- Jan 23, 2020
If it’s any consolation for you (it probably isn’t...) - I have no debt, I have a very well-paid job that I’m good at and a recognized expert in my field, I have a big beautiful house, I have a nice luxury car, my financial situation is perfectly fine....and I still want to die ! So what does this teach us? Life is not about money and a luxury lifestyle...it is about wanting to live, because you feel that life has some purpose ! I still have not found that purpose, even though I have tried very very hard for the last 49 years !I have a debt of 450,000 CHF
I have no job
I don't have an apartment (emergency shelter)
I don't have my own car
My financial situation is shitty, but it is no reason for ctb. It is the psychological torments.
I ctb on September 27th
(pure SN without luxury)