I received my nembutal today

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jgm63

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I'm very happy to hear the news, DepressionsAHo! You actually got the Holy Grail?! You probably already know this but I hope that you get it tested first. And I hope that your second bottle is still on its way. :heart::hug:
Just my opinion : I don't think the testing aspect is such a high priority when ordering from A, since he is generally thought to supply a high quality product. Of course you can never say never, but in this case I don't think it would be a big deal, in terms of risk level, to skip the testing....
 
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ValideSultana

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Congratulations! You’re very lucky. If possible, get it tested first.
 
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Berlin76

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Its here. It took 19 days
I ordered from a
The thing is though. I ordered 2 bottles. Only one came. I'm not sure If the other is In transit or if he packs them all into one. I'm really excited though. Its here though. Its finally here
Also, for those that may wonder, I'm in so-cal
If u received one bottle then the order went wrong. He dont send them in parts.
 
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Just my opinion : I don't think the testing aspect is such a high priority when ordering from A, since he is generally thought to supply a high quality product. Of course you can never say never, but in this case I don't think it would be a big deal, in terms of risk level, to skip the testing....
Yes, that's my thought process. It's from A so I'm not to worried about its purity
 
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DepressionsAHo

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I received my bottles together but I ordered when there was still the "courier" option. Maybe he thinks one at a time is easier to get through customs. So for the record, you were never asked to give your phone number? I wasn't.
Alright so A is sending me another bottle. He admitted to his mistake and there's no second charge on my end
If u received one bottle then the order went wrong. He dont send them in parts.
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Congratulations, many people will be jealous.

As for the missing bottle, read the megathread, many people have reported that whenever they order 2 bottles, 1 bottle goes missing..
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I'm sorry. Thats not cool. If it was sent by international post then he made a mistake. If it was sent by USPS then the person dropping off the package probably stole one of them.

I wouldnt post which service was used since LE watches but I'd hold this in mind when contacting him for a remedy.
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They are usually shipped in one box. I have never seen anybody online say they got each bottle separately.
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Berlin76

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Alright so A is sending me another bottle. He admitted to his mistake and there's no second charge on my end

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Yeah and i awnser to your message.
He packs 2 in one package so if one is there something went wrong.
 
DepressionsAHo

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Yeah and i awnser to your message.
He packs 2 in one package so if one is there something went wrong.
Yes but it's on its way so that's really good!
 
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Mizzmini45

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why does it seem like its so easy for some people to get this stuff?
 
DepressionsAHo

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why does it seem like its so easy for some people to get this stuff?
It is if you know the one single person in the world to ask and have the money. The person isn't hard to find, he's in the pph
 
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Littleone

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Thanks for confirming re: the phone number. Hopefully others who have been asked for a phone number by "A" will read this before ordering.
Sorry, I don't understand. Why do you say that you hope se read it before ordering? Shouldn't he ask the phone number ir should he?
 
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bornsinner

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Its here. It took 19 days
I ordered from a
The thing is though. I ordered 2 bottles. Only one came. I'm not sure If the other is In transit or if he packs them all into one. I'm really excited though. Its here though. Its finally here
Also, for those that may wonder, I'm in so-cal
did it take 19 business days or days including weekends?
 
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bukowski

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Sorry, I don't understand. Why do you say that you hope se read it before ordering? Shouldn't he ask the phone number ir should he?
Some people have been asked for a phone number others have not. I have been concerned that those who were asked to provide a phone number to A were in fact conversing with a scammer. We will have to see if those who were asked to provide a number receive their product. It seems strange that A would not make the same request of everyone who orders. Perhaps it is country dependent. @DepressionsAHo was not asked to provide a number and neither was I. I just want to help ensure people do not get scammed.
 
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Some people have been asked for a phone number others have not. I have been concerned that those who were asked to provide a phone number to A were in fact conversing with a scammer. We will have to see if those who were asked to provide a number receive their product. It seems strange that A would not make the same request of everyone who orders. Perhaps it is country dependent. @DepressionsAHo was not asked to provide a number and neither was I. I just want to help ensure people do not get scammed.​



I know people who got the product and he asked for their number.

