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goodbye thread - today 10:00 pm (UTC +2)

LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Joined
Jun 27, 2020
Messages
595
Today the time has finally come, I have my final exam. I will finally find out whether I have learned the right thing and can actually apply it.

At least the part about being relaxed seems to fit, I'm completely relaxed and hardly think about tonight. Let's see how it develops.

I am pursuing two goals with the ctb today. Primarily, of course, that I can finally end my existence and find my place in the common, infinite "nothing". The nothing that relieves me of all agony and pain, frees me from it.

I'm looking forward to it so much. To the moment when I realize that the light is about to go out and that I will be on the last path.

For the first time in my life, I got to know the feeling of community here in the forum. A community that accepts everyone for who they are. In which everyone helps one another to find the difficult goal of peace.

For this I would like to thank everyone from the bottom of my heart, first and foremost of course the operators and moderators of the forum.

As a small thank you to dss forum, my ctb is documented by an online observer who writes for me, even if I can no longer do it myself, e.g. because I see everything blurry.

My SN regime is very simple

02:00 pm fasting starts (eating)
08:00 pm 600mg ibuprofen
08:00 pm fasting starts (drinking)
10:00 pm 25g SN in 50ml water

I have prepared 4 servings of 25g SN in 50ml water. Better safe than sorry.

And in the unlikely event that I do wake up again, I wear a noose for a tourniquet around my neck, 3 wooden sticks are ready next to me. Better safe than sorry.

I still have a few things to do and I won't have much time to write. Otherwise, there is already little time to have everything done on my appointment.

I thank everyone from the bottom of my heart who will write to me and I also wish you a pleasant and peaceful journey if you will follow my path.

Goodbye my friends, may you also find the peace you long for.

Dani
 
RoseyBird

RoseyBird

Angelic
Joined
Jan 20, 2020
Messages
3,248
It has been a pleasure to know you. Thank you for what you have added to the community. Your posts are always an interesting read, and I love seeing you offer a logical or alternative perspective. I hope your journey is swift, and brings you the peace and relief you desire.
 
BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Mod
Joined
Dec 1, 2019
Messages
2,324
One of the ones that will be the hardest to see leave. We have never spoken but your input on this forum has been appreciated and respected. Thank you for sharing your journey with us and I hope that things go as planned for you and that you find the peace you are searching for. Sending love ❤
 
T

TheQ22

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Joined
Aug 17, 2020
Messages
1,116
I'm finding this very strange. I think maybe it's that you're so rational and logical about it. I know it's what you want and you've planned it and thought it out for a long time, but I'm still finding it a shock, you'll be missed.
 
Denise2207

Denise2207

Member
Joined
Aug 9, 2020
Messages
57
@LetzteAusfahrt I’m so very sorry to see you leave but I understand why you are going. I have always enjoyed your posts and the advice you have shared with this community. The place won’t be the same without you as you have such a huge impact here. May you finally find the eternal peace you so have so long searched for. Lots of love to you ❤❤
 
DeathStar42

DeathStar42

Specialist
Joined
Aug 14, 2020
Messages
366
Farewell @LetzteAusfahrt
Thank you very much for your contribution in helping people in this forum :smiling:
I hope your “ transition“ to the other side as smooth and peaceful as possible :halo:

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GravityUtilizer

GravityUtilizer

Master
Joined
May 22, 2020
Messages
446
Hey dude I don't think I've ever messaged you. But I've read many of your posts. You seem to me like one of the good ones. Like, one of the REALLY good ones. I'm sorry life took you here brother. And if you change your mind that's obviously cool! But also I know that's part of me being selfish cos you know I'll miss your compassionate posts. I mean, you gave a lot to this forum I can tell you, and I wish you all the very best x
 
L

lobster salad

Eat me till i die
Joined
Aug 27, 2020
Messages
42
I’m really sad to see you go, but I’m glad you’re finally gonna find peace. I have been off this side for a while because my energy level is decreasing day by day... I should’ve talked more but what has been done has been done, what has to be done has to be done. Enough said - good luck.
 
voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Joined
Nov 25, 2019
Messages
510
Take care, Dani. Hope all goes well and that it'll be as lovely as you want it to be. I too very much enjoyed your comments and attitude, and will miss you here.

And thanks for replying, I very much agree. Bis nachher. :happy:
 
Dark Spring

Dark Spring

Sobreviviendo
Joined
Sep 29, 2020
Messages
76
I hope you get it and you are in peace, I wish you a good, quiet and fast trip. I'm glad you felt comfortable with this community, we will always support each other. I send you lots of luck and hugs for your journey:heart:
 
nitroautnz

nitroautnz

Specialist
Joined
Sep 11, 2020
Messages
364
Today the time has finally come, I have my final exam. I will finally find out whether I have learned the right thing and can actually apply it.

At least the part about being relaxed seems to fit, I'm completely relaxed and hardly think about tonight. Let's see how it develops.

I am pursuing two goals with the ctb today. Primarily, of course, that I can finally end my existence and find my place in the common, infinite "nothing". The nothing that relieves me of all agony and pain, frees me from it.

I'm looking forward to it so much. To the moment when I realize that the light is about to go out and that I will be on the last path.

For the first time in my life, I got to know the feeling of community here in the forum. A community that accepts everyone for who they are. In which everyone helps one another to find the difficult goal of peace.

For this I would like to thank everyone from the bottom of my heart, first and foremost of course the operators and moderators of the forum.

As a small thank you to dss forum, my ctb is documented by an online observer who writes for me, even if I can no longer do it myself, e.g. because I see everything blurry.

My SN regime is very simple

02:00 pm fasting starts (eating)
08:00 pm 600mg ibuprofen
08:00 pm fasting starts (drinking)
10:00 pm 25g SN in 50ml water

I have prepared 4 servings of 25g SN in 50ml water. Better safe than sorry.

And in the unlikely event that I do wake up again, I wear a noose for a tourniquet around my neck, 3 wooden sticks are ready next to me. Better safe than sorry.

I still have a few things to do and I won't have much time to write. Otherwise, there is already little time to have everything done on my appointment.

I thank everyone from the bottom of my heart who will write to me and I also wish you a pleasant and peaceful journey if you will follow my path.

Goodbye my friends, may you also find the peace you long for.

Dani
Thank you my dear friend for the support and advice you give me the last few weeks.

I know it's not what you wanted so I dont wish you a safe and peaceful trip, but I hope you succeed and find what you looking for on the other side.

See you in a couple of month :heart:
 

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