[Venting] Hopeless and powerless

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M

Meowkin

Veteran
May 6, 2020
185
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I've given up. Life has defeated me. Even if there is a way out, I'm too defeated and miserable to accept it and move on.

I've always felt that the people I've come into contact with in real life have taken advantage of me. They look at me and think this person has nothing to lose, I'll take from them. They feel justified in their taking because they think it's nothing to me.

I hate the people I knew in real life. My hate won't reach them though. They're safe as they have always been. It's just me who suffers powerless.

I hate them for their selfishness, their greed and all they took from me. They will never suffer from it. I bear the weight of everything.