I just wish you guys would guys would stop talking in detail about how things are done because every bread crumb leads LE closer to cracking down. Pretty soon N may be impossible to get for those who really need it.
 
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bukowski

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I know people who got the product and he asked for their number.

I just wish you guys would guys would stop talking in detail about how things are done because every bread crumb leads LE closer to cracking down. Pretty soon N may be impossible to get for those who really need it.
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I know people who got the product and he asked for their number.

I just wish you guys would guys would stop talking in detail about how things are done because every bread crumb leads LE closer to cracking down. Pretty soon N may be impossible to get for those who really need it.
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Mentioning whether or not he asks for a phone number is going to help LE? I think not. If they want to find out about what questions he asks buyers or what payment methods he accepts they can place an order. A's email is not a secret.
 
Meant2Die

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I know people who got the product and he asked for their number.

I just wish you guys would guys would stop talking in detail about how things are done because every bread crumb leads LE closer to cracking down. Pretty soon N may be impossible to get for those who really need it.
I agree with your sentiment to try to keep things quiet, but the kinds of "crumbs" we are leaving are nothing compared to what the police already have. Surely one of the first things the police have already done multiple times is use the email address from the PpH to contact A and placed an order with him so they could track the package once they get it. Think about it, either after they get it , or if it's intercepted by customs who will know which particular delivery address is actually for the police, and will give them the package, they will use their power and resources to get any carrier to give them tracking info which would tell them exactly where the original package was shipped from. Meaning, for ex. if there's a camera in that location they could potentially gain access to the security video and see whoever sends these out, which I am sure is not actually A himself. Or they would find a pattern where these are being shipped from, and narrow down the territory, bc I am sure A is not dumb enough to send them from the same post office multiple times on a weekly bases.. Guys you need to watch some crime/investigative tv show (which aren't even reality) to understand if this investigation is as huge as we have seen from the raids, with many police agencies involved from different countries who have access to many resources, spying software, etc... then giving them a few crumbs is literally nothing new.

The fact that people ARE confirming that they are getting it IS however validating that he's still operating (if you choose to trust those resources ), but good luck telling people not to mention it. It's a catch 22, b/c we all want to know if others have gotten it and everyone can see those threads.

Just a few of my dumb opinions. Please don't think I am arguing bc I am not trying to. Promise. I def don't think we should be openly talking about every little detail, but at the same time pretty sure they know a lot already.
 
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This life is overwhelming and I'm ready for the next one
I've always wondered about your signature.

Do you worry that your next life is going to be overwhelming also? What if it's worse than this one? :hihi:

Fuck I am crossing my fingers and hoping this is all there is for me. Lights out and I'm done.
 
DepressionsAHo

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I've always wondered about your signature.

Do you worry that your next life is going to be overwhelming also? What if it's worse than this one? :hihi:

Fuck I am crossing my fingers and hoping this is all there is for me. Lights out and I'm done.
The signature is from a song called ghost by badflower. He sings it In there
 
AssistedSuicide

AssistedSuicide

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Dec 3, 2019
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Its here. It took 19 days
I ordered from a
The thing is though. I ordered 2 bottles. Only one came. I'm not sure If the other is In transit or if he packs them all into one. I'm really excited though. Its here though. Its finally here
Also, for those that may wonder, I'm in so-cal
So close to the border, why not just drive over to Mexico if you are worried about the ensuring sufficient dosage?
Its here. It took 19 days
I ordered from a
The thing is though. I ordered 2 bottles. Only one came. I'm not sure If the other is In transit or if he packs them all into one. I'm really excited though. Its here though. Its finally here
Also, for those that may wonder, I'm in so-cal
hey neighbor. Glad you were able to get the shipment worked out and the second bottle coming. If not, you’re so close to the port or you could always get some there, no? there are like five vet clinics right in Tijuana (not that I went there to scope them out, LOL). Anyways, probably outstanding, but it’s nice and a way to know that there is someone local in the same dark place as me. So hi.
 
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Littleone

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Some people have been asked for a phone number others have not. I have been concerned that those who were asked to provide a phone number to A were in fact conversing with a scammer. We will have to see if those who were asked to provide a number receive their product. It seems strange that A would not make the same request of everyone who orders. Perhaps it is country dependent. @DepressionsAHo was not asked to provide a number and neither was I. I just want to help ensure people do not get scammed.
Ok.
But @Ark says that A asked him for a phone number. We will see.
 
