I think it's my time

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Rossrossross

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today i think it's my time to CTB. I've been here only for a couple weeks. We'll see how it goes. I intended to pass through a carotid artery method but i have everything for SN. Going to use an 8 hour prepping method. I want to thank those who've helped guide me and the resources available here. I live alone so i don't think anyone will know probably for a couple days. maybe ill set up a time msg to go off tomorrow.
 
issyishere

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If you find yourself unwilling to go through, there’s no shame and it wasn’t meant to be. I’ll be keeping you in my thoughts whichever decision you make. :heart:
 
MysticPerception

MysticPerception

I'm back and I'll still smile for you
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Dang you really haven't been here long but you're already going huh? Well good luck and I hope you find peace either way.
 
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Jean4

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Remember. I am ALWAYS right.... until I’m not
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You are so new! If you are sure it’s your time, I won’t stop you.

Know that you are not alone. We are here to support you and show you love.

I thought this may be helpful to you. I wish you love and peace and am here if you want to talk. :heart:

 
GoodPersonEffed

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Just because you're new to the forum, that doesn't mean that you're new to considering this decision. I hope you have found what you have sought here. Sending acceptance and empathy.
 
Time

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I couldnt do it...Went through the process of taking all the other pills...then i just stared at the mixed SN liquid. I took a couple sips but thats it. I guess im not ready yet
Hopefully the SN that i did drink wont cause too much harm
NO shame in that, Ross. I've never attempted but I can see myself having the same reaction. :heart: :hug:

Wait, just saw this was posted over an hour ago... How are you feeling? Are you okay?
 
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GoodPersonEffed

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I couldnt do it...Went through the process of taking all the other pills...then i just stared at the mixed SN liquid. I took a couple sips but thats it. I guess im not ready yet
Hopefully the SN that i did drink wont cause too much harm
As Time asked, please let us know how you are! There are reports that sips can have intense effects.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

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I’ve been following this thread and I would also like to check in. You doin’ okay? There is absolutely no shame at all in not being ready. I see that you were last online sometime ago, hopefully you’re just taking a nap. Please check in with us when you can. ❤
 
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GoodPersonEffed

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I sent him an email in case he is not clicking on the notifications for this thread. As I am going to bed, I asked him to please update here if he needs help or is okay.
 
cosmicpixiedust

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I sent him an email in case he is not clicking on the notifications for this thread. As I am going to bed, I asked him to please update here if he needs help or is okay.
Thank you, I am up for the day as I am about to be heading to work. I will be checking this thread as often as I can to check up on him.
 
MaybeMaybeKnot

MaybeMaybeKnot

No ctrl-z when you ctb
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No harm. Just a practice run.
 
cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

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Sending you love, buddy. If you’re no longer here with us I hope you went peacefully.
 
AlreadyGone

AlreadyGone

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I wish you peace and safe travels.
 
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Rossrossross

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Thanks everybody, It was not a pleasant experience. Tinnitus set in and anxiety. I passed out on my bed and woke up with a serious headache. The symptoms are getting a little better.
 
Thereisnothing

Thereisnothing

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Thanks everybody, It was not a pleasant experience. Tinnitus set in and anxiety. I passed out on my bed and woke up with a serious headache. The symptoms are getting a little better.
:hug: Relieved to hear that you are safe, take good care of yourself and remember we are here for you.
 
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cosmicpixiedust

cosmicpixiedust

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Thanks everyone. In really appreciate the loving support. I'm gonna take today easy
I agree that you should definitely do that, love. Watch your favorite show or movie and have some good food.. maybe even a nap :)