- Sep 12, 2020
I think about my life is the only way to save me. Like it save me at 2019, when I was almost to jump from my house second floor and she said for don't do that, because she loved me. Now, I'm alone and some last times we talk she said that life is like that ephemeral. But backing more in our last talks she open once a hope to a come back, when I wanted suicide me in a bullfight at Spain:"How do you gonna reconquest me if you gonna to Spain?" but more recently she said:"If São Pedro makes you suffer so much why don't you go France?" basically I got it as:"Okay, I don't love you anymore." at the recent part of break up she was more receptive, lovely, now she is far and cold.