and I can't make my body dissappear into thin air after I die. It would be some kind of complex spell for like a level 99 mage. I hope they read the note in the living room, it's for my parent, and her boyfriend to help stop either of my brothers from seeing me blue, and dead.
Dang, I’m sorry you’ve reached this point. Our interaction was brief but I want to Thank You for the support you’ve shared with me lately despite your own pain. May the other side treat you more kindly and wash all your worries away. I wish I had more words that could help you, whatever happens peace be with you @Shinbu. ❤
No problem it's the least I can do before I leave, and thank you so much.
 
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Living sucks

no one can understand
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When is it 5pm for you?
 
GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Ain't it all just ridiculous?
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Wishing for your peace and well-being.
 
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Torbasco

Torbasco

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If it helps you feel better, you have good taste in Disgaea protagonists. There's no shame if you decide on turning back, since these things won't have a lasting effect on your body. When I decide to go, I feel like remembering something like that along the way would help me, if only for peace of mind as I drift off. But nevertheless, I hope you can find peace with wherever you end up.
 
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Busdriver

Busdriver

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Feb 11, 2020
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You will soon reach the level of Super Saiyan! Dragon Ball Z kicks ass!!

Say hello to King Yemma and King Kai and have peace, finally :hug:
 
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charlottewilts

charlottewilts

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I think you would’ve liked this one. It’s similar to Shiki. I know you were struggling, especially the last few months, so I hope you’re at peace now
 
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cursum.perficio

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rest in eternal peace. I didn't have the chance to talk to you but knowing you're no longer suffering is comforting to me.
 
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charlottewilts

charlottewilts

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It's been two weeks. Shinbu, I'm praying that you've found peace. I'm truly sorry you had to CTB. I wish life had been kinder to you, that it was kinder to all of us.