hanging (full suspension) setup.

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watereyes

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I'll just need a little feedback to be sure that this is gonna work.. sorry for the messy shelf..
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I'll use that thin piece of closs to prevent rope burning.
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The rope is a 12mm and is polypropen.

Thanks in advance for your help.
 
watereyes

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Look at you, little cute thing. Makes me sad you wish to ctb. Sorry I can’t help with the partial info just wanted to say you have a beautiful face :hug:
thank you.. the lighting makes the skin look softer. although i mentioned this will be full suspension.
thank you so much for your kind words and wish you the best
 
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Looks like it should work to me if the knots are good and if the bar can take your weight. You sure you want your face up on a public forum though?
 
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Are you sure it's for the full suspension? Looks a little low and that wooden thing doesn't look very steady. Have you tried to put a hand in and test it with a lot of force?
 
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Id remove the picture with your face asap. Regarding the setup, that shelf really doesnt look like it will hold for full suspension, did you check it with your full weight? (Plus a bit movement while your full weight is on that setup, because the body will thrash around a bit when unconscious and before)
 
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I think when your body starts thrashing around that wardrobe will land on your face.....it does not look solid to me ! Don't hurry things....think about a safer setup !
 
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It doesn't look too strong to me because the horizontal piece of wood that the rope is hanging from is not supported by the vertical supports, it is only supported by whatever holds those pieces of wood together which might not be enough. It's going to have to resist your full bodyweight for a few minutes and your body will be thrashing about, putting more stress on it. It might work but you want a reliable place to attach your rope to. Also the closet might fall over.
 
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I think its can be not strong enough. What a delicate girly young look.
 
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Thank you all for your comments. I tried pulling the rope as hard as I could in all directions and the wooden thing didnt move.. also I don't know how my face could be used against me, if I'm gonna die do whatever with it. Also to answer @FluffyDove, I'm 18.
 
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Woahhh I never expected you to look like that :smiling:
 
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It worries me that you're underage @watereyes or a troll. It's not just that you look so young, it's all the immature (concerning and borderline trolling) conduct the other day in chat. I'm sorry if I'm wrong... just publicly posting my concerns.
 
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It worries me that you're underage @watereyes or a troll. It's not just that you look so young, it's all the immature (concerning and borderline trolling) conduct the other day in chat. I'm sorry if I'm wrong... just publicly posting my concerns.
Please stop thinking that. I believe you're wrong, I am not a troll nor am I underage. I might be immature, but I'm 18. No I am not a troll. I am desperate and unstable. I am serious about my will to ctb. I know I said some stupid shit in chat, I acknowledge that I was wrong and that I didn't think properly, and most importantly I apologise. I am so sorry that I hurt you by being immature. I deeply regret and it hurts me to appear as such.
 
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Please stop thinking that. I believe you're wrong, I am not a troll nor am I underage. I might be immature, but I'm 18. No I am not a troll. I am desperate and unstable. I am serious about my will to ctb. I know I said some stupid shit in chat, I acknowledge that I was wrong and that I didn't think properly, and most importantly I apologise. I am so sorry that I hurt you by being immature. I deeply regret and it hurts me to appear as such.
I won't just stop thinking anything for anyone else. I appreciate your apology and empathise with your choice of words. Take care x
 
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Thank you all for your comments. I tried pulling the rope as hard as I could in all directions and the wooden thing didnt move.. also I don't know how my face could be used against me, if I'm gonna die do whatever with it. Also to answer @FluffyDove, I'm 18.
Just to be clear here, pulling as hard as you can does not equal holding onto it with your full weight (hold onto the rope and get your feet up from the floor) and then wiggle around a bit.
 
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Idk, for me it seems like it won't hold your full body weight, especially during trembling.
Also - it looks more like partial suspension setup tbh.
 
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Idk, for me it seems like it won't hold your full body weight, especially during trembling.
Also - it looks more like partial suspension setup tbh.
Yes, I didn't adjust it to the proper height because I wasn't going to use it that day, so I didn't bother. I can adjust it to just the right height so that my feet are off the floor.

Just to be clear here, pulling as hard as you can does not equal holding onto it with your full weight (hold onto the rope and get your feet up from the floor) and then wiggle around a bit.
In the end it would be so much easier to go in the forest but it is likely that I get found. Btw, is there a chance I make noises while unconscious? (assuming it holds my weight.) thank you.
 
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In the end it would be so much easier to go in the forest but it is likely that I get found. Btw, is there a chance I make noises while unconscious? (assuming it holds my weight.) thank you.
Yes, it does look that way, because even with full suspension due to your setup you would not be "free hanging" and you will (!) kick your wooden shelf and the wall while unconscious or on the way to unconsciousness. I dont know how thick your walls are, but that probably would translate to several irregularly occuring thumping sounds which probably will alert others, if you are not alone.

You dont wanna be found in the middle of a hanging, at the very start and the very end ok, but during the middle (already unconscious for a few minutes) of it you will end up a vegetable when saved.

The forest is indeed a nice choice. If I am going to hang myself I will do it in nature. I have already a few spots that are safe.
 
