How to order N safely ?

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ArtVandelay

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1/ How to make the payment not linked to our bank account ?
Use BTC purchased using cash at a BTC ATM. A also takes Moneygram, which can be done using cash without a bank account.

2/ How to order at a different address than ours ?
Get a PO Box, although they probably want your full information when you register for one, so I don't know if this will help with anonymity.
 
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Many police raids and, at a minimum if you're lucky, customs confiscations. Many have decided not to chance the legal problems and are choosing other means. Some may respond to give you a bit of help on these questions, but I wouldn't try to get N if it were me .... but you're you sooooooo whatever works.
 
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ValideSultana

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How to order N safely ?

1/ How to make the payment not linked to our bank account ?

2/ How to order at a different address than ours ?
That’s the questions I want answered, also how to receive it safely without risk of confiscation, and how to make sure it’s the real McCoy when you place the order.
 
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ValideSultana

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1: bitcoin atm

2 not advisable wont go well and he wont deliver.
Damn! The country I live in is extremely religious, and there’s no way I could have this sent to my address and get away with it. I do have another idea, but it’s not ideal, I don’t think. I don’t know enough about it yet.
 
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1: bitcoin atm

2 not advisable wont go well and he wont deliver.
I was wondering if you could elaborate / explain a bit more, on point 2 ?
Feel free to PM me if you prefer not to post here....
 
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ValideSultana

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I was wondering if you could elaborate / explain a bit more, on point 2 ?
Feel free to PM me if you prefer not to post here....
Sorry, I’m jumping in here. I think a lot of sellers for just about anything, also carriers expect the same address for payment and delivery? Maybe I’m wrong. I hope so.
 
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ValideSultana

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Well if you are paying by bitcoin then there won't be a billing address.
So you will just give a delivery address.
Really? I know nothing about bitcoin and the dark web. I’ve only ever heard of it. But I’ve also heard you can purchase literally anything you can think of.
 
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I have been in your situation and this is what helped me get N without raids (so far lol):

1. Use VPN
2. Communicate only using ProtonMail
3. Browse using TOR Browser
4. Pay using Bitcoin, make sure you "mix" your coins so it is not traceable to your purchase from a cryptocurrency exchange.
5. Delete all communication after successfully receiving your order.
6. Request that the supplier delete all communication with you too.
 
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Really? I know nothing about bitcoin and the dark web. I’ve only ever heard of it. But I’ve also heard you can purchase literally anything you can think of.
Here’s a bitcoin guide I wrote :
 
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ValideSultana

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Here’s a bitcoin guide I wrote :
Thank you very much.
 
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ArtVandelay

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I was wondering if you could elaborate / explain a bit more, on point 2 ?
Feel free to PM me if you prefer not to post here....
USPS keeps track of the names of recipients at each street address. If you have never had anything mailed to your name at that address, then USPS may automatically flag it as suspicious, resulting in a package inspection and eventually confiscation. This is just something I know from ordering via dark web markets in the past. I'm not sure how the seller would be able to tell if it's not your real address, but if he uses USPS for delivery then it could result in confiscation. Not sure if the other carriers do this type of inspection.
 
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Berlin76

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I was wondering if you could elaborate / explain a bit more, on point 2 ?
Feel free to PM me if you prefer not to post here....
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At the second point just don't use other people adres also not a adres that is not occupied like a empty Adres.
 
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MajorDude

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Hi, everyone.

In recent (November 2019 update) Peaceful Pill Handbook there is a new chapter called 'Internet security'.
Maybe someone has access to this issue and could share some information?

There is some interesting content on YT like:

which could suggest, that VPN is not sufficient security choice.

Using Proton Mail via mainstream browsers is not recommended.
Proton Mail has special Tor address, which you can find here https://protonmail.com/tor

Using Tails USB operating system is even more recommended

I am not an expert so If somebody can add or correct something please feel free to discuss.
 
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Is there no country where you can legally buy N ?
 
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How to order N safely ?

1/ How to make the payment not linked to our bank account ?

