[Venting] I feel guilty that I am not able to CTB

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Curious89

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Oct 11, 2019
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I feel guilty of not being able to pass away somehow by some method.

As I have said before, the only remotely possible method is if I jumped off the roof of my 4 storey building. But whenever I go there, I dread the pain.

Meanwhile, my life isn't getting any better.

Whichever natural or supernatural entity can read me thoughts, I am ready to die, atleast in my thoughts.

Do it. Make me pass away. Do it. Do it. Do it. Do it.

Do it. Do it. Do it. Do it. Please do it.
 
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The nerd

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Dec 21, 2019
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I feel the same, just snuff my lights out. But curious as to why you feel this way.
 
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randomz

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I feel guilty of not being able to pass away somehow by some method.

As I have said before, the only remotely possible method is if I jumped off the roof of my 4 storey building. But whenever I go there, I dread the pain.

Meanwhile, my life isn't getting any better.

Whichever natural or supernatural entity can read me thoughts, I am ready to die, atleast in my thoughts.

Do it. Make me pass away. Do it. Do it. Do it. Do it.

Do it. Do it. Do it. Do it. Please do it.
This only means that you are not fully ready to CTB yet. Maybe there is still something to do to improve your life? Something you just can't see?