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LastRide

LastRide

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Jan 23, 2020
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I have a debt of 450,000 CHF
I have no job
I don't have an apartment (emergency shelter)
I don't have my own car

My financial situation is shitty, but it is no reason for ctb. It is the psychological torments.

I ctb on September 27th
(pure SN without luxury)
If it’s any consolation for you (it probably isn’t...) - I have no debt, I have a very well-paid job that I’m good at and a recognized expert in my field, I have a big beautiful house, I have a nice luxury car, my financial situation is perfectly fine....and I still want to die ! So what does this teach us? Life is not about money and a luxury lifestyle...it is about wanting to live, because you feel that life has some purpose ! I still have not found that purpose, even though I have tried very very hard for the last 49 years !
 
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Final Escape

I’ve been here too long
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If it’s any consolation for you (it probably isn’t...) - I have no debt, I have a very well-paid job that I’m good at and a recognized expert in my field, I have a big beautiful house, I have a nice luxury car, my financial situation is perfectly fine....and I still want to die ! So what does this teach us? Life is not about money and a luxury lifestyle...it is about wanting to live, because you feel that life has some purpose ! I still have not found that purpose, even though I have tried very very hard for the last 49 years !
Why do u really want to die? Is it heartbreak or lack of deeper meaning maybe? Do u have people in your life?
Need to do some housekeeping, but otherwise not bad. Outlook is manageable. Firmly in the middle class.
Why u want to die?
no money, no job, no house, therefore dependant on my family who I can't stand. Of to see a sugar daddy tonight to sell my soul so I can have a few hundred quid to cover myself for the next week or so........
Sounds like my life sort of but the circumstances only slightly different.
 
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LastRide

LastRide

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Yes I do really want to die, believe it or not ! I would gladly give up all my fortune, my house, my car, my bank account, if I could find ONE reason to keep me alive - a meaningful relationship, or some purpose, some plan to make the world a better place and not just reap financial profits from it. But all I seem to be able to be good at is to make more money and spend it on myself. I do not get any pleasure from philanthropic deeds. I do not get any pleasure from the friendship I get (yes, I do have friends, and they even care about me, which makes me feel even worse !). I do not like to be loved. I liked being in love, and love gave me purpose. But it has always turned out that love was a one-way-street - I loved, and I was wrong to think I was being loved back for it. I could stand life without much pleasure but just absence of pain, but there is too much mental pain now, and recently a lot of real physical pain thanks to incurable but not lethal diseases has come on top of that. Too much to bear, sorry, I am not a hero !
 
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Invisible 73

Invisible 73

I'm a loser baby, so why don't you kill me
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Jun 22, 2019
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Living on disability. I am trans, so I will always be alone as men who covet me misunderstand what it's like to be trans. They covet a body part instead of a person. I want facial and body confirming surgery, but I get blocked by insurance and will never make the money to complete the surgeries myself. So yes, finances are the issue.
Why does insurance block you
 
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Jojo81

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If it’s any consolation for you (it probably isn’t...) - I have no debt, I have a very well-paid job that I’m good at and a recognized expert in my field, I have a big beautiful house, I have a nice luxury car, my financial situation is perfectly fine....and I still want to die ! So what does this teach us? Life is not about money and a luxury lifestyle...it is about wanting to live, because you feel that life has some purpose ! I still have not found that purpose, even though I have tried very very hard for the last 49 years !
Life is all about money. The purpose of life is to earn money to take care of your family , To spend time with family.
 
OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Let's roll
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Very average. Not nearly enough to fix my problems. Live with my parents, so there is some stability but I'm sure that if I lived alone, I would be worse off.

Life is all about money. The purpose of life is to earn money to take care of your family , To spend time with family.
From a very human perspective, yes.
 
Torbasco

Torbasco

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Jun 10, 2020
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I live with my parents with no job and a meager income due to SSI disability benefits. It's enough for buying my own food and building up a few thousand in savings, but nothing that would matter in the real world. I panic more about my lack of skills and physical health than my money, I wish I'd made myself some kind of future instead of being a fucking useless mess.
 
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checkouttime

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Jul 15, 2020
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Piss poor

Instead of, as jenny from the block says ' i used to have a little now i have a lot' i.I now have the opposite!!!!
 
L I F E T O L O S E

L I F E T O L O S E

only you can't stop the evil
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Bad to worse

Working like a slave in shitty jobs basically to survive
 
mathieu

mathieu

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I’m on disability but possibly starting a paid job soon. I live in a one bedroom apartment which my mother owns and have a very old car that was my grandfathers when he was alive.
 
Viro_Major

Viro_Major

Rad maker
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Working on it is the most accurate description. I put myself on high expectations to win back the time lost and more, but there’s no warranty. Attempting for myself by myself.
On the side, got in touch with a per mission employer with whom I’m ethically totally aligned. I’m in for the passion. We didn’t even talked about money except to avoid the topic, but added value on a basis of trust and freedom, which is exactly the way I conceive an ideal “job“, which becomes then no longer one. But its importance within my schedule will stay very minor.
 
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BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

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It's been very rough. I'm making far less money because I'm working part time instead of full time. My pay really sucks and is hardly above minimum wage.

I have huge bills coming up from my insurances, I may need to get work done on my car again, and pretty soon I'll have to start paying my student loans. My parents keep pushing me to get a better job but I just can't. It's all too overwhelming. I have no right to complain though because others on here have it worse...

I wish I killed myself in August like I planned. It would have been perfect. People would have gotten over me by now and forgotten about me, it would be like I never existed.
 
enzyetee

enzyetee

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I'm very much in the red :'( with loans to pay for years
 

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