[Discussion] How often do you cry?

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Circles

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This week alone I’ve probably cried 10 times which is more than usual, but I also feel like I’m on the verge of crying or atleast tearing up at anytime. How bout you? Does it help you at all?
 
Vorty27

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Barely can. I feel like I only try to force something, tears that will never come out. I guess crying was more of a thing in the past for me.
Now, it's numbed emotions.
Sorry to hear you've had to do it over 10 times though! Seems hard, but at least you can let it out like that.
 
nnnerve

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At least twice a week. A few times daily if I'm not doing well. Sometimes I just leak tears while going about my day so it's hard to quantify.

I wouldn't say it helps so much as it's just a really agonizing part of the feeling process. I wish there was a quicker or less painful way to get through it!!
 
somniummalum

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I feel like I'm past crying, I cant even really let it out anymore I just feel numb, not even numb like I feel so much pain inside but on the outside I'm just numb. It's a strange feeling
This.
It is exactly the same for me, I never cry because I feel like my feelings have been killed a long time ago.
I'm suffering alot, but at the same time I'm completely numb...
 
Hurtstomuch.

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This.
It is exactly the same for me, I never cry because I feel like my feelings have been killed a long time ago.
I'm suffering alot, but at the same time I'm completely numb...
Totally get you, it's such a hard thing to describe. Like I actually wana constantly cry so bad but the tears rarely happen anymore just this vile constant feeling that you cant break through. I feel you, I hope your ok as can be today anyway. Nice to know I'm not the only one that feels like this. Not nice that you feel like that but you know what I mean lol
 
somniummalum

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Totally get you, it's such a hard thing to describe. Like I actually wana constantly cry so bad but the tears rarely happen anymore just this vile constant feeling that you cant break through. I feel you, I hope your ok as can be today anyway. Nice to know I'm not the only one that feels like this. Not nice that you feel like that but you know what I mean lol
haha, no, you're def not alone :) I hope that you somehow can make piece with yourself and live in harmony sometime.
 
Hurtstomuch.

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haha, no, you're def not alone :) I hope that you somehow can make piece with yourself and live in harmony sometime.
I hope you do to, but for now this site makes me feel somewhat a bit normal and helps. I'm trying to hold on for my children that's all. I hope you find peace however you decide, I'm still unsure only because of them. X
 
Circles

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Make that 11. What a fucking pathetic joke my life is. I don’t know why I even cry, it’s not like it helps with fucking anything. it just makes me feel even more hollow and pointless like crying isn’t enough to fully express the deep despair of how troubled and fucked I am.
 
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During the past years I have been crying every day, oftentimes several times a day. The nights are always very hard. Probably because all the pain, hurt and sadness build up until the dam breaks open and everything inside starts pouring down in torrents.

I’d give worlds to be healthy again. To know what it’s like to fall asleep on a dry pillow case.
 
MarsFx

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I'd say everyday. Whether it's almost every other hour or just once, depends on how well I am able to distract myself. Sometimes it's by sleeping, videogames, or tv. But when I can't get into those things it's like I'll cry settle down and kinda tire myself out, and then sit until it starts back.
 
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