DepressionsAHo

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Congrats!! Isn't it exciting knowing you have it right in your hands? I wish you safe travel if you wish to proceed :hug:
Thanks love. I will be. Once I get the second bottle In my hands
So close to the border, why not just drive over to Mexico if you are worried about the ensuring sufficient dosage?

hey neighbor. Glad you were able to get the shipment worked out and the second bottle coming. If not, you’re so close to the port or you could always get some there, no? there are like five vet clinics right in Tijuana (not that I went there to scope them out, LOL). Anyways, probably outstanding, but it’s nice and a way to know that there is someone local in the same dark place as me. So hi.
I've debated it considering it's a 40 minute drive for me but the pph says you cant get it In Mexico anymore. The vets have put a hard ban on it. I go to mexico for "other things" :wink:
 
APharmaDestroyedLife

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hey neighbor. Glad you were able to get the shipment worked out and the second bottle coming. If not, you’re so close to the port or you could always get some there, no? there are like five vet clinics right in Tijuana (not that I went there to scope them out, LOL). Anyways, probably outstanding, but it’s nice and a way to know that there is someone local in the same dark place as me. So hi.
I could be very wrong about this, but it seems to be pretty well thought umong most people that getting N from a border town is almost impossible now. A person needs to take a trip further into the country. Then there is crossing the border back (at least if you want to die at home) and a potential vehicle search. Although I think it's not common, it does happen and a vehicle from California that has a single occupant may look suspicious.
 
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AssistedSuicide

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I could be very wrong about this, but it seems to be pretty well thought umong most people that getting N from a border town is almost impossible now. A person needs to take a trip further into the country. Then there is crossing the border back (at least if you want to die at home) and a potential vehicle search. Although I think it's not common, it does happen and a vehicle from California that has a single occupant may look suspicious.
Shrug. Idk. The stores and pharmacies in TJ look pretty sketchy and the people there are desperate for US dollars. I can’t imagine them protesting to sell to you if you go to a vet clinic there. It’s not like they see you driving in your car anyway. It’s a madhouse there. You park and you walk around town to get to where you want to go. People cross the border all the time because dental care is cheaper on the other side. It makes sense to get meds for your dog over there. I can’t imagine why else they would have so many vet clinics. Having a pet is a luxury, and the people who live there can’t really afford such luxury. I have heard what you said about how it is getting harder and harder to acquire N, but having gone there, it just doesn’t seem to be the case.
Thanks love. I will be. Once I get the second bottle In my hands

I've debated it considering it's a 40 minute drive for me but the pph says you cant get it In Mexico anymore. The vets have put a hard ban on it. I go to mexico for "other things" :wink:
Hopefully “other things” includes cheap margaritas and good food bc thats why i go to tj. And then sometimes to watch the insane kids do DDR in the alleyway arcades
 
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APharmaDestroyedLife

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Shrug. Idk. The stores and pharmacies in TJ look pretty sketchy and the people there are desperate for US dollars. I can’t imagine them protesting to sell to you if you go to a vet clinic there. It’s not like they see you driving in your car anyway. It’s a madhouse there. You park and you walk around town to get to where you want to go. People cross the border all the time because dental care is cheaper on the other side. It makes sense to get meds for your dog over there. I can’t imagine why else they would have so many vet clinics. Having a pet is a luxury, and the people who live there can’t really afford such luxury. I have heard what you said about how it is getting harder and harder to acquire N, but having gone there, it just doesn’t seem to be the case.

Hopefully “other things” includes cheap margaritas and good food bc thats why i go to tj. And then sometimes to watch the insane kids do DDR in the alleyway arcades
Good point! In Mexico US dollars speak pretty loud. You can even buy your way out of Jail. With the border crisis currently going on, now might be a good time. My information is pretty dated, I just read what they say in the PPHB, but how do they know? Maybe 10 years ago they were watching closer and not selling... Plus you cant get in trouble for asking... I'd imagine if you tried enough stores you would find one that would sell. Plus I think a lot of the shop owners on the border are more likely to speak english.