2/ How to order at a different address than ours ?
here is the steps to ordering N as simple as I can explain:

1. Get $700 of bitcoin (this is what he charges for N)
2. get a protonmail account (N only accepts people who use protonmail
(optional) use a VPN & virtual machine or a disposable computer or phone with a VPN when emailing A (this is so its harder to track you down if things go south)
3. get A's email (Download the latest version of the PPeH and go to the nembutal section, you should find it there)
4. contact A saying you want to order N and you have the bitcoin ready
5. when he replies (may take some time so be paitent) he should reply with the bitcoin address and ask where to ship it too
6. send the bitcoin and reply with the address you want to ship the N to
7. pray the N does not get confiscated by the authorities when going through customs
8. it the N gets confiscated then the cops show up to the address you wanted the N shipped to, if it doesnt then congratulations you successfully ordered N from A
 
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lizardking

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here is the steps to ordering N as simple as I can explain:


7. pray the N does not get confiscated by the authorities when going through customs
8. it the N gets confiscated then the cops show up to the address

how often is this happening. Is it regional. Why are some people successfully getting it and others not?
 
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This is an older thread you clicked on. Go to the resource compilation page above the posts on this page. Much info there to read. Also use the search bar and search N from A. Download the pph handbook and in the N chapter it gives you an email for supplier A. Read threads on N so you understand the method and issues. There are some areas that have had more issues than others but you can read in the posts. Don’t know how often it’s happening now.
 
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lizardking

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Don’t know how often it’s happening now.

I have been reading multiple threads. I'm getting conflicting information. Some say it is time sensitive. Some say it's destination sensitve (but fail to reveal their destination).
 
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I have been reading multiple threads. I'm getting conflicting information. Some say it is time sensitive. Some say it's destination sensitve (but fail to reveal their destination).
Where are you?
 
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how often is this happening. Is it regional. Why are some people successfully getting it and others not?

C states to use your real home address, but I wonder if package however gets confiscated then LE will visit you..
I guess N is not for people who don't want to risk being visited by LE at their home address.
 
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Use BTC purchased using cash at a BTC ATM. A also takes Moneygram, which can be done using cash without a bank account.



Get a PO Box, although they probably want your full information when you register for one, so I don't know if this will help with anonymity.
Yes the PO Box asks for your ID. Damn terrorists ruin everything!
What is a BTC?
 
enjolras

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BTC = Bitcoin
XMR = Monero
2 cryptocurrencies
These abreviations are really “symbol tickers”, like you’d found associated to stocks
Yes the PO Box asks for your ID. Damn terrorists ruin everything!
Thank you ! Against your will, I just got a light bulb idea moment that didn’t cross my mind in many years.
 
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here is the steps to ordering N as simple as I can explain:

1. Get $700 of bitcoin (this is what he charges for N)
2. get a protonmail account (N only accepts people who use protonmail
(optional) use a VPN & virtual machine or a disposable computer or phone with a VPN when emailing A (this is so its harder to track you down if things go south)
3. get A's email (Download the latest version of the PPeH and go to the nembutal section, you should find it there)
4. contact A saying you want to order N and you have the bitcoin ready
5. when he replies (may take some time so be paitent) he should reply with the bitcoin address and ask where to ship it too
6. send the bitcoin and reply with the address you want to ship the N to
7. pray the N does not get confiscated by the authorities when going through customs
8. it the N gets confiscated then the cops show up to the address you wanted the N shipped to, if it doesnt then congratulations you successfully ordered N from A
Why is it illegal to order it? What would you be charged with
BTC = Bitcoin
XMR = Monero
2 cryptocurrencies
Thanks I actually know what Bitcoin and Monero are just don't know your jargon. Took me a very long time to figure out what ctb stood for! LOL
 
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Genetics

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Would also like to know
It's illegal to buy, sell, or trade prescription medications, no matter what they are. If I give my friend a birth control pill I broke the law and she broke the law. I'm sure the authorities are more interested in controlled substances and the "harder" presription meds than sharing birth control pills (which is a stupid thing to do because you need to take one every day or OOPS).
 
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I ask only bcuz someone on here in the states ordered in Feb and received it in 3 weeks from A. According to them. I will pm you their name although you can find their thread here easily stating this but don’t want to assume anything
 
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