Goodbye for the last time(today or tomorrow)

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Baguette

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My last few days on here have shown me just how many other people suffer in life, times up for me, I’ve thought long and hard about this and I know it’s right for me.

I’m planning the train decapitation method either today at 15:20 or the same time tomorrow, today could be a bit of a stretch as I was forced to go to my aunt’s house to help with DIY. I might get out in time to go ahead with it today but if not it Will be tomorrow. I will document this and let people know on here before i do it. Thank you all.
 
SuicidalSymphonies

SuicidalSymphonies

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I hope your transition is smooth and no pain accompanies you.

I could never choose decapitation! You've got guts.

May you find the peace you seek, love. x
 
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rhiino

rhiino

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I wish you luck. I have the feeling that SI is not so bad with this method, as you are so passive, you just have to lay there.
 
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cryptic__egg

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A fellow decapitation user. It's sad to see you go, but in any event I wish you peace.
 
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Vorty27

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Wishing you a peaceful journey! The train method seems like something extremely difficult to me, but sometimes, I know it's also one that will hardly fail.
 
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Baguette

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I’m planning the train decapitation method either today at 15:20 or the same time tomorrow, today could be a bit of a stretch as I was forced to go to my aunt’s house to help with DIY. I might get out in time to go ahead with it today but if not it Will be tomorrow.
In short I’m still here(sadly). I rushed out after I spent longer than I wanted to at my aunt’s house but I never made it to the spot in time. Tomorrow it is.
 
Vorty27

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In short I’m still here(sadly). I rushed out after I spent longer than I wanted to at my aunt’s house but I never made it to the spot in time. Tomorrow it is.
Hey, don't worry that you rushed. These things, they take careful planning. Whatever happens tomorrow, I hope it goes according to how you wanted.
 
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Baguette

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Just enjoying my last few hours on Earth as best I can, I leave my home at 14:50 to get to the spot where the train goes by. I’m going to take a photo of the area when I get there and post a quick goodbye message on Twitter so people know where I’ve gone to(2 minutes before the train goes by so if anyone phones police they won’t get there in time). I’m feeling kind of excited to be honest, maybe it’s weird to feel that way but that’s how I feel.
 
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