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thank you so much.. I wish I could give my young body to someone who deserves it instead of ending it. :(
i feel you but i only found fake people so it’s not wrong give our body to death. please be strong
 
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Yes, it does look that way, because even with full suspension due to your setup you would not be "free hanging" and you will (!) kick your wooden shelf and the wall while unconscious or on the way to unconsciousness. I dont know how thick your walls are, but that probably would translate to severak irregular thumping sounds which could alert others. You dont wanna be found in the middle of a hanging, at the very start and the very end ok, but during the middle (already unconscious for a few minutes) of it you will end up a vegetable when saved.
okay, i'd better wait till theres noone in the house. I hate that someone will have to see this.
 
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okay, i'd better wait till theres noone in the house. I hate that someone will have to see this.
I also just wanna point out that, if you are really just 18 yo, that your brain has not even fully developed and especially males can have long puberties with all sorts of weird thinking and brain circuits that can drive you mad.

First time I tried to kill myself was with 17. It was impulsively and I was stressed and deeply depressed and all thoughts within like 20 minutes revolved around being dead and then I just went for it. I did not even plan it. Now, you seem to have done quite some planning, but what I want you to consider is, that you are still a child and remember suicide is a permanent condition, it deserves a lot of qualified thought, which I think you might not be even able to achieve due to you being so young and in so much distress.

And your mental condition might not be permanent, no matter how hopeless it seems in the present. I just wanted to tell you that. Because when I was that young I also thought there is no other way, I dont get better and I am old and wise enough to go, but hell I wasnt even close to grown up. That I am here now again 10 years later is a different story, but I urge you to really think about your situation and your decision ifrom all possible angles.

Again, your sorrow and despair might not last the next years, but once you are dead, there is no coming back.
 
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I also just wanna point out that, if you are really just 18 yo, that your brain has not even fully developed and especially males can have long puberties with all sorts of weird thinking and brain circuits that can drive you mad.

First time I tried to kill myself was with 17. It was impulsively and I was stressed and deeply depressed and all thoughts within like 20 minutes revolved around being dead and then I just went for it. I did not even plan it. Now, you seem to have done quite some planning, but what I want you to consider is, that you are still a child and remember suicide is a permanent condition, it deserves a lot of qualified thought, which I think you might not be even able to achieve due to you being so young and in so much distress.

And your mental condition might not be permanent, no matter how hopeless it seems in the present. I just wanted to tell you that. Because when I was that young I also thought there is no other way, I dont get better and I am old and wise enough to go, but hell I wasnt even close to grown up. That I am here now again 10 years later is a different story, but I urge you to really think about your situation and your decision ifrom all possible angles.

Again, your sorrow and despair might not last the next years, but once you are dead, there is no coming back.
I ordered SN and AE but I'm afraid it will never arrive.

I know about impulsive attempts, they failed, and thats why I am planning it. I would also like to state that I'm not trying to escape my situation or problems. There is pain, and it comes from existence itself. While there is life, there will be pain. And to me the little happiness that we get isn't worth the pain. There's no way around that. I don't want to exist, or to have ever existed. Does that make sense? Its hard to explain.
 
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I ordered SN and AE but I'm afraid it will never arrive.

I know about impulsive attempts, they failed, and thats why I am planning it. I would also like to state that I'm not trying to escape my situation or problems. There is pain, and it comes from existence itself. While there is life, there will be pain. And to me the little happiness that we get isn't worth the pain. There's no way around that. I don't want to exist, or to have ever existed. Does that make sense? Its hard to explain.
Yes it does make sense. At least to me, because I have the same feelings, I didnt ask to be alive, but I am. In short: You are so young und your path of life is probably not even close to being chosen, so why not see if life can get better for you? You can always kill yourself, but then you deprive yourself of the ability to see if you can get better, by the help of yourself and/or others. Who knows, you might even fall in love next week, next month, next year.

I am in no position to order you to do anything, I just wanna remind you of some things one can easily forget when sitting in such a dark mental place for some time. I always used this mantra "well, if shit hits the fan, I can still off myself" to basically make it from day A to day D and all days in between. It is not a good tactic for life, but it keeps me so far from this totalitarian thing that is suicide. Cause even though I have to fight through every single day, I still know that things might become better. Maybe not, and maybe I will have enough in another 10 years. But that is when 2nd step comes in. Then I can "still" just off myself.
 
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Yes it does make sense. At least to me, because I have the same feelings, I didnt ask to be alive, but I am. In short: You are so young und your path of life is probably not even close to being chosen, so why not see if life can get better for you? You can always kill yourself, but then you deprive yourself of the ability to see if you can get better, by the help of yourself and/or others. Who knows, you might even fall in love next week, next month, next year.

I am in no position to order you to do anything, I just wanna remind you of some things one can easily forget when sitting in such a dark mental place for some time. I always used this mantra "well, if shit hits the fan, I can still off myself" to basically make it from day A to day D and all days in between. It is not a good tactic for life, but it keeps me so far from this totalitarian thing that is suicide. Cause even though I have to fight through every single day, I still know that things might become better. Maybe not, and maybe I will have enough in another 10 years. But that is when 2nd step comes in. Then I can "still" just off myself.
Telling to myself that I can still off myself doesn't bring me relief. Because it means that I am still alive, which hurts. Also it doesnt matter if my life becomes a happy one, I would end it aswell. It's really just being alive that hurts me. Sorry that my answers are not as long as yours, I can't provide much insight and I'm not good with words.