Goodbye everyone... (SN)

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Lotus1818

Lotus1818

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Nov 4, 2019
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Thanks for all the support, i love you all. Grandma just left, will continue with the plan, same hour, i decided to take the stat dose as well, that's all the changes i added.
nervous?
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
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@Lotus1818 I know you don't mean any harm, but please don't put negative thoughts into people's minds.
What the OP needs is just gentle and soothing words to support them in whichever decision they decide to take.

@Neverod
We are here with you to support whatever is right for you.
If you decide to proceed then have a safe journey
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Neverod

Neverod

>:^3
Aug 8, 2019
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A little bit, not so much as yesterday, hope nothing gets in the way today. Just thinking what to do in all this time, i mean, i did everything i needed yesterday thinking it would be the day, and now i have nothing to do. Any recommendations?
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
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A little bit, not so much as yesterday, hope nothing gets in the way today. Just thinking what to do in all this time, i mean, i did everything i needed yesterday thinking it would be the day, and now i have nothing to do. Any recommendations?
I suggest watching videos of spiritual teacher, Barry Long

 
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Hollow men

Member
Nov 13, 2019
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A little bit, not so much as yesterday, hope nothing gets in the way today. Just thinking what to do in all this time, i mean, i did everything i needed yesterday thinking it would be the day, and now i have nothing to do. Any recommendations?
I would listen to my favourite music, it makes it all more peaceful. Wish you the best, we'll be here with you
 
Neverod

Neverod

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Aug 8, 2019
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@Yoko26 I'll make sure to do it, if i go to the same place as him ofc, so, please, tell me his name or something so i can identify him, you can mention it here or in private chat, whatever makes you feel more comfortable :^3

12 hours to go, i'm feeling happy, more happy than sad, it's weird.
To everyone that said they feel sorry for me, thanks, but don't be! This is going to end it all for good, before there's nothing left of me due to my mental condition (DID).
Will start fasting in 2 hours, i will only eat a light snack and 1 glass of milk.
 
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GIRL502Hopelessness

Member
Nov 18, 2019
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[QUOTE = "Neverod, publicación: 480062, miembro: 9812"]
Bueno, odio la vida. Mi abuela vino a recoger algunas de las cosas de mi madre y pasar la noche ... No puedo arriesgarme a que me encuentren, tendré que moverlo 24 horas más ... así que el viernes a las 12:00 am tendré que hazlo. Es como una broma oscura de la vida, de todos los días, hoy tuvo que venir a vestirse y pasar la maldita noche ... Lo siento, qué decepción me hizo. Lo haré sin importar el primer minuto del viernes, y lo mismo, informará todo hasta 10 minutos después de tomar el SN.

Además, olvidé decir que si sobrevivo (Dios no deseo), me aseguraré, no importa qué, de encontrar una manera de informarlo también, si no respondo en una semana, está garantizado que estoy muerto.
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buen viaje y las mejores vibras esperamos que todo funcione según lo planeado estaremos específicamente.
La hierba era más verde
La luz era más brillante
Cuando los amigos rodeaban
Las noches de maravilla
Mirando más allá de las ascuas de los puentes que brillan detrás de nosotros
Para ver lo verde que estaba al otro lado
Pasos adelantados, pero sonámbulos hacia atrás otra vez
Arrastrados por la fuerza de algunos en una marea
Una altitud mayor con la bandera desplegada
Llegamos a las alturas vertiginosas de que soñaba con el mundo.
pink floyd
 
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PDAnnie2610

Waiting for my bus.
Oct 27, 2019
206
320
Asia
@Yoko26 I'll make sure to do it, if i go to the same place as him ofc, so, please, tell me his name or something so i can identify him, you can mention it here or in private chat, whatever makes you feel more comfortable :^3

12 hours to go, i'm feeling happy, more happy than sad, it's weird.
To everyone that said they feel sorry for me, thanks, but don't be! This is going to end it all for good, before there's nothing left of me due to my mental condition (DID).
Will start fasting in 2 hours, i will only eat a light snack and 1 glass of milk.
Though tricky to recover from, it’s possible to get better from DID. Hugs..
 
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Daniela

Specialist
Feb 23, 2019
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May I ask... how is the AE regimen affecting you...?
 
Meant2Die

Meant2Die

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Nov 8, 2019
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I suggest watching videos of spiritual teacher, Barry Long

This was pretty interesting. He points out many good questions, esp the part about why we culturally don't have access to the dying, to be able to see dead bodies (his words, not mine) for the purpose of being comfortable with death and to understand death is just a dead body, but life is everlasting.

The part that made me chuckle is his thought experiment to ask "Can you remember when you were dead?" , if the asnwer is no, its because "you've never been dead, there is no death, just dead bodies". If the answer is yes, you can say " If you can remember being dead, then you couldn't have been dead bc you remember it, now could you?". What a catch 22..lol
 
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Meant2Die

Meant2Die

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Nov 8, 2019
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Hope you are holding up okay Neverod. I saw you in chat but thought you were doing it tomorrow! (I missed todays posts).

Wishing you strength and peace! You can do this! YOu are strong! Wondering how you are holding up, but if youd rather just not comment and are doing your thing thats fine too! wishing you a quick and peaceful exit :heart:
 
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jgm63

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Oct 28, 2019
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If you're still trying to pass some time, here is some nice music

 
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AnxiouslyDepressed

AnxiouslyDepressed

Stuck- the guilt of leaving or the pain of staying
Nov 8, 2019
150
838
Glasgow, UK
So turns out I could stay awake... envious of your bravery, courage and attitude right now. Only hope that I can be half as strong. All the best mate, sending love and wishing you nothing but peace. You will be missed.
 
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BrokenAngel8

BrokenAngel8

I'm so lonely, broken angel
Nov 7, 2019
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I've been following your thread in silence, sorry about that. I wish you smooth sailing, thank you for keep us updated, you are a kind and thoughtful person. Also very brave. My respect for you. Hugs :hug: :heart:
 
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Neverod

Neverod

>:^3
Aug 8, 2019
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I've been followimg your thread in silence, sorry about that. I wish you smooth sailing, thank you for keep us updated, you are a kind and thoughtful person. Also very brave. My respect for you. Hugs :hug: :heart:
Oh hey there! Nice to see you commenting, don't worry, i owe the information to you all, this forum is a great place and that's the most i can do to pay back.
 
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