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elfgyoza

elfgyoza

pls end me :)
Joined
Aug 5, 2019
Messages
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Making final preparations atm. About to hang myself in my bedroom.

It feels nice to actually say goodbye, since I can't do it to anyone I actually know. Calms me down a little, I wish everyone here the best.

Thank you all for keeping this community alive (lol, ironic)

Edit: wow just noticed I joined a year ago yesterday too
 
Pimeä

Pimeä

Alien in human skin
Joined
Jul 25, 2020
Messages
53
As someone also planning to hang myself at some point, I salute you. If you're very sure to proceed, I hope you tested your setup to make sure nothing breaks during your attempt.

I wish you all the best however this turns out, and I'm sorry it had to come to this. Farewell and go in peace.
 
FrankieVallie

FrankieVallie

Member
Joined
Jul 24, 2020
Messages
50
Farewell. It seems you’re confident in your decision and ready to go. I greatly respect that. I truly hope that you find eternal peace after death. I’ll pray for you tonight. Maybe one day, in the afterlife (if there is one), we’ll meet each other.
 
Illias

Illias

Meh
Joined
Jul 15, 2020
Messages
804
Making final preparations atm. About to hang myself in my bedroom.

It feels nice to actually say goodbye, since I can't do it to anyone I actually know. Calms me down a little, I wish everyone here the best.

Thank you all for keeping this community alive (lol, ironic)

Edit: wow just noticed I joined a year ago yesterday too
Hope it works out for you and you can be happy!:heart:
 
elfgyoza

elfgyoza

pls end me :)
Joined
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Messages
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Thank you all for the kind comments, everyone on SS is always so nice.
Unfortunately couldn't position the ligiture properly though, so I'm on plan B. Antiemetic, some benzos, and a lethal dose of heroin. Hopefully works but I'd hate to mislead everyone, I'll update if it doesn't ✌
 
6

6Judas6

Member
Joined
Feb 15, 2020
Messages
8
Hmmmm
Chances are you won't, but if you do, have a nice trip
 
Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Joined
Jul 6, 2020
Messages
754
Rest easy friend :heart:
 
thrw_a_way1221221

thrw_a_way1221221

Angel of Choice - on borrowed time.
Joined
Aug 30, 2018
Messages
5,171
I might be late, but I hope you have found peace. :hug:
 
cryptic__egg

cryptic__egg

Illuminated
Joined
May 9, 2020
Messages
1,606
I'm sorry life has brought you to this point and I wish you a smooth journey bro
 
LastRide

LastRide

Specialist
Joined
Jan 23, 2020
Messages
362
You’re not a failure, and hey, if you think you are, welcome to the club, we all are, since otherwise we would not be on this forum ! Maybe I just ask (you do not have to answer if you hot feel like it), did you not take the heroin in the end because you decided it was not the right time to ctb, or did you go ahead but survived? If you survived, since I am quite interested in the heroin method myself, (it’s not my chose method, but I have been experimenting a bit with H lately) - what dosage/technique of administration of H did you use? Just to prevent others and/or myself from making the same mistakes....
 
elfgyoza

elfgyoza

pls end me :)
Joined
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Messages
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You’re not a failure, and hey, if you think you are, welcome to the club, we all are, since otherwise we would not be on this forum ! Maybe I just ask (you do not have to answer if you hot feel like it), did you not take the heroin in the end because you decided it was not the right time to ctb, or did you go ahead but survived? If you survived, since I am quite interested in the heroin method myself, (it’s not my chose method, but I have been experimenting a bit with H lately) - what dosage/technique of administration of H did you use? Just to prevent others and/or myself from making the same mistakes....
I didn't back out, I just made a silly decision. I'd taken some benzos I had from a prescription to calm myself down before using the heroin and decided to watch my last youtube video while waiting for the antiemetic to kick in. I fell asleep..... :)
Woke up to my dad asking if I'd taken anything etc., he got rid of the H
I'm just stupid, I should've at least hidden the H while waiting for the antiemetic to work lol

I mixed about 30mg heroin with citric acid and ~1.2ml of water, which I was then going to heat and inject into a vein in my arm. The benzos were an extra since they don't interact well.

So the mistake people shouldn't make is, don't fall asleep waiting for the antiemetic :)
 
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