- Aug 31, 2019
I don't know about that, would like to know too. I don't think you're a coward btw, it's only naturalNo matter what I do my legs move when I’m trying partial. I don’t have the guts to jump to full suspension because I am terrified of it suffocating me slowly. Is there any way you could take a bunch of Trazodone and Clonazapem and drink some whiskey while In the noose and possibly pass out or fall asleep. I feel like such a coward but my survival instincts just won’t let me give up but every day all I do is obsess about it and hate my life because it is ruined beyond repair. Please someone help me. My life is torture and now I feel like